These are my recollections, as I've put them down on paper. I'm Nina Mercado, a former stripper and porn actress from Vegas who decided to make a better life for myself. I was born in the southwestern part of Texas and my family migrated north to Dallas where I went to school. I've always been an attractive woman and with my Native American dark hair and brown, smooth skin I was a natural on the strip where I worked for too many years.
I've always been athletic and swim as much as I can to stay in good shape. In high school I did excelled in english and history, but my parents didn't have money to send me to college so I left and went to Vegas to work when I graduated.
Then I ran into a girlfriend from my high school days and she coaxed me into doing something for myself I could never have dream of doing. I went back to college, got motivated to get my undergrad degree and followed through to attain my Masters in Psychology and became a guidance counselor in a regional high school in the plains.
It's a non assuming town with good values and a job that could help support me while I decided what to do next. I've had to accept my addictions and found recovery from my crack and marijuana habits, but had never dealt with my overwhelming lust for other sexy women in my life. Not until I met Deb and her mother, Janelle had I ever been so addicted to hot sex. Although I 'm bisexual, I'm rarely attracted to men these days. Instead I seem drawn to older, sultry mature women who want me to dominate them and give me sex as much as I want them to. I wasn't prepared for the surprise of my new life.
IT was so weird, two nights in a row, I awoke from the same dream. I found myself saturated in my cum juices and sweat. This high powered, super erotic dream had overtaken my subconscious mind, where I was taking three men on at once. One hot stud was fucking me as I laid on my ass on a huge plush couch while another young hunk was biting and sucking on my plump tits. There's one more guy with his juicy hard cock in his hand, stroking his hot shaft a few inches from mouth while I fondled his stiff balls with my hands. I had just given him some wild head.
I awoke just when the guy was about to shoot his big load all over my tits. I was confused and yet aroused by the guys. I've been only attracted to sultry older women these days.
The dream made me think of Lisa, a hot busty porn star I had never worked with, but was always attracted to. As I laid in bed I fingered my wet pussy and got my nipples hard again. I imagined Lisa sucking on my clit as I fingered my thick clit, my blood rushed down and it throbbed in fingers as I felt the warm release of another great orgasm. I knew I couldn't stay in bed that morning, there were too many things to do at work. I knew I must've had at least one orgasm during that dream and now my labia was totally extended. My large pink clitoris was visible, and I couldn't stop from touching it an fondling my nips. I really had to constrain myself, be mature. I began getting dressed.
These dreams and their psychological roots must have be related to things I haven't resolved. Or, maybe they're just leftover fantasies from my former career. I sat up in bed and began my daily routine of getting ready for another day at a regular job. When I looked down on my brown skinned, firm body, I still felt young and vibrant especially for a woman soon to turn 40.
I make it my business to get to the gym where I love doing aerobics and other exercises and can still swim 50 laps in the pool. Its one reason I get so many compliments on my exceptional hourglass figure, accentuated by my 36DD breasts with silver dollar sized areola, tipped with abundant thick brown nipples. I adore my tits. The surgeon did an amazing job years ago. I had a lovely set of natural 32C's but wanted more. In so many ways it was worth it, but everything has its consequences.
I've never had to dye my hair. I've always loved its jet black luxurious texture. Most days I don't miss my former lifestyle, but occasionally I get pangs of lust that won't quit unless I watch a super heated lesbian flick and masturbate to it. I love those ones with the busty babes in it I used to work with just a few years ago. I love seeing is Lisa Leggs work. She was so hot! I've heard she's left the business too, and is just doing her art, painting nudes or something like that. Lisa and I never did a scene together, but I wish we had, we both have such an affinity for women, it would've been hot!
While I applied my make up, I thought back to all the changes I'd made these last few years. Many things had changed, but my heavy lust for women of all ages had not. It had only grown more and more intense with each passing month.
All the young vibrant students, especially the young women at the school, were causing me to have to dress more carefully. Just the other day one of the more attractive art teachers came up to me and I realized I was getting aroused by her sexy appearance, but luckily I was wearing a flowing blouse with a good bra which hid my stiff nipples.
They don't really know me yet, but must think I'm a bit strange with all the conservative dresses I wear compared to their more fashionable, skin tight pant suits and shorter dresses.
And these days I had to be more conservative in my dress or I'd be in real trouble and get fired. Fuck this shit, I thought, I need to own my sexuality today. I chose to wear a more revealing mini skirt today and since there was a bit of a chill still in the air, I was planning on wearing my leopard skin jacket to work today too.
I have to keep a very visible presence in a large office that doesn't allow me much privacy at all. If students wanted to talk to me, I usually use the music department's practice rooms. The music department of the Mid Western High School is situated close by and I we're advised to use the out- of -the way, sound proof rooms for most of the controversial, difficult students who might need some privacy.
It seemed like the average busy day with staff meetings and regular appointments with students needing advice on the next step in their educational process. Around 2pm I got a call from our Vice Prinicipal, Ms Melanie Daniels, who I suspected knew somethings about my prior career. She wanted to meet me outside the school in a store. That was unusual but I knew I had to show up and listen to her in any case.
Melanie was a fast paced woman in her late thirties who considered herself a feminist who believed that women deserved to be not only treated equally, but that we were owed something for all the years of servitude to the male species. For an intellectual type of person, she had a fine figure which she didn't hide one bit. Almost everyday she'd wear revealing clothes that showcased her shapely leg muscles and sometimes even a low cut sweater with a work out bra underneath that made it easier to see her medium sized, firm tits. She was a dark brunette with a pleasant demeanor and was always good to everyone she worked with at the school. We didn't really know one another too well, but I remember that she complimented me on my looks more than once, which I found appealing. She was still one of my superiors and I had to show her the utmost respect no matter where I was.
I entered the high profiled lingerie store and found Melanie Daniels in the rear contemplating some very racy underwear.
"Hi Ms. Daniels," I said, in an affectionate, business like way. We were in the nightie section of the store.
"Dear, please call me Mel or Melanie, we're co- workers remember?"
"Sorry, Mel, is there something you need help with?"
"Nina, One of the teachers showed me site on the web today and it was a triple X rated site with videos and pictures of a woman who looks a lot like,"
"Yes, that was me," I interrupted her to say. "I quit that job over a year ago and have no control over what they put up. I was paid to do that work and I told Mr Jensen that when he hired me," I said to her in a defensive firm voice. She motioned me into the one of the larger dressing rooms. I thought she was going to fire me, I really did.
"Nina, you are one brave woman! I've never seen such a hot woman with such talent for kids and I'm working with you everyday! I knew about the site along time ago too. I've been subscribing to another site you're also featured on, and masturbating to a steamy video you did with another starlet where you both fucked each other on the beach..." Mel whispered all of this in one breath quickly to me as we stood in the dressing room.
I could see where this was going. Mel apparently had planned to come on to me strong all along. I wanted to fuck her too, but I knew we couldn't do it right there! She was adamant and took off her top and kissed me on the mouth.
"Let me see your luscious tits Nina," Mel asked, but it was more of a command really.
"Mel," I pleaded, but she was on fire. I had to satisfy her at all costs and then we'd take it from there.
"Nina, I'm 35 and I can't stand my marriage. I've been a lesbian in the closet for too long, I need some relief!" She was hungry for me like no other woman I'd been with recently, and it aroused me to no end.
She helped me out of my blouse and wanted me to undress, but I demurred.
"Suck my tits, Mel suck on my hard nips babe," I told her.
