The story below is narrated in the 3rd person, referring to a sexually frustrated and lesbian curious mother ("she"/"her"). Curiosity leads to a reluctant oral tryst with a gothic lesbian 18 year old.
Please enjoy.
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Her daughter had entered the final year of schooling. A new phase of life lay ahead. Yes her 2 boys were going to be in high school for a few more years, but the end of this year would bring about a change in the family dynamic, a change in her mothering requirements... more freedom. And, it scared her.
At 47, she was experiencing a wave of suppressed emotions. She had been able to press these feelings down in years gone by. She had made herself busy. She had nurtured, not just the children, but him too. It had gotten tedious. He was boring. She felt disappointed. Was this all?
In December, she had stumbled upon a magazine amongst her daughter's things. Clothing, lipsticks, eyeliners, schoolbooks... and that particular magazine.
At first she had ignored it, almost. Tidied up. Neatened. Cleaned. But a look on the cover page, in the eyes of that picture, had caught her. It said more than the usual sell, "I am happy", or, "Look at me! I am successful", or, "I am better than you." All the stuff that she had absorbed year in year out, in Elle, in Cosmo, and the rest of that overplayed "Don't you wish you were me" set.
No, this look was sultry, self involved, physical. But also, it was inviting. It said, "be a voyeur on my account." It said, "Lust after me." It said, "You are permitted."
She experienced in that moment a thrill she recalled when sitting in his car, at the drive-in, 30 years ago. The smell of his cologne, the smell of the leather, and the smell of his cock – her first. She
had
been alive. She
had
been wet. Life
had
been full of newness, and innocence, and promise.
She looked at the magazine. Opened it up, paged through. Pictures of women embracing. Disrobing. Touching each other...
there
. She felt heat in her skin. She felt her cheeks flush. She felt her nipples harden, almost painfully at her blouse. Could she be alive again?
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So, this was to be the last sleep over. 10 girls, quite grown up now, but visiting for a sleep over tonight. Just like the old days. A pajama party, frolicking around in undies, swimming, eating popcorn.
But now they were all 18 year olds. Her daughter, who had been the youngest of that group, was now of age. No doubt they would be locking themselves away, playing, chatting, smoking, drinking... well they were young and life was fun, and she wouldn't spoil it – let them be!
He was oblivious anyway. Caught up in his work or his television, or the car he had just bought for their 'little' girl's 18th.