I felt like I was going to faint...oh, no...or possibly be sick.
Damn, Josie ... get a grip! I forced myself to breathe deeply and calm down. It's only nerves.
I just know that I must have a split personality. The Josie that works in the bank would never be in this situation... I could lose my job... 'oh, shit!' I drew another deep breath and told myself to calm down and enjoy the experience.
It was that other part of me, the one that enjoyed several glasses of wine and beautiful dominant women, that had put me in this situation. I still can't believe ... oh, let me explain.
You may already know that I work for a large bank, between their Barcelona and Amsterdam offices, and when in Amsterdam, and I find myself looking for some like-minded company after work, I tend to head for a girls-only bar called Bar Sappho. On this particular occasion, I had a few glasses of wine too many, I guess, and the small add behind the bar that I had thought funny when I came in, suddenly sounded like fun and a great idea, helped of course by Saskia behind the bar.
Wanted: Serving sluts for a charity night.
Must be submissive and hard working.
Apply behind the bar.
I am submissive. I love to be told what to do, how to dress and how to entertain a strict but loving Mistress. I do so enjoy that tingling feeling of fear and embarrassment when I'm instructed to dress in some provocative, slutty outfit, something I would never, ever, normally wear and then told to pose for my Mistress entertainment. But not for lots of someones'! I'm actually very shy, which is probably why it turns me on so much, and Saskia knew it.
'You'll have fun, Josie. It's going to be a great evening and its all for charity. I'm going to put you're name down so don't argue.'
There was a delicious sexual chemistry building between Saskia and I, which I was enjoying, so I hadn't argued, or at least I hadn't protested too much.
However, once sober I had been worrying all week. When I had returned to Bar Sappho the next night, Saskia had declined my attempts at getting any details and refused to let me back out. She would only say that there were only two others who had applied, and that it was all for charity. Its funny how that word 'charity' hangs so heavily on someone isn't it.
So here I am, back at Bar Sappho. It's Saturday night and I'm feeling sick with worry and embarrassment. It's all well and good reading an erotic story, or watching a film, or seeing someone else placed into an embarrassing position and imagining how thrilling and sexy it must be, but imagine doing it for real, surrounded by real people.
These heels are too high and my skirt is far too short to be out in public. Normally I loved to wear costumes or lingerie to excite someone, but there had to be forty people out there. I drew a deep breath and glanced at the two girls waiting silently beside me. Pip, an American, is a little shorter than me and is very pretty. She's the blond cheerleader type, and seemed eager for the evening to start. When Saskia had given us our serving uniforms earlier, Pip was the only one that was thrilled - she did look good.
The other girl was Anna and she was even more nervous than me. Anna is Dutch, red hair cut quite short and big breasts. We were friends and often met when I was in town.
The serving uniforms were very provocative. A cross between a French maid's outfit and a tavern wench costume. I stared down at my feet in their very high, black heels, that were just a little too high to be comfortable, and my legs, clad in black fishnet stockings held up by thin suspenders on a garter belt. The frilled black skirt was deliciously short, exposing a lot of leg between hem and stocking tops and was flared by several sewn in petticoats. It was only just long enough to hide my tiny thong. Completing the outfit was a black waspie which, I had earlier discovered, is a type of narrow corset pulled, very tight by laces at the back. It was worn over a white blouse, cut to bare my shoulders while still allowing a plunging neckline that exposed ample cleavage, it was made of soft ruffled linen and lace. Around my neck was a thin choker of white lace on black velvet, and of course we were all heavily made-up.
Yes, I did feel incredibly sexy, but also incredibly exposed. There are a lot of people out there!
I would love to have had this outfit laid out for me by a beautiful mistress and made to serve her, but to be here in Bar Sappho, serving all these people?
'Girls, we're going to announce you in a few seconds.' Saskia handed us each a small drink, and we threw them back without bothering to ask what it was. Saskia grinned. 'I just want you to mingle with the serving trays and be the provocative, sexy minxes that you are. The ladies are allowed to grope and touch you, but I want you to try not to react to them, all right? Let them touch.'