Chapter 1: Just the Right Fit
"But if you're thinkin' about my baby, it don't matter if you're black or white."
I was washing the dishes and singing along with Michael Jackson when my cell phone rang. Dropping my favorite rainbow mug back into the soapy warm water, I dried my hands on a paper towel and jogged into my living room to turn off my ipod speaker dock. Based on the chorus of Bad Romance blaring from my cell phone, I knew it was Melissa, one of my closest and dearest friends.
I turned on my Bluetooth head set and chirped," Hey Missy!"
"What up Rachel?" Melissa said in a rap gangster voice.
"I'm good, Mrs. Slim Shady," I said, giggling, walking back to the sink.
"What's my favorite Coca Puff up too?" Rachel asked in her normal voice.
"Not much, just doing some dishes, listening to MJ, may he rest in peace."
"Nice, which song?"
"Black or White."
That's funny. Mr. Jackson was spot on with that song, though. Race is moot point."
"Here, here." I poked my sponge in a cereal bowl.
"Are you doing anything tomorrow?"
"Nothing special, I got plans to catch up on some House reruns, why?"
"Good, wanna go shopping with me? I need to pick something for Michelle and Kathy's wedding." Michelle and Kathy were friends of ours and like us, also batted for team Lesbian.
"Oh snap, that is coming up soon." I put my last plate in the drying rack. "I should get something too. Okay, I'll go with you."
"Yay, this is going to be so much fun!"
"You are the most feminine Femme I've ever met."
"Look who's talking, Miss I Get My Hair and Nails Done Every Week."
"All right, you got me there. Can I help it if I want to keep myself looking good for the ladies?"
"You're already beautiful, Rachel", Melissa said in a serious, heartfelt tone. "You don't need to do all that stuff."
"Thank you," I said with a bashful smile on my face.
"I really mean it, you know?"
The line was quiet on both ends for a solid minute or more. It was a nice, comfortable silence. I wonder what made Melissa compliment me out of the blue like that. Was she into me? God I hoped so.
I broke the silence saying, "Around what time do you want to get to the mall?"
"Let's get down there early, before all the tweens and teeny boppers show up."
"Perfect, do you need me to pick you up?"
"Yeah, stupid car won't be ready until next Monday or Tuesday."
"I'll be there at 9; we can pick up some breakfast too."
"Sweet, can we go to Denny's?"
"Sure, little lassie," I said in my best Irish accent.
"That's not bad all, you're accent's gotten so much better."
"It's a sign of me spending too much time with you."
I could never spend too much time you, ever, I wanted to say.
"So tomorrow at 9?"
"Yes, I'll see you then."
"Bye, Rachel."
"Bye, Melissa."
I turned off the Bluetooth with a sigh. Knowing Melissa and her shopping habits, we were bound to be at the mall all day. I wasn't sighing about the all day shopping spree; it was the fact of spending the entire day with her.
Melissa Murphy was fine as hell. She was 5' 6'' with these intense green eyes and her hair cascaded down to her waist like a thick red waterfall. Her body was toned and athletic from years of swimming and running.
Apart from being insanely gorgeous, she was so warm hearted and welcoming. She was the friend that would listen to me rant and rave about my horrible corporate job or my latest romantic disaster for hours with occasional "Uh huhs" and, "That's right" sprinkled in. She remembered all of my likes, dislikes, even allergies. The woman could recall anything I had ever told her and I never had to return a Christmas gift from her.
We became instant friends our sophomore year in college when me meet in Women and Gender Studies class. She introduced herself, gave me a perfect, dazzling smile and shook my hand. I was hooked from then on. Running into each other at the campus GLBT organization gave us another chance to bond even more. We shared coming out stories, our first female celebrity crushes. (Mine being Halle Berry while was she into Kate Winslet.)
Despite having a crush on her size of Australia, I never told her how I felt. She would date these chicks that looked like Barbie dolls, and none of them would ever be on the cover of Ebony Magazine. I wasn't her type. As the years went on, my crush evolved into a full blown case of unrequited love. I got protective of her and was jealous of the women in her life who got to run their hands through her silky, honey scented hair, kiss her slightly pouty pink lips.
I'd have numerous dreams where I would tell her how really I felt about her, she admitted feeling the same way and we would end up yanking off each other's clothing, kissing and touching every inch of bare skin that we could. I would find myself licking and tasting her, lapping up her sweet pussy juices like a thirsty dog on a scorching summer day. I would wake up from these dreams with my sheets drenched in my sweat and other secretions, praying that I would get over the desire and lust, and just freakin' move on all ready. I never did.
"How about this one for you, Melissa?" I said the next day at Macy's, holding up a blue and white dress.
"No, too Shirley Temple."
Just as I had predicted, we were now in hour 5 of the wedding dress hunt. We had been in nearly every clothing store in the mall with no luck for either of us. Everything was either to plain or too showy, too sparkly, too hoochie mama. We hoped Macy's would have something for both us.
Melissa and I thumbed through the rack of specialty dresses, laughing at the truly hideous ones, ogling at the pretty ones and grabbing the ones that seemed suitable for us. After gathering up a handful of choices, we made our way to the dressing rooms. In the white stalls, we put on our selections and modeled for each other, stepping in and out the dressing rooms as we went through our options. The last dress I tried on was a lovely turquoise color. It was sleeveless, knee length and had an ivory ribbon around the waist with a white blossom in its front. I saw my reflection in the mirror and muttered to myself, "This is the dress! It's perfect!"
"Hey, Rach," Melissa called out in the room next to mine," I need some help in here!"
"Okay, Mel, I'm coming."
I stepped out my room, gave Melissa's door a knock and she opened it. I was amazed by what I saw. My mouth was open like a love struck fool. Melissa was clad in a hunter green dress that brought the green in her eyes. It fit every curve of her body like it was made for her. It reached just above her knees and was held up with spaghetti straps.
"Wow," I muttered, "you look incredible."
"You look... stunning, Rachel." Melissa squeaked out, a gaze of wonder in her eyes. "I um need you... to zip my dress."