Author's Note:
This is intended to be more of a romantic story than quick get-you-off style sex.
Stargazing is the single volume completion of a story I started two years ago. Some may have read the Part 1 I posted back then, and the opening chapters of this story may seem familiar. When I set out to finish Stargazing, I decided that I would have to make changes and additions to the existing Part 1 before moving forward. The end result, the full novella here, is much better for it.
Huge thanks to everybody who helped, including feedback and edits from EGRI, 29wordsforsnow and Jedits, as well as endless encouragement and support from Echo.
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Chapter 1
During counselor training week, all the veterans talked about opening day with a strange mix of excitement and panic. For all us newbies, they made it seem like there was a bomb in the middle of camp, and the only way to avoid getting blown up was to get everything set just right. Training week turned out to be less about training and more about rushed manual labor disguised as team building.
The camp directors went to the other extreme. In the calmest possible tones, they painted a nice, orderly picture of how camper arrivals day would go. Everything would be fine, as long as everybody followed the process. All us counselors had to do was act as guides for the arriving campers and their parents. First, check them in at the office in The Lodge, then health check at The Infirmary, then take them up to the cabins and help them unpack their bags. Always be accommodating to the parents -- but suggest firmly that this was the time to say goodbye to their kids. Finally, keep the campers occupied until everybody had arrived. Easy. The steps even formed a neat, orderly circle on the map.
In reality, a bomb exploding would probably have been less chaotic. Campers didn't arrive in a nice, even stream. They clumped together. My co-counselor Alexis and I had nothing to do until lunch, then we were suddenly swamped as five campers in our cabin all came at once.
We were placed in Cabin 2, the second youngest age group. These were girls young enough to have infinite energy, but who had mostly been at camp a year already and were bursting with excitement unrestrained by nervousness. They dashed around us, running away to hug all their friends, wanting nothing to do with waiting in line for paperwork or the nurse and everything to do with having fun.
"Perhaps designing the process around holding kids still as soon as they get out of the car might not have been the wisest thing in the world?" I muttered to Alexis, as we watched our campers scatter. "Are we supposed to go catch them?"
"Maybe?" She shrugged, flashing me a resigned smile. "As long as we don't let any of them get eaten by a bear, we're probably fine."
It was her first year as a counselor, but she'd been a camper for years, and I'd been leaning on her experience a lot. "Is it always like this?"
"Pretty much." Her smile widened just a bit and she gave me a little nudge. "Tried to warn ya."
I thought the unpacking part would be easy because parents would want to organize their kids' beds and lockers themselves -- make sure they were neat at least once during the summer. Surely it couldn't be that much stuff. After all, how much can 10-year-olds pack? If left to their own devices, they'd probably have just come with the clothes on their backs. However, in today's age of helicopter parenting? Every one of them had two tons of bags each.
Of course, it simply wouldn't do to have the parents labor to carry it all up the hill. Alexis and I strained and sweat under bag after bag, all while trying to keep up enthusiastic conversation, get to know our campers, and reassure their parents that we weren't crazy people.
It was overwhelming, but that was pretty much standard now. I'd been sprinting to keep up pretty much constantly since I got here. Trying to learn all the ins and outs of camp culture felt like trying to memorize an entire new language in a week.
Which was exactly what I'd wanted. It kept me so busy that I barely thought about Sarah the entire time, which was the whole point of taking this job in the first place. To force myself to stop agonizing over the confused knot of feelings I had for my straight best friend. It had seemed like a straightforward enough plan. I'd never gone to a summer camp before, but I'd always enjoyed sports and hiking, I got along well with kids. Teaching archery was perfect for me. How hard could it be?
That confidence didn't even survive it all the way through the day. It was crushed by Lilian's parents, who took Alexis and me aside as they were leaving. "We know she can be a handful sometimes, but she's really sweet once you get to know her." Her father shook both of our hands and I felt him leave something behind. "We hope you have an amazing summer, and we're sorry."
Then they left!
Alexis and I looked, dumbfounded, at the hundred-dollar bills in our palms. "We're sorry? What the hell does that mean!?" We both turned to look at Lilian, who was sitting calmly on her bed smiling back at us. That wasn't the smile of an 11-year-old. It was a smile that seemed to have 'hail Satan' written all over it.
Fortunately, our other campers didn't seem like devil spawn. They were cute, if endlessly energetic. Once we got them unpacked and their parents left, we sent them off to play soccer with the rest of the arrivals. Watching from a distance while trying to catch my breath, it looked more like a mad dash to tackle whoever had the ball than any kind of organized sport. There were at least sixty girls going at it, yelling and laughing hysterically, neither knowing nor caring who was on what team or which goal they were meant to be trying to score on.
I tried to pick mine out of the throng. The one with golden blond hair done up in pigtails was Nora, and the tiny mouse of a girl sprinting to keep up with her was Kim. Another of mine, I was pretty sure she was the one wearing the Taylor Swift shirt, was also named Alexis. We'd have to get a nickname for her soon. Following the trend of terrible music fans, Bonnie had One Direction's faces printed across her t-shirt.
Note to self: no campers allowed to play DJ in the cabin.
There would be twelve of them all together once they were all here. I'd read a few advice guides before coming, and they varied wildly. Some claimed that young children are like wild animals, and you need to establish yourself as the alpha on day one or it'll be too late. Others said that you should befriend them and gently guide them along the path you want. What little actual training we'd gotten during training week had been similarly contradictory, seeming to say both of those things at once. Alexis -- co-counselor Alexis, damn, that was already mixing me up -- and I had decided to divide the roles. I'd be good cop friend; she'd be bad cop disciplinarian.
