I woke up in the morning feeling surprisingly well-rested. Although androids like myself technically didn't need to spend eight hours a night in sleep mode, running your processors for too long greatly increased the risk of literal burnout. Besides, it helped me feel more attuned with humans, and sleeping at night with Kay was something I never wanted to give up.
This morning, however, I woke up alone in our bed. Kay was already getting started with her day. I could hear the sizzle of a pan, as well as Kay's out of tune humming. She must've been in a good mood after everything that happened last night.
The memories came rushing back to me. Last night had been both dangerous and exhilarating. It was a mind bending experience, and I was eager to go back and try it some more. But we needed to talk about serious stuff first. As fun as it was to let my girlfriend take absolute control of my body and soul (provided I had a soul), I had to factor her feelings in as well. It was a lot of responsibility to give someone, and the last thing I wanted was to stress her out.
I slipped on a loose t-shirt and panties, grumbling as I noticed how my newly enlarged chest stretched it out. Maybe I would end up regretting giving her control of my body size. Or maybe it could be an excuse to buy a whole bunch of clothes.
Kay was still humming as I strode into the kitchen. She was making her signature omelet, with some fancy cheese and various spices. For the millionth time, I wished that I could eat her food and taste her cooking. But I held my tongue. Kay was in a great mood, and I didn't want to bring her down.
"Hey you," she began, dancing over to give me a big hug. "Did you sleep well last night? Or at least have a good resting state?"
I returned the hug, stroking her hair in the process. "I did, actually. And from the looks of things, so did you. I thought you hated mornings?"
Kay grinned from ear to ear. "Not when there's science to be done. Today we've got so much to do, and I just couldn't wait to get started." She broke free from my hug and planted a kiss on my cheek. "Go check the computer while I finish making breakfast."
In the living room, our computer screen was filled with over a dozen different programs. Most of them had a loading bar, with varying levels of completion. And behind it all in the background was Subroutine Manager. "I'm hitting this thing with every type of analysis I've got," Kay explained from the kitchen. "Not just virus scans. I'm trying to get details on who made this thing, where it came from, how it works, and what kind of access it has. Everything we can possibly learn about it."
I let out a low whistle. Kay was really attacking this with every tool in her arsenal. Ironically I wasn't great with computers, so most of it went over my head, but it looked rather impressive. Although I was glad of her eagerness, it caused a sinking feeling to grow in my core. I still needed to talk with her about boundaries, and make sure I hadn't gone too far with my fantasies. "I'm glad you're all fired up for this. Really, I am. But I think we need to talk about limits first."
Kay poked her head around the corner. She was holding the plate with her breakfast in one hand, a concerned expression on her face. "Crap, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have assumed you were ready again. Is this about the stuff I left in you? I can set everything back if you like."
Once again, Kay was only concerned about me. I held up my palms. "No, I love this whole thing. I'm just worried I put a bit too much responsibility on you." I considered my next words carefully, mulling over the best way to phrase it. "This is a brilliant fantasy for me, and I have no problem putting myself in danger, but you also need to be okay with it. I'd hate for you to be stressing about accidentally wiping my personality or something."
Kay was still for a moment before responding. "Here, let me show you something." She scooted over to the computer chair, bringing the Subroutine Manager to the front. "One of the first things I discovered this morning was an emergency restore function. A 'failsafe', if you will." She brought up a menu with a restore option. "From what I can tell, this will set everything back to how it was before we first used it. It should go to the parameters from when you granted permission to edit."
I nodded in understanding. "So no matter what happens, you can't permanently fuck up my brain on accident. This thing offers a baseline of protection no matter what." Here I'd been worried about protecting my girlfriend from my desires and she'd already found a solution.
"I'll admit, this morning I was worried about the same things you said." Kay spoke between bites of her omelet. "Once the edit feature was active I could just change your mind to agree with anything I wanted and completely rewrite your personality." I shivered at the thought of it, though not for the reason any sane android would have. "I'd be a lot more nervous as well, but weirdly enough I trust this app. I get the feeling it was designed by someone who truly had the best intentions for all electronic beings. I don't think it was made as a weapon."
Her reasoning made sense. "Yeah, I did have to grant permission in the first place to use it to its full capacity. Someone who just saw me as an object wouldn't have bothered." Now that we had a safety net, a huge weight was lifted from my mind. "So I guess we can just go nuts with this thing then?"
Instead of agreeing, Kay grimmaced in response. "Hold that thought for a moment. The emergency reset is something that we should avoid using unless it's an actual emergency." She clicked around and brought up a screen filled with techno-babble, none of which I understood. "You remember how I said it would bring you back to how you were when you first granted permission? There's a possibility that includes your memories back as well." She paused to let the words sink in. "There's another even worse possibility. I'm assuming the app is using your first access as the reset point, but there's no guarantee. It could be when the app was first installed, and we have no idea when that was."
A chill ran down my spine. "So in other words, it could delete my memories back to some unknown point in time." Neither of us needed to explain why that would be a horrible idea. I couldn't stand the thought of losing even the one night we'd spent together with it, and the longer time went on the greater the risk would be.
"Like I said, something to use in case of emergency. If the option is between you losing some memories or having your personality permanently wiped out, obviously it's the better option. But not by a whole lot." She clapped her hands, returning to her exuberant tone. "Still, that's far better than we thought it would be! I still plan to push this thing to its absolute limits, really see how far we can go. Presuming you're still up for it of course."