Well here is then next Chapter I have eight written so far. I will Post the first three now and wait and see the How they are received. Then I will post one or two a week after that. I have still not found an editor for these latest Chapters sorry if the mistakes are plentiful, which I am sure they are........
Chapter 3 Amanda Changes the Game
I must have fallen asleep again when I woke up Amanda was lying next to me. I must have been dreaming because my legs were clenched tight around the pillow and I could feel the moisture between my legs. The dreams were coming back to me and I felt the shame that came with them. I knew right then that I wanted this horrible thing to continue. In my dreams Stacy was making me do things bad things I can't remember what exactly just the humiliation I was feeling and the excitement. Amanda was sitting next to me kissing me and telling me it was ok.
I started to stand up and I could feel the burning in my crotch instantly. Amanda was by my side lowering me back to the bed. Her voice was very motherly as she started to speak. "Wait right here until I come to get you I am going to run you bath." With that she left the room.
I relaxed into the Pillows but I left the cover off me. I lifted the waist band of my panties to survey the damage. I could see the scratches which I expected to find some were not to bad other were deep and starting to scab a little. What really surprised me were the bruises. Black and ugly all around my crotch where I guess I had pounded my fists, pulled and pinched myself. No wonder they were so worried about me.
I dropped the waist band of my panties just as Amanda walked thru the door. She shot me a knowing glance and offered me her hands to help me stand. "You know you really could have hurt yourself I don't know what I would of done if you had. Now let's go get you in the tub."
As we walked thru the living room I could see Stacy sitting on my couch watching TV. She glanced my way and a big smile came to her lips. Not the evil Stacy smile but the loving Stacy smile. "Glad to see you are finally up sleepyhead. I thought you were going to nap forever in there." She started to get up to come help Amanda carry me to the bath tub but Amanda stopped her. "That's ok Stacey I got her I will be right out as soon as I get her comfy in the tub.
When we were in the Bathroom Amanda knelt in front of me and pulled my panties off, then she quickly kissed a couple of the deeper scratches and placed me in the tub. The water was hot, very hot but it felt great and I instantly slid down to my neck. My crotch burned in the hot water but I knew I needed it too. I got excited when Amanda had kissed my scratches and I just wanted to suffer some more.
"Stacy is not going to mess with you anymore, baby." Amanda was looking at me very motherly "So you just relax and enjoy you bath." I could feel my disappointment and couldn't help but wonder why I guess Amanda could see it on my face too. "You are disappointed aren't you, that you won't get to participate in our little games?"
I could not believe she asked me that but in all honesty I really was. Maybe I needed it too just like Amanda did. I felt myself nodding my head as the tears came to my eyes again. I was so humiliated but again the tingles had returned down below. Even stronger this time I guess because I had admitted it. Amanda leaned over again and kissed me on the lips. "You know, I can talk to Stacy and see if we can keep playing. I must have smiled a little because she was looking at me like I had two heads. "I won't do it if you are going to freak out every time I can't stand to see you like this" I could feel myself shaking my head to indicate that I would not freak out again. "I need to hear you say it, baby" she was leaning right down in front of my face and I felt like a small child asking for something I could not live without.
"I won't freak out I promise." It was my small voice the one you use to get something from a lover or your parents that whiney baby voice. I was humiliating myself now and getting hotter by the second. I don't know if it was the fact that she was calling me baby or just a product of my total breakdown but I wanted to be a little girl, to be treated like a little girl.
Amanda leaned over and kissed me again. "OK, but you have to follow all the rules no matter what. You break one rule and I call the whole thing off." I could feel myself smiling now I had to wonder why I felt like a little girl that had just gotten my way with my parents I heard myself say "I will, I promise every rule" I said this in my best little girl voice I knew what I was doing now.
"OK well you finish your bath and then you and I will discuss all the rules." Now she did sound like my mother but I did not care. She leaned in and kissed me on the lips a real hard and sexy kiss then she stood up and looked down at me "Do not touch your little pussy or have any cummies because you will be punished, do you understand?"
"Yes Ma'am" I heard myself say it but I could not believe it was me. Amanda and I had been friends for years and here I was submitting to her like she submitted to Stacy even more because I was trying to be a little girl again. Subconsciously I knew what I was doing, if I was a little girl and Amanda was my "Mommy" then I had to do what she said not matter what. I would have no guilt because I had no control.