Before getting a permanent job in a college as a lecturer I have to do a couple of part-time jobs. The incident that I am going to describe happened at those struggling years.
My first job was to teach English in an undergraduate college in a special course which intends to improve the communicative skill in the language. I had more than 20 students in the class. Half of them were girls.
The first day when I met my students, a girl who was a dazzling beauty instantly caught my eyes. She was a bit rustic but nonetheless extremely beautiful and sensuous to look at. What is more striking she wore a black sari which shows clearly her naval button. Her belly was flat. She was taller than me. She has thick lips and hadn't applied any lip-stick, yet they are red. Her eyes glimmer. She was so fair that her black sari seemed more dark. Her name was Piyali.
I began my teaching. Piyali was an average student. Another thing I must say. She was always regularly late in the class. One day I got angry and asked the reason of her being late. She then very timidly said that she had to come from a long distance which takes almost 2 and half hour. Then I felt ashamed. I realized that she does not have the kind of facility I got while studying.
The more I see Piyali the more I got attracted towards her. She could laugh with her eyes. Whenever I used to see her I wished I could touch her, could plant a kiss on her red parting lips. But I also noticed that Piyali somehow tried to avoid me. I though could she read my thoughts?
Being a woman myself, I never attracted towards any other woman before. I am attractive. I am 5 feet 4 inches tall. Complexion is medium. I have dark long hair. Whatever dress I wore men never missed me. If I am not Helen of Troy, I must be beautiful by any standard. I have a constant boyfriend. Sometimes I and my boyfriend had wild lovemaking sessions. But attraction towards another woman...it never happened to me.
The more Piyali tried to avoid me, the more I get attracted. Even for somedays I felt more attracted to Piyali than to my boyfriend. I am aware of the lesbi things. On Friday and Saturday, almost regularly in our cable tv the bluefilms were shown. In some of those films women were shown doing all sorts wild things on other women. I definitely enjoyed those. I even had orgasm seeing those. But to do lesbi things myself was beyond my thought. The days were going like this. I even at home fingered myself imagining Piyali as my playmate.
The summer vacation suddenly started. And it was a long vacation. Some of my students said to me that they wanted to come to my home if I could teach them more at home. I had no objection. But Piyali was not among those students. So I got disappointed. The other students began to come to my home.
As I could not see Piyali, the attraction dissipated to some extent. Suddenly one of my students gave me a piece of paper and said that was given by Piyali. My heart skipped one or two beats.