I can't honestly say that I've had many bad relationships with men or that I dislike them in any way. It's just that when I saw Ellie for the first time, my heart absolutely fell for her.
We were both in college at the time. I was 22 and just about ready to graduate that May and she had just turned 20. At that time, she was living with her folks and I had just gotten my own place.
I was a taller-than-average blonde, standing about 5'7", a slim waist and high breasts, with piercing blue eyes and light, wavy hair. As I was standing in the shower that morning, the thought of Ellie came into my mind. She was a beautiful girl: dark hair, dark eyes, maybe around 5'2" or 5'3" and a little wiggle when she walked. My wet hand ran down my stomach and I started to finger my blonde pussy. I didn't want Ellie so much to serve me as I wanted to serve her. I wanted to lick her sweet little pussy and make her wet; this was my first venture into a lesbian way of thinking, and I was enjoying every moment of it.
The problem was, I wasn't sure if she was bisexual or straight. I knew she loved men, but did she like girls as well? She didn't
look
like a lesbian, but superficiality tells articles instead of novels.
A surprising lecherous old man point-of-view showed itself in me for the first time. I wanted to make her my slut. I wanted her to be with me, to be mine, and I wanted to see her take a man. That's where the thoughts of my ex-boyfriend, Lee, came in.
Lee was quite a bit older than myself (in his mid-forties) and sexy as they can get. He and I didn't really connect on an intellectual or emotional level, but on a sexual level everything was white hot. He knew how to make a woman tick, how to turn her on; He was the first man who ever gave me an orgasm in bed.
Though I wasn't sure if Ellie liked girls, she and I were good friends on a platonic level. We chatted about men, the wire of bras, and the pain of menstruation and birth control. Every weekend we would order some food in and pig-out while watching an old movie or TV show. She was much more naΓ―ve than I was, though only a couple years younger, but it made me want her even more. She had no idea that I had been sneaking glances at her little ass or her tight tummy. She would eat the Chinese take-out or the pizza we ordered every week and blab her head off about God knows what, while I envisioned her naked and eating her out. I wondered what kind of pussy she had? Was it dark and hairy? Or clean and smooth? I knew I wanted my women smooth and I knew -- from experience -- that I liked my men hairy and rough.
Though I had sexual fantasies about this young woman, sometimes the fantasies also included my ex-boyfriend, Lee. He and I remained friends after the break-up (with an occasional dirty night here or there), but for the most part we hung out at arcades, played card games, and drank quite a bit (which inevitably lead to the hanky panky).
The alcohol reveries I had while I sat in class that day made me believe I had a plan for Ellie and I.
That night was a Friday night and I invited Ellie over for some (supposedly) innocent fun: a nice pizza and we'd watch her favorite TV show. I had other -- dirtier -- things in mind for us though.
After we finished our pizza, I suggested we get out a little bit of wine. She was hesitant, as she was not yet old enough to drink, but I coaxed her into it, telling her to relax and it was just me; good old innocent Vivian.