After Nana left me in the bathroom, I got dressed and left to go back to my house. I sat on the sofa, thinking to myself that I should just stay home, call Joe and tell him I'm not feeling well. But deep down, I knew that I wouldn't. Some part of me had been awakened. I had done whatever Nana had told me to do. And I had liked it. She had called me her pet, her slut, a cow and I hadn't argued any of those names. I had accepted them. I had embraced what she had done to me and to my own horror, I found that I craved it.
I was standing in my bedroom, looking through my dresser with no memory of having got up off the sofa and walked in there. I pulled out a pink teddy and a matching pink thong. I went to the closet next and got some white heels and I put all of them in my overnight bag.
I stood in front of my dresser mirror...just looking at myself. I saw myself first as a strong, tall woman. And then upon closer inspection, I saw myself as a slut for Nana. I was back in my car and pulling up in her driveway and again, I have no recollection of the drive there. Just walking up to the door as the sun was going down had my heart racing. I walked right in, not thinking of knocking or anything and Nana was there on the sofa in her living room. Joe was in the kitchen, making himself a sandwich to take to work. I saw a slight smile form on Nana's lips before she spoke quietly to me, where only I could hear.
"How rude...no knock or anything. We'll discuss that later" is all she said to me.
I swallowed a bit and heard my own voice in a whisper "yes Nana, I'm sorry Nana". I walked into the kitchen and made small talk with Joe and then walked him outside to his car, reassuring him that I'd stay the night and I'd see him again in the morning. He told me how wonderful I was, volunteering to stay with his Nana. My face turned a little red at his praise, knowing that I was her plaything and wondering what the night would bring.
Joe's car had no sooner left the driveway and disappeared from view down the street when I walked back into the house. Nana was still sitting on the sofa, wearing a t-shirt and a pair of jeans. She looked up at me as I walked in.
"Why don't you go change in my room into the outfit you brought with you" she suggested to me. I nodded my head and picked up my bag and went into the room. Five minutes later, I was standing there in her room, turning a bit each way as I looked at my reflection in my pink teddy, heels and thong. The teddy was a barely there affair. I couldn't believe how easily I obeyed this woman and wondered again what it was about her that had such a hold over me. I heard her clear her throat quite loudly.
