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Finding Your Way Back To The Light

Finding Your Way Back To The Light

by cagivagurl
19 min read
4.69 (8200 views)
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This story was a new adventure for me. A collaboration with a friend.

Thanks Nicole for the idea, the advice and the editing.

BTW... There will still be errors, but they're on me not the editor. Just saying.

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Wow, how did she manage to make me feel like that? Sitting across from her I couldn't help but think I knew her. There was something about her... Was it the eyes, those gorgeous sexy eyes that were impossible to look away from? Was it her voice, the way words flowed so sexily? Like melted toffee overflowing and trickling down porcelain. Deep and enticing, a natural yet intoxicating richness.

I couldn't shift the thought. I knew her from somewhere, just where.

"Isla, Did you hear me?"

My daydream like trance broken. "Yeah, I was listening, sort of."

"Really, You don't look like you listening. Am I boring you? Maybe I should go?"

"What... No, sorry. I was thinking that's all. Please don't be upset, I will pay attention."

"Good, because I'm not sitting here while you floating off somewhere else. Either you are with me, or you're not."

"I'm here A'ja, trust me, Babe. I am definitely here." I replied apologetically.

"You want to go somewhere, get something to eat?" She suggested. Caution lacing her question.

"Yeah, I would like that."

Just at that moment, the large crowd broke into a unanimous cheer. Glancing across, I noticed them all waving and clapping loudly. Showing on the big screen TV over the bar was a game of rugby sevens. USA playing Canada, and the USA had just scored. When A'ja, looked up, she pumped her fist, and it hit me in the face.

Immediately recognition exploded in my head. I realised why I couldn't shake the feeling I knew her. The fierce cringe gripped me like a vice. The tremble set off a feeling of fear. Did she know as well? If she did, why didn't she say something?

With A'ja, now focused on the game, my mind took me back to a different world. A different me. When I thought back to that phase of my life I grimaced. Those recollections were of a person I'd left behind. A bitchy snotty brat who I now hated. Back then I thought I knew it all, that I was somebody special. That the world was there for me, I was the star, the centre piece...

The bitchy Domme, who always got what she wanted... I liked to think of myself as a stud... No woman said, no to me. I had it going on, a star on the rise. Two records in the top ten, one having been there for two months. I was a big deal... Yeah, right.

Well, there was one woman who said no... A'ja... The rugby game brought it all back... Growing up in New Zealand, rugby was never far from anyone's thoughts. It was the national game, and it didn't matter who you were, your gender, your social standing. Rugby was number one.

I'd been sitting up in the stands at the cake tin in Wellington. The New Zealand round of the rugby woman's world sevens had been in town. The tickets were a gift from a friend.

Sitting watching the games, I was surprised when this incredible woman asked if I could move my legs, she wanted to get past.

When I looked up, I silently gasped. What a spectacularly gorgeous soul stared down at me. Even if I'd been standing, she still woulda been looking down at me. She musta been close to two metres tall. Her hair Loc'd. When our eyes met. I was like... "Wow."

She took the seat next to me. My pulse quickened, desire surging through me. I wanted her. I imagined her rich black skin sliding over my pale flesh. What a contrast, a mixture made in heaven.

God her lips looked so inviting, full, and succulent. She glanced at me, her eyes showing discomfort.

"Why are you staring at me like that, Whatchu looking at... Like you never seen a black woman before?"

"Oh yeah, I've seen plenty, but none as sexy as you babe."

"Oh, I'm a pig now, Don't you dare babe me. Who the hell do you think you are?"

"Oh, I'm somebody you'd want to know," I whispered leaning close to her. "I'd make you beg."

Her features crinkled into a deep scowl. "More like beg for a breath mint. Security, is that what you want? You want me to call for security, or are you going to leave me alone?"

"Whoa, slow down Babe. No need for that. I think we're gonna be best friends."

"The fuck we will. I'll say this one more time. Leave me alone, or I will call security."

Her dismissive cold attitude irritated me. I'd been rejected before, but not like that. My stars had never been higher. I was somebody now. She couldn't just shut me down.

The crowd around us had been screaming wildly as New Zealand took the field in their first game of the tournament.

"You like rugby?" I asked with a softer edge.

She turned to give me the full power of her angry glare. "Girl, why are you still talking to me? Let me watch the damn game without your added commentary please, and thank you."

"Whoa, sorry. I was just asking. I'm Isla, you may have heard of me, I've got a couple of songs in the top ten at the moment." I couldn't help feeling the surge of pride. Yeah okay. I was bragging, using my fame.

"And, Bitch, I don't care who you are. I just wanna watch the games."

It felt like a slap in the face. Maybe she was playing hard to get... Teasing... Yeah, she had to be. I looked fucking hot, and I knew it. Fresh from the salon, I knew I looked good. All day I'd been feeling the lecherous stares. The hungry eyes following my every step.

"Maybe I can explain the game to you." I said leaning closer, our shoulders rubbing.

"Oh my god. Are you deaf?" She barked loudly. "I said leave me the hell alone. I swear to god, I'm gonna scream if you don't."

Her anger only aroused my desire. Her voice, yeah okay. It might have been saying the wrong words, but shit. I loved the sound of it. Wow, it was thick with her accent, soft, yet with a little edge... Oh yeah, I could taste her, just listening to her. Each syllable oozed rather than spat. So smooth and silky... Melting butter, soft gooey toffee... Damn...

Every attempt I made to open dialogue she shut down with scathing icy glares or short curt responses.

When the hand patted me on the shoulder, I turned to see a big angry guy staring at me.

"Lady, I don't know who you are, but she's not interested. Take a hint and shut the fuck up, or fuck off. If I hear one more word from you I'm calling the cops myself."

The woman beside me turned as well, and said "Thank you."

"What the fuck." I snarled to myself. At least I got some pleasure when the Black Ferns annihilated the USA.

Still, it left a nasty taste in my mouth. I decided a drink might be a better way to spend my evening. In the bar. I got a bit of a surprise when she walked in later. I sat and watched with interest as she ordered food, and made her way to a table by herself.

Shit, she was so tall, she managed to move with a stealthy grace. Obviously, she played sports of some kind. She sure had an athlete's figure.

Damn it, I felt the pressure building. I wanted to talk to her. "One last shot," I said to myself.

Walking slowly to her table, I caught her unawares. "Can I buy you a drink?"

She shook her head in dismay as she saw me. "OMG. Can you not take a hint? I'm not interested in knowing you now or ever."

"Hey, it was just a drink."

"Yeah, I met people like you before. Thinking you're all that. You're not. You're just another person who can't take a hint. By the way. I don't get down like that, so step off bitch."

"Fuck, lighten up. I was only offering to buy you a drink."

"I heard you the first time. I said no, and I meant it. Now, leave me the fuck alone."

Walking away from her table, I tried to untangle what happened. I definitely got an interested vibe from her. Something set my heart rate on fire. My gaydar was pretty good, like eighty five percent accurate.

Oh well, more fish in the sea.

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For a couple of years, that'd been my life. Fame, fancy parties, being flown first class to gigs all over the world. Then things changed. Just like that it was all over. The songs dried up. Unsure whether it was the lifestyle, the endless drugs, and alcohol or the depression.

Whatever it was, the well dried up. Slowly sinking was a new experience. I went from fighting off the paparazzi to almost wishing they'd come back.

Losing something like that affects a person. For me, it was a look inside. Yeah, I loved being the rock chick. The girl everybody wanted. My own personal entourage, hair and makeup, security.

At eighteen, it came with a rush. Fame, fortune, and all on the back of a few songs. In the right place at the right time. As a performer, I was okay. I did not have a great voice, my guitar playing was no more than adequate, but it was my songwriting. I was good, and I knew it.

When I lost that... My world collapsed. Still, it gave me a chance to assess what was important.

The missing ingredient to life's enjoyment?

Intimacy, love. Somebody who wanted me for me, not what I offered. Sure, I got sex, lots of it actually. It amazed me how many women were prepared to sleep with me just so they could say they had.

No, what I missed was love, a proper relationship. I'd played a role... My life was based on it, I needed to be in charge, and sexually that meant looking for pets. Submissive women who didn't mind being little more than a pet.

Now, there I was, sitting across from that gorgeous creature who'd turned her cute little nose up at me.

"Isla, where are you girl? You sure not here with me."

"Sorry A'ja, I'm just thinking. I said softly. "Why'd you grab those beads I threw down to you?"

She smiled, and yeah, my heart skipped a beat. That's all it took, just a simple smile and everything went gooey. "I can't explain it. I saw you leaning over the balcony rail, and... I don't know. I picked them up and gave you a little shimmy. It made me feel sexy."

"Sexy... Honestly, I couldn't believe it when you did that little dance. I mean shit girl. You didn't look the type."

"The type." her head tilted to the side,. "The type to what?"

"I don't know. I saw you down on the street and all those other idiots up there started throwing strings of beads. I saw women flashing and dancing. When my eyes fixed on you. I just had to."

"But you had beads... I don't get it?"

"Nah, I grabbed them off the guy next to me. He was pissed too, well until you did that little dance. Then he high-fived me. Idiot, I think he thought it was for him."

She smiled at me. "So what happens now? I danced for you."

"I dunno A'ja. It was an impulse. I am attracted to you. I'd like to think maybe we could grab another drink and talk, get to know each other?"

"I think I'd like that as well. Somewhere quiet though. This place is a bit noisy."

As we walked out onto Bourbon Street, she immediately turned left. "Follow me, I know a little place. Soft jazz, not too rowdy."

Walking was almost impossible, the streets were filled with revellers. Live music filled every storefront. There were buskers and random musos everywhere. Finally, she shepherded me into this little club.

Sweet Loraines, the banner on the street said... Sweet indeed.

In the corner on a small stage, a jazz quartet played some luscious rich trad jazz, and they were laying it down. "You like jazz?" She said huskily. Damn, that voice just sent shivers up my whole body.

"I'm here right?"

We ordered drinks and found a small table. "You're a Kiwi, right?" She said questioningly.

"Yeah, how'd yah know that?"

"The accent gave it away. It's a giveaway."

"Most Yanks think I'm a bloody Aussie. You been to New Zealand?"

"Yeah, a few years ago. I went for a vacation." She looked almost wistful.

"What about you, what brought you to the Big Easy?"

"Same, holiday. Always been my dream to come to Jazz Fest." I replied.

"Oh snap, my first time too. I been here a couple of times. My boyfriend, well. Ex boyfriend has family here. But I never managed to get to Jazz Fest before."

"So you visited Aotearoa aye. Where'd ya go?"

"Oh, mostly the North Island. Spent some time in Wellington. Then Hawkes Bay. Then we went to Auckland and the Bay of Islands. It was a tour. We sorta had to go where it went."

"Oh, with your boyfriend aye?"

"What, no. I was by myself. My Momma, paid for my vacation as a graduation present. She organised it and made me do it as part of a tour group. She was worried about me going by myself."

She never mentioned she knew me. There was no sign of recognition. Either she was a great actress, or she hadn't put two and two together. Looking at her, listening to her. Damn, I was hooked.

"how long you in New Orleans for?" I asked.

"Two weeks. You?"

I laughed, "Ditto, fourteen days."

"Tour?" She asked.

"Nah, I'm a big girl. Travelling alone."

She smirked, "Oh, like that huh? You think you braver than me huh!"

It wasn't said nastily, but there was an edge.

"Hey, I didn't mean it like that." I rushed in apologetically.

She smirked cheekily. "Chill... I was just messing with you."

"Oh... Sorry. I'm still trying to figure out the American humour."

The Jazz wafted over us colouring our conversation. It flowed eerily smoothly like background music for an old movie.

"You here with somebody?" I asked.

"Nope, all by myself."

"A'ja, I gotta ask. You realise I'm interested in you... Right?"

"Yeah, I kinda figured." She said with a shy giggle. "I picked up on it."

"Sweet, but you mentioned a boyfriend."

"Isla, I'll be honest okay. I'm interested; however,. I've never been with a woman, but I've always wondered ya know..."

"So I'd be an experiment?" I muttered the way she said it irked me.

"No, I'm a free agent. My ex is gone. I decide where I go from here."

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"Okay, but are you looking for a hook up, or a relationship?"

"Rel... Whoa, slow down girl. I just told you. I just got out of a bad relationship. Right now, I'm doing me."

"Okay, what if you liked it... Me... What then?" Shit, why did I sound so desperate, so fucking needy?

"Isla, I like you. I saw you staring down at me from up on that balcony, and I saw something. I don't know what it was, but I felt like we shared something. I would like to see where that goes. No commitment, no promises other than we don't hurt each other."

"I can work with that. You said bad relationship. What went wrong?"

"He was a drunk, an alcoholic actually. He wouldn't own it though. When he was drunk he got abusive, and he was away a lot. I have suspicions he cheated."

"Oh shit..." I said consolingly. "That's pretty shitty. Why'd yah hang around?"

"I thought I loved him, but maybe I was scared to be alone. Not sure, but it took me a while to figure out it was never getting better. So I left, sorry. I kicked him out."

"Good for you. Sounds like you made the right choice."

She nodded, although I sensed her sadness. It clearly left a deep and still open wound. "What about you?" She said falteringly.

"Me, nothing to tell. Nothing special. I used to think I was. Thought my own shit didn't stink, but I'm grown up. The world has a way of kicking that shit outa us."

She shrugged, "Sorry, I don't get it?"

"Nah... When I left school, I wanted to be a rock star. I had it to for a while. Record deal, popularity, but it was short lived. You know a bright burning star that died on re-entry."

"You're a musician?"

"Used to be, well in a way I still am. I get regular royalty cheques. Still play gigs occasionally, but my stars waning now. I sell real real estate as a side line."

"What happened?"

"Oh I dunno, I thought I'd always have songs in me, but with a constant run of tours and all the shit that goes with it. The songs... They dried up. I haven't written anything worthwhile in years. Living on past successes now."

"Selling real estate, that's something though."

"Oh yeah, except I suck at that as well. If I didn't get my royalty cheques I'd probably starve."

She glared at me with what looked like a mixture of disbelief and doubt. "I don't get it. Why did your career tank? I mean here you could live forever on the back of two hit songs."

"It's a bit different in New Zealand. It's a small country, and the music industry is smaller still. Local content is hard to sell. New Zealand music is ruled by what's popular here in the States. The radio is full of what's hot here. I think if the government didn't force New Zealand radio stations to play at least ten percent local content. They'd play none at all."

"So what happened, why did you stop writing?"

"Time... situation... Travelling, and I let my fame go to my head. I became a different person. I took on this persona of what I thought I had to be. Lost myself in the character I'd been playing. Burned a lot of friendships as well."

"That sounds terrible." She said with a look of distaste. "You have to be yourself."

"Yeah, I know that now, but I dunno. It's maybe too late. I do still play gigs and get small opportunities. The door may not be completely closed."

"Sing me one of your songs." She said staring at me. "Let me hear something of yours."

Pulling out my phone, I selected what was my most popular song. I hit play and passed it to her.

Her head nodded, the phone held close to her ear. "That's a dope song. I think I heard that when I visited New Zealand."

"When it was hot, it got a lot of air time." The fact she liked it filled me with a feeling of pride, my ego getting a little boost.

"You up for a taste sensation?" She asked with a hint of a dare.

"Yeah, what you got in mind?"

"Wait here, I'll be back."

Watching her walk away made me tremble. What a sexually alive creature. The way her curvy arse swayed with her hips. The deep green fabric of her dress clung to her. The light shimmering translucently on the silk.

When she returned, she placed the two drinks on the table. "You might want to take that slow."

"Is it strong?" I asked anxiously.

"Uh huh. Honey, it's called a hand grenade. It's sort of a New Orleans special. They say it's the most powerful drink you can buy."

After taking a small sip I winced. "Wow, they aren't wrong. These things could easily blow up."

She smirked as she sipped hers. "So, my sexy little Kiwi, what are we gonna do now?"

"A'ja, I did my slutty Stud phase. I sorta left that behind. The sex was great, but it left me feeling a bit empty. I'm looking for more than a hook up. You know what I mean? I'm not looking to get married, but I want more than one night."

"Yeah, I can understand that. I'm on the other end of that. I've been in a relationship now for three years. I wasn't exactly looking to start something new. Isla, I'm attracted to you but I'm still trying to figure out who I am. I've never been down that road, you know what I'm saying?"

"That's okay, I'm just saying. If all you want is to find out whether you're Bi, or not, Then I'm not interested. If you're serious, then I'm in, boots and all."

She smirked cheekily, which grew into a full on laugh. "Do you even own boots?"

"Yeah." I mumbled. "Gumboots. It gets muddy in the garden."

"Garden... No way do you have a garden."

"Do so, I'll have you know I brought a house this year. I'm a home owner."

"Well good for you." She said. The cheeky smirk returning.

"What about you A'ja. Where do you live?"

"Tallahassee, Florida."

"What do yah do to pay your bills?"

"Nothing special. I'm a System Project Consultant."

"I.T., sounds impressive."

She gave me that little head tilt, with big eyes. "Just a Team lead. Usual stuff, help out, mentor and guide."

"You have to go to Uni for that?"

"Uni?" She said curiously. "What's that?"

"University, what do you Americans call it... College."

"Oh right. Yes, I have got my Master's in Information Technology from FSU Information Sciences."

"Wow, who's the little miss smarty pants?"

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