So my first love ended in tears. That probably made your day didn't it Steve... until you read about Cliff eh? I've never had a cock like his since, though there's been plenty of times I've closed my eyes and imagined it was him pumping in and out of me instead of the guy I was fucking (yes, include yourself in that group Steve).
Recognise my little habit of playing with myself while getting fucked? Did you really think you taught me that? Afraid not. You can put that one down to Cliff.
And watching guys as they ejaculate over me? Sorry, Cliff again.
Here's another surprise for you...
Kathleen's Lovers: Chapter three – Karen
The moment the door closed, Karen appeared from out of the bedroom, naked. Standing in the middle of the room, she looked at me huddled up on the sofa and said
"Well, how was yours then?"
"Different" I replied, and, widening my eyes for effect "I'm not sure I'll ever be able to sit down properly again!"
Karen walked over the fridge, talking as she went
"Oh yeah, a bigun was he? Terry said you'd be in for a surprise."
She found a can of lemonade and drank it, not in the least bit concerned that she was standing naked in front of me. She was attractive, in a crude, tarty way. Her dark hair, styled into a soft perm, was looking pretty limp now and her thick eye-liner was smudged down her cheeks as if she'd been crying. She had a good figure, sort of 'pear-shaped' with big boobs that sagged a bit and an ample cellulite-dimpled bottom. I guessed she was in her mid-thirties though I had no idea whether she was married, had ever been married or if she had any children. She looked over at me.
"Cor, you've been given a seeing to"
I wondered what she meant?
"Come up here and have a look at yourself" she said, nodding towards a full-length mirror by the door. I got up, towel wrapped around me, and walked over. My reflection showed a very red-faced teenager, with her long red hair sticking to her face and neck. I giggled a little then pointed to her.
"Well what about you then?"
Karen looked at her own mascara-streaked face.
"Fucking hell, he really did make my eyes water eh?" she laughed before asking
"You coming to bed?" moving towards the bedroom.
I stopped for a moment, thinking I'd rather be on the sofa before she continued "you don't want to sleep on that old thing. Come in here with me." I followed her into the dimly-lit bedroom to see a double bed, not two singles like in the room I shared with Jenny, with it's sheets all twisted into a bundle in the middle. Karen took them and flicked them out into something more like a made bed.
"There you go" she said, before getting into the nearest side. I made my way around the bed before dropping the towel and quickly slipping under the sheet on the opposite side, pulling it up around me so only my head poked out. Karen however was exposed to the waist, her large saggy boobs hanging down as she lay on her side facing me. I glanced at her big breasts with their large brown erect nipples, not meaning to but she caught me looking all the same. My eyes shot up to look her straight in the face, embarrassed now to look elsewhere.
It was ironic as the whole week had been spent around the swimming pool with nearly all the girls sunbathing topless - all except me that is. My shyness and paranoia about getting sunburn had kept me in the shade in my one-piece costume. I'd seen all of them topless: Big boobs, little boobs, saggy boobs, pert boobs and none of it seemed a big deal to anyone. This was different. We were alone and very close. Only a foot or so apart in a double bed. I began to feel very awkward.
Karen must have sensed my discomfort as she said in a light-hearted tone
"It's okay Kathleen, I'm not a Lesbian you know"
"But I might be?" I thought to myself. My mind went back to earlier in the year...
Susan and I had been to the Cinema. She was another sixth-former. She was tall, slim, blonde and very attractive. She was fairly new to the school but had immediately made lots of friends and was very popular. As well as that, she'd been selected for the Netball team, which I was also a member of. That's how we'd started talking and now I was back at her house, in her bedroom, for a sleep-over.
I had plain cotton pyjamas to change into, which I did – keeping my panties on – while Susan lay on her bed, chatting away to me, watching me throughout. I thought nothing of it. Susan was one of the 'cool girls' in the School - unlike me - and I was still quite surprised she'd asked me to stay overnight at her place.
She had a large bedroom all to herself with a double bed too – far more impressive than the little box room I slept in back home. I assumed I'd be on a blow-up bed on the floor, like when I stayed at Jenny's but then Susan said
"I'm having this side because it's nearest the phone, okay?" (she had a phone in her room too – wow!)
I got under the duvet on my side of the bed while she got up and undressed in the middle of the room. She continued talking, slipping off her top and then her socks and jeans, so she was just in her skimpy bra and panties. I felt uncomfortable at this show she seemed to be putting on for my benefit and turned away so as not to see more.
"Kathleen, are you listening to me?" she said in a slightly-annoyed voice. I turned back towards her to see her reaching around her back to unfasten her bra, letting it tumble to the floor to join the rest of her discarded clothes. Her breasts were small and perky, perfectly shaped and sitting up all by themselves. She didn't really need a bra at all I thought. Even so, her nipples were still bigger than mine, standing out and a much darker shade of pink than my little pale ones.
She stayed like this for a while, chatting away about School gossip I was unconcerned with, occasionally placing her hands on her hips or holding them over her head. I looked her straight in the face all the time, doing my best not to look at her boobs or, worst still, let her see me looking at them. I could feel my face redden while she 'performed' in front of me before she hooked her thumbs into the sides of her panties and pulled them down a little. I could just see her naturally blonde public hair before she turned her back to me and continued to lower her panties, exposing her small, cute bottom to me, before bending down and giving me a peak of her visibly pink slit and the dimple of her anus as she kicked her panties away.
I could have looked away but I didn't.
She moved to a drawer where she took a long T-Shirt with the boy band TAKE THAT printed on it before turning back to me. She pulled it slowly, needlessly slowly, over her head in front of me before letting it fall down over her breasts and blonde pussy, finally covering them.
She jumped playfully into bed, wiggling around under the duvet and smiling at me, telling me how she loved sleep-overs and that I was the first girl from our School she'd had around. We started talking about the film we'd been to see: 'Jude' staring Kate Winslett. There had been an unexpected amount of nudity and sex in it, which embarrassed me but delighted Susan. I wondered, as she had chosen the film, whether she knew what it was going to be like before we went?
"Kate Winslett looked good in it didn't she Kathleen?" Susan asked
"Yes, I think she's very beautiful. I liked her when she was the yellow dress in the classroom..." I said, trying to move onto the subject to the film's storyline before Susan cut in.
"I liked the bit when she was in bed with her cousin"
I nodded and she continued
"You look like Kate Winslett you know?"
"No I don't. She's beautiful. I'm not"
"Yes you do look like her a bit... and you're the same shape as well. You're all shapely and womanly like she is. And you've got big tits too"
I didn't know what to think as Susan was being very personal. Was she paying me compliments? 'I think she is?' I remember thinking but being uncertain. I mumbled a 'thank you' and she continued
"It was good when she had sex for the first time wasn't it?"
It had been my most uneasy moment of the film as Kate Winslett lost her virginity to her lust-inflamed cousin. I began to feel very hot watching the naked actress have her breasts kissed and having Susan re-live the scene was having a similar effect on me again.
"Do you think that's what it's like?" Susan asked, her eyes sparkling with enthusiasm "You know, when a man 'does it to you' for the first time? I bet it's really sore when he puts his Willie in you, don't you think Kathleen?"
"Er yeah, I suppose so... I don't really know"
"Come on" Susan said, her voice excited "You be Kate Winslett and I'll be her cousin"
With that she rolled towards me and wrapped her hands around me.
"Oh Kate" she moaned in a put-on voice "Oh Kate, I want your body".
I laughed as she was being funny and played along with her. "Oh yes, I want you to take me" I said back in a high girlie voice "make love to me Cousin".
Susan then shifted herself on top of me, her face opposite mine and her legs squeezing their way between mine, spreading them apart. "Oh yes Kate, let me make love to you" said Susan ...and she then kissed me.
I was shocked and lay there, not responding as her mouth covered mine. My heart was thumping hard though as my mind raced. Was this still the game? Should I shove her off and tell her to stop or let her carry on? Her hands were also moving up and down my body, touching my hips and chest, brushing my breasts as they passed.
I didn't stop her.
"Oh Kate my love, kiss me, let me take you" Susan continued and thrust herself against me.
I felt her vulva grind against mine through the layers of clothing and felt a jolt of excitement go through me. 'Should I stop her'? I thought 'This is going to far. This isn't a game anymore' but I still didn't do anything.
Susan thrust her little hips against mine moaning "Oh Kate, oh Kate" though not in such a put-on voice now.
I could feel that her T-shirt had ridden up her belly now too. While I had my pyjama-bottom's and panties on, she had her bare pussy against me. As she ground herself against me, I could feel the faint rasp of her sparse blonde pubes against the fabric covering mine. Her head slipped down away from my face alongside mine and her chest pressed against me, her tiny firm breasts crushed against my big, wobbling bosoms.
The rhythm of her hips, her boobs against mine, her kisses, her pussy mashing against mine ...I let out a soft moan as a tiny wave of pleasure passed through my pussy and I pushed my hips back. I had lost myself for a moment and had let the first pulses of an orgasm take hold. Had Susan noticed?