This is a story driven by my love of the term Shield Maiden. I adore the thought of a world where women would be accepted as equals in the toughest environment in our world. The battle field.
Too long society has cast women as mothers, housewives...
I still do not know for sure that shield maidens ever existed. In my heart I believe so.
Evidence, real evidence is inconclusive. History has been controlled by men.
This is fiction, and only my idea of how Shield Maidens may have come into existence.
I must also take the opportunity to thank some people who helped greatly in developing this story. Randi, Melissa and Nicole for their reading and guidance. Dave for his editing. Thank you, I appreciate you all.
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My heart sank, sadness overwhelmed me. My children gave me little reprieve as they gripped my hands tightly. The long boat disappeared up the sound. The grunts and chants of the oarsmen pulling ferociously on the oars. The sorrowful cries of the families around me echoing my own sinking emotions.
It was bad enough that our menfolk sailed off into danger and many would not return.
Fused together with the concern for their safety were the fears for our own survival.
Our culture pushed our menfolk to set sail for foreign lands. It was a tradition that stretched back in time to the first boats. They sailed off to plunder and loot. It was our way, we were warriors, and we lived by the principle: If we could take it, then it was ours to keep.
Every summer, the men set sail, and we the women and children, along with the old and infirm were left to fend for ourselves. Our little village wasn't the only one boats set sail from. It was the Viking way. With the departing boats, our homes were left undefended and ripe for raids from stronger villages.
It is what I despised the most about my relationship with my husband Lars. How could he just sail away knowing what awaited us?
When the raiders arrived, and over recent years there had been attacks. They took whatever they could get. Women of course sat high on their list of desires. If they could, we were enslaved and taken as prisoners, not just raped.
With only old men and children. Our defence, if we got enough warning, was to run into the hills until the raiders had their fill and left. We returned to find our feed stores empty, and our animals slaughtered and eaten.
"It's not fair." Helga sighed. "They get adventure, and we get nothing but hard work, hunger, torture and rape as our reward."
"I agree, but what can we do?" I replied despondently as if she had read my mind. We were so alike in our thoughts, her and I...
"I don't know, Ingrid, but you know as well as I do. We will be raided ourselves this summer. Like last year, we will lose everything again. What's the point in our men folk going off to raid and bring back treasure when what they took last year in raids, is looted from our village by raiders this year."
"What do you suggest Helga, do we fight?"
She shrugged with a resigned heavy sigh. "No, I am angry. Our husbands go off on their adventure as if they don't even care about what happens to us."
"Yes, I do not disagree, but what alternatives do we have?"
"I don't know." Again her sad sigh.
To ease her fears I embraced her tightly. My children sensing our sadness and trying to hold in their own also joined our hug and held on tight.
Idda who had overheard our conversation added, "Every year it gets worse. This season will be worse. Word spread quickly from last year's successful raids. Other communities know there is now treasure here. We will not have long to wait before we are again forced to hide in the hills."
Our little army of friends held hands as we walked back from the jetty, the boats now gone from sight. All we had to look forward to now was hard work. We the womenfolk would tend the farms, work the lands, tend to the animals as well as try to raise our children and keep them fed and dry.
That night was a restless sleep, thinking about who we had left in the village. A few men who had been injured in recent battles, who could no longer sail with the raiding parties. Old men, who were too old to sail. Women and children.
That was our lot. Could we fight... Last summer, we were raided twice, both times by single boats. Party of about thirty men. Could we stave off an attack? We were small in numbers. Fifty families. Twenty or so young boys who were not quite old enough to go with their fathers. Girls and us... The wives.
Could we learn to fight well enough? The other women, like myself, weren't afraid of death. We weren't afraid of fighting. The question was... Could we defeat a raiding party of lustful brutal Viking warriors?
As I thought about it, the answer was clear. Not in close combat, not in equal numbers. We needed an advantage. The long bow, hunting bows. Most of the boys had them. We had among our old men skills that we could use. Most of them were still competent with the bow.
Could they teach us, help us forge new weapons?
The dawn roused me early. I had fields to hoe, crops to tend. Throughout the day, those thoughts kept circling back. I hated feeling weak and being at the mercy of men. My own husband Lars had sailed off into the distance feeling proud.
He was a ferocious warrior, revered among our small settlement. He was held in the highest esteem. One of, if not the very best. I loved him completely, and yet, I hated him vehemently. He left me here knowing I would have to carry the load knowing I had no alternative.
"Men." I snarled spitting onto the cold earth. They treated us as if we were nothing but playthings, slaves and chattels. I heard tales from the last raiding party. Lars had enjoyed the fruits of several women, some he probably raped.
Yet here I was, alone. Struggling to keep food on our table. Rain or shine every day I would be out in the fields working. My only comfort our children who worked hard beside me.
That night, Helga stopped in and we sat at our table. "How are you feeling today, Ingrid?"
"Angry."
She smiled ruefully. "I feel also that anger. In my heart I love Olaf, but Every year it gets worse. They are gone for longer, sail further away. They know we will be raided, but care not for us. We are left to scurry off and hide in the hills whilst raiders take everything."
"Yes, you are right," I muttered the anger irrepressibly growing within me. "What is the point? They sail off to raid and plunder whilst their own homes undergo attack. Wives are raped, children stolen as slaves. Where is the sense in it?"
She shook her head, acknowledging the truth of it. "There is none."
"Unless," I said with more confidence than I felt. "We did not run. What if we fought back? Repelled the raiders ourselves."