This story is 100% true.
Jessica was beautiful. She had long black hair, gorgeous green eyes, and huge tits.
I'd never been attracted to a woman before...
It started slowly.
We were both sophomore transfer students to a small college - so we both felt immediately like outsiders, because all kids who started as freshmen were friends with each other. We weren't.
We were both smarter than most everyone around us, and were both miserable at this shitty school in this shitty town. We had a couple of classes together during the first semester, and one or the other of us would make a snarky comment about a fellow student, or the teacher, nearly every class. We quickly gravitated towards each other, proving the adage "Misery loves company." We would complain about the lack of attractive men. About the idiocy of our fellow students. About how bland the food service was. About the utter absence of anything fun to do at the school or in town. About how much we wished we weren't there.
She had lost her virginity at 11. I was still holding on to mine - but only in a very "technical" way. I hadn't let a guy penetrate me with his pole - and that was about it. I'd engaged in plenty of hand jobs; given and received, and oral sex; again, both given and received. For some reason, that last step felt like a doozie. And for one reason or another, it hadn't happened yet.
But we would talk about guys, and fooling around, and what we had experienced and liked. She loved being with women - talking to them, touching them, fucking them - but "nothing really replaces the feeling of having a cock inside you. I love it when they first penetrate you - with just the tip inside you. AAAhhhhh... You'll see. Once you decide to give it up. You'll love it."
She used to tell me all the time that I was beautiful. And sexy. That she was sure I would be amazing in bed. That she would love to lay with me.
It was immensely flattering. And flustering. I didn't know how I felt about it at first. I'd never really considered being with a woman - I had only ever been drawn to guys. But she was beautiful and funny and smart and incredibly sexy and magnetic. And she thought I was all that, too. It was hard to not respond to her energy.
Then, one night, it happened. I gave it up. To a guy I had just met in a bar that night... Read "My First Time" for all the gritty details.
I couldn't wait to tell Jess.
I called her the next morning.
"Guess what I did last night?"
"I don't know, hon... what?"
"It. I did IT!!"
"Um, what?"
"Yeah, I met these guys at the bar, and..., " and I told her all about it.
She took the news as an invitation... "So, now that you've been with a guy, are you ready to try a girl?"
I laughed. "Um... maybe?" I still wasn't sure that I wanted to try it. But on the other hand... it was hard to deny my attraction to her.
She laughed. "Let's see how you feel next weekend..."
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I was nervous. I was really nervous. But I was so excited. We had been dancing around this subject all year, and now that it was finally happening... I was like a live wire, just pulsating with electricity.
We were a little high. Make that a LOT high. She had introduced me to Michael and Alan; they had their own place off campus, and both of them were decent looking. She promised me that Alan was a great lay - and she was going to hook up with Mike. After. After we played. So we went to their place, and started to party. There had been a few joints passed around, as well as some whisky shots. I was grateful. I was so on-edge with excitement and anticipation, I don't know how I could have handled it if I hadn't had some liquid courage. And a few tokes.
The guys decided we were going to need some more to drink, and left in search of it.
Jessica and I were sitting on the futon couch in the front room. She was gently stroking my hand with hers, and we were giggling softly. The guys had left some music playing, fairly loudly, so it covered the space of needing to fill the air with talking. She turned towards me, and with her other hand, she lightly stroked my cheek.
I'd never kissed a woman before - not,
kiss
kissed. And it was amazing. Her lips were so soft, and gentle. And she was patient and slow - she didn't immediately try to give me a tonsillectomy like so many guys had. She slowly worked my lips with hers, then softly licked against them. It was like, with guys, I had been making out with burlap all this time - cotton at best - and here she was, soft as silk. It was mind-blowing.