Stella, a young twenty-five year old woman, sat in her chair thinking back on an incident that happened a year ago that awakened senses in her that she never knew she had. She had never been bi-curious or at least she hadn't thought so. However, something in her life changed all that, and her bi-curious thinking has never been the same since.
It all began while she was lactating and nursing her two-month old daughter when there was a knock on her door. Without giving it a thought Stella got up out of her seat still holding her daughter to her breast while she continued to suck gently and soothingly on her milk-engorged nipple.
When Stella opened the door, she found her neighbor and landlord Tonya who was about fifty years old standing in front of her.
"Yes, may I help you?" asked Stella politely.
Moments passed as she and Tonya looked at one another, Stella noticing that Tonya was rather ugly and fat, while Tonya couldn't take her eyes off Stella's breasts that had grown two sizes since her pregnancy to a 40 D, and she was still nursing her daughter with her breasts exposed.
Somewhat dumbstruck by this vision of young, bare breasted Stella giving her daughter the very essence of herself or as it is said in Spanish La Leche Madre, Mother's milk, Tonya said nothing.
Stella blushed seeing Tonya staring at her naked breasts. In fact, Tonya was so enthralled and taken aback by this vision of loveliness, she was speechless, and it seemed as if she had forgotten what she had come for to be standing at Stella's doorstep.
"Yes, Tonya, what is it you want?" Stella asked coyly, she now feeling somewhat a wee bit embarrassed having Tonya staring at her naked breasts with her daughter sucking on her left, erect but pliable nipple.
"Ah, to tell you the truth, you know now that I see you feeding your daughter I completely forgot what I came for, but if you don't mind could I see your lovely breasts? It is so very exciting to see such a motherly display of affection of you nursing your daughter. I never had children of my own, so I missed out on that aspect of being a woman."
Tonya caught Stella so off guard with her request to see her breasts that she got really upset and asked her to leave.
"I'm so sorry I've upset you, Stella. I meant no harm. I was just caught so off guard seeing you nursing your daughter with your lovely breasts exposed. To tell you the truth, it has gotten me all aroused and excited. Looking at you as you are reminds me of the Madonna with Child," Tonya said, trying to placate Stella's anger, but she did so much want to see her breasts.
Nevertheless, the landlady thought that whatever it was she had come to see Stella about could wait until another time. Tonya, therefore, turned and left, and Stella closed the door, returning to her rocker to finish nursing her daughter while myriads of thoughts raced through her mind. Stella was still in shock at Tonya's request to see her breasts, but at the same time she was excited and aroused, knowing that seeing her nursing her daughter had such an effect on the landlady.
That night after Stella had put her daughter to bed and finally crawled into hers, she kept thinking about how she had treated Tonya and even felt sorry as well as curious as to why she wanted to see her breasts. It seemed like such a strange request for her to make.
While still contemplating that particular event in her day, Stella finally went to sleep. The next morning when she awakened the thoughts were still gnawing away at her inner self, now even more curious about the whole thing.
After Stella had finished her morning chores, she nursed her daughter, and while looking down at her lovely face with her delicate mouth wrapped around her nipple and seeing her mouth work on sucking the milk from her, Stella had a change of heart and decided to go see Tonya. Why? Stella really didn't know. To apologize for becoming angry with her because of her most unusual request to see her breasts or to find out the reason or reasons for her desire.
There was also something deep inside Stella that made her curious to find out, and if the truth were known she was somewhat aroused with the thought that a woman wanted to see her breasts which seemed very strange to her.
So, after nursing her daughter until she had fallen asleep in her arms, Stella left the apartment and went to Tonya's. She knocked on the door half-afraid of what she was about to do, and yet half-anxious to find out why Tonya had wanted to see her breasts.
When Tonya opened her door, there was a look of wonder and amazement on her face to find Stella standing there after yesterday's experiences, and yet she smiled at her.
Her welcome was so warm that Stella said, "Tonya, I behaved badly yesterday when you asked to see my breastsβwhy you did I still don't knowβbut I felt I needed to come and apologize for being so rude. It could have been all very innocent on your part to see me come to the door so casually with my breasts exposed while nursing my daughter."
"No, no. It was my fault. I shouldn't have been so bold as to ask to see your breasts. My emotions just got carried away, and I blurted out my desire. You have nothing for which to be sorry," Tonya said in a soft but gruff voice.
"I'm glad you understand, Tonya, for my angry outburst," Stella said apologetically.
"Wellllll, let bygones be bygones. Agreed?" Tonya asked.
"Agreed," Stella replied.
"Well, then, if you're not afraid of this old lady, would you please come in, and I'll make us some tea so we can relax and chat. Your little one is asleep, so you can lay her down on the bed if you think it will be safe," Tonya said.
"Oh, yes, it will be safe. She just finished nursing and is out like a light, and she doesn't roll around," Stella said reassuringly.
"Well, then you go put your daughter down and I'll get our tea," Tonya said with warmth and enthusiasm in her voice.
By the time Stella returned from putting her daughter down to sleep, Tonya already had the tea brewed and was pouring it into china cups resting on their matching saucers.