"The cab's here. Goodbye!"
Jack kissed me and ran out the door into the rain, his rolling suitcase trailing behind him. I stood at the threshold, watching as he loaded it into the trunk and dove inside. And just like that, he was gone.
It would be three days this time. Three glorious days.
Don't get me wrong. I love my husband, but after ten years of marriage a girl sometimes likes to have her space. And her vices. And there are some vices that not even a husband should know about.
I'd been waiting for this moment. I pulled out my phone and dialed the number that was discreetly labeled "Salon". It rang twice before someone answered.
"Dragon Massage," the female voice said. The voice had a bit of a Chinese clip to it, but just barely, the voice of an American who was raised by immigrants.
"Is this Jeannie?" I asked hopefully.
"Yes. Laura?"
I smiled at the recognition. It had been four months since my last visit, but she always remembered me. "Yes, it is. I was wondering if you had an appointment available today."
"For you?" Jeannie laughed. "Always. What time?"
I looked at my watch. I probably should wait until Jack was actually on the airplane. "It's noon now. How about five?"
"Five starts getting busy. How about three?"
Jeannie knew that I hated being there when it was busy. Too many men, all gawking and leering. I liked it when I was the only customer in the place. "Three it is. I'll look forward to it! Oh, and ... uh ..."
"Yes?"
I don't know why I was so shy about it. It's not like she didn't know. "Um, can I do a four hand massage today? You and Lily?"
"Ohhh, like last time? Lily's here. We'll be ready for you."
I smiled and bit my lip in guilty glee. "See you then!"
The next three hours took forever to tick by. I had a light lunch, then stretched and went for a jog. When I got back, I stripped and showered, giving myself a good scrubbing so that I would glow. I toweled off, grabbed a hand mirror, and went to the bed.
I had gotten myself waxed last week, all the way since Jack likes it like that. I lay down on the bed, positioned the mirror between my legs, and inspected myself to be sure that I was still bare. With my light skin and dark hair, I had to be diligent. Using the fingers of my left hand, I stroked down my mons veneris, across my outer lips, and with some mild gymnastics inspected further back to the extent that I could see.
No stubble at all yet. Good. Lying there on the bed, I couldn't resist spreading my lips, inspecting the pinkness inside. I was moist and ready, anticipating my visit. I allowed myself one slide up and across my clit, then another.
Then a third. It felt so good.
No! No spoiling my massage! I forced my fingers away, and they somehow went to my breasts and nipples, teasing me in defiance of my willpower. The thought of the vibrator in my nightstand was almost irresistible.
No!
I looked at the bedside clock. It was 2:00. Only 40 more minutes until I could have my little adventure.
I reluctantly arose, willfully ignoring the protests of my unsatisfied womanhood. I went to the dresser and pulled out my sexiest underwear that wasn't purely for sex. I wanted to look good, but not slutty. I picked a small red thong and a matching low-cut, lacy bra that offered minimal support and maximum cleavage. I always felt good about myself when I wore this. Humbly, I have a nice body, slender yet curvy, and for some reason this particular outfit really sets it off.
When you're going to a massage parlor, it's important to dress right. Not slutty in a mini skirt, not sloppy in sweats, not dressed up like you're having a night on the town. You want to dress up like you're out for the day and you innocently decided that you need a massage. It's a fine line between feeling sexy while also not attracting attention.