This story is a continuation of my previous book called Balance of Power where a school social worker submits to a teenaged schoolgirl Bully getting in far deeper than she ever intended. While it has been written with the stand-alone reader in mind, your enjoyment of the following will most likely be enhanced if you read Balance of Power first. Also this will make a lot more sense if you've read the previous two chapters! All my characters are 18 and older.
CHAPTER 3 -- INFILTRATED
David and I are soul mates.
We started, um, 'going out' to use an old term, in our senior year and I was his date to our formal that year. We weren't the hottest looking kids in school, in fact everything about us screamed out average, we were those kids that had found each other at a young age and had been inseparable ever since. My bullies in high school had moved on by the time David and I started dating, and we would just fade into the background, barely even noticeable. The night of our formal in senior year was the most magical of our lives. He took my virginity, and I'm quite certain I took his.
A lot of the time girls will tell you that losing their virginity wasn't that special, in the back of a car, with a clumsy teenager who didn't know what he was doing, or so nervous about being in that position, that they were unable to enjoy it. Those girls should try losing it to the boy they love. Our night was that wonderful, sure we were both tentative and experimenting to a point but by now we knew each other's bodies quite well, we knew what worked and what didn't and David knew instinctively when to penetrate me. He was such a caring lover, he went slowly with me, no doubt savouring his version of the new sensations that I was also feeling. He kept asking me if I was okay as we kissed while he slowly slid in and around my vagina.
Just as I was about to go crazy with lust he asked me if I was ready and as I groaned in agreement he put his mouth back on mine our tongues intertwined and then he thrust powerfully into me. Virginity shattered. Sure it hurt for a second but my god the pleasure was too much, it had overridden the pain so quickly that by the time he was ready to ejaculate, I was on the verge of orgasm myself. The way he talked to me so gently that night, so lovingly and always encouraging me, telling me that everything was going to be fine and he would never hurt me deliberately has stayed with me forever.
It was no surprise when I missed my next period. Something so perfect, so beautiful, so natural, so unprotected had to produce life. It was never our intention for me to get pregnant so young and it did cause a lot of angst especially around my family but David was so keen and ready to support that when beautiful little Carly did come along, our perfect bundle of joy, we were both ready.
David's balding now, and a little overweight. He has lost some of his boyhood charm no doubt but then again I know I have lost a lot of my girly charm as well. But at home together none of that matters, we talk so easily and conversation is never difficult with him. I look at David now in the same way I did way back then, but instead of that handsome man I married that adorn our walls in every room, I see his little imperfections, the things that make David the man he has grown into, the way his lip curls when he smiles and that hearty laugh of his. I adore every single little part of it. Sure we have had our disagreements, who hasn't, but then we talk our way through it, trust me it's always best to be honest.
And that's what was making dinner tonight so difficult.
Tahlia had given me a week off from obeying her rules and submitting to her and I knew this was an easy opportunity for me to spend time with David so we agreed to go out for dinner to try and reconnect. The past week had been difficult and left me physically and mentally exhausted. Not only had I been assaulted, raped and betrayed, all of which was recorded for sale through a website on the dark web, Tahlia had arranged for a friend of hers, a stripper, to seduce my Husband, seemingly behind my back but right in front of my very eyes. My blackmail now and submission to Tahlia was bound so tight that I could see no other way than do as I was told and be her good girl.
Up until last week I secretly enjoyed it anyway, didn't I?
I definitely don't enjoy the secrets I am being forced to keep from David although we both had them now, and we both knew each other did, it was like an elephant in the room, but we had to tread around them. It was uncomfortable and upsetting. I'd been lying to him for over a month now, since my submission to Tahlia, whereas his lies about his meetings with Tahlia's stripper friend Shandi have only just surfaced in the past few days. And I think he had a good idea that there was something much more significant going on with me than just trying to deal with a couple of unlawful bullies at work.
The things David and I really needed to talk about though, the lies we were both living, weren't things we could talk about in a restaurant over dinner. So we made small talk about friends and family and for the first time in my life I actually felt uncomfortable with my husband.
Eventually though one of us would have to bring it up, I knew enough background to know that he was the one being seduced, that Tahlia was secretly pulling those strings with her stripper friend and that I couldn't accuse him of anything, not after all that I had done this past month. And of course in so far as David knew I had actually arranged for his first meeting with her at the strip club.
'I still can't believe you arranged for me to get that lap dance the other night hun. You know how much I appreciated the thought and how much I really didn't think it was appropriate but you were just so insistent, I just think back on it now and it just shows me how much I mean to you and how much you trust me to go somewhere like that as a special treat for me from you, well, it makes me feel all gooey,' he laughed awkwardly.
Of course what David didn't know was that I didn't think it was appropriate either. But Tahlia made a lot of my decisions for me now and I was helpless to stop her texting him from my phone, David thinking it was me the whole time. I actually hated the thought of this friend of Tahlia's grinding herself all over him, doing things to his body which I could probably never do myself, rubbing her (most likely) big fake tits in his face and grinding her crotch into his lap. I thought of his erection, something that really had only ever been for me until now, that he would be aroused by her, sexually aroused by another woman for the first time, someone younger than me, fitter than me, and undoubtedly given our age difference prettier than me.
Despite my jealousy though, despite my regret, I laughed along,
'I'm so glad you liked it Dave. It wasn't my idea initially, Tahlia asked me if I ever did anything special for you at one of our meetings, and I couldn't think of anything I'd done to make you feel really special lately so she said she had read about it in a magazine and thought it was a great idea. At first, I was the same as you, I didn't really like the idea of another Woman grinding her sexy body up against yours, but then the more I thought about it, the more I thought about not having given you a really great surprise lately . . . well to be frank I don't know what come over me!'
Part of us being us as a couple is that we chat honestly about things all the time, our lives, our jobs we share everything. We always had that great connection where we were totally comfortable in each other's company and that included often talking with David about the girls I was counselling through my work, he obviously knew of Denny from the time she spent at home and I had also told him about Tahlia (not about my submission to her though!) so for me to admit it was her idea wouldn't have been too surprising for him.
There was more nervous laughter from us both. The whole setting just seemed really awkward to me.
