I am very aware of her breathing now, as I run my small hands softly down her body. I am aware of her bare chest rising slowly, falling hesitantly, her lips partially open and her cat eyes closed gently. My memory unintentionally records the angle at which her head is thrown back on the pillow, the way her arms are bent, the look of her fingers twining meaningfully into mine as one hand traces up the veins toward her wrist. I feel her pulse as I lean into her neck and begin to kiss it softly, feel her free hand reach around and let out a breath as her fingertips graze my upper back, the nape of my neck.
The dorm has been empty for days now, and suddenly I feel I have a lot more reason to give thanks on Thanksgiving. Our usual interruptions have ceased, there is no concern of her roommate's entrance, and despite the dim room I can appreciate all of the beauty this girl offers me in a greater light, the sun seeping through the window blinds.
I begin to move down her body, kissing her collarbone, holding her side, smooth skin perfect beneath my grasp. I venture to her heart, kiss the plate in her chest, thinking that I will have to be careful because I know that she is guarding my own heart with hers. Her breaths become deeper and I squeeze her waist, urging her body to tilt up to me, sliding my hand around her back and kissing down to her hipbone, nibbling softly, her parted lips emitting a soft, high-pitched sigh. I look up to her face, radiantly glowing in the dark, and am suddenly annoyed at a bright red, 1997 Camaro parallel parked outside. From the third floor I can see no one is in it, and I realize that if there was, no one could see us anyway; yet the distraction is there, and I push it angrily from my mind and move my back toward the window.
She does not notice, and as I lean into her stomach, kissing her still, I fall in love with her soft sighs. I run one hand up her leg, to her inner thigh, massaging her. My tongue moves into her navel, nibbling it as I pull away and begin to kiss lower. My hand now moves up a bit more, and I begin rubbing soft circles into her labia, avoiding her more sensitive pink area. I can see her glistening with moisture and I want to taste it, but resolve to wait a minute more and instead begin kissing her shaved sex, sucking on her outer labia, kissing her inner thigh. I blow softly up her slit and she yelps as her body jumps slightly. "Shh," I coo her, running my hand down her stomach and then settling it onto her side. "Shh," I say again, but now I am saying it between her legs, and then I hear her moan sweetly as I push my lips onto her clit. She reaches down and leaves her hand at the edge of her stomach, where her hairline would be if she wasn't groomed.