8
As was the case with Mina, so with Celine; Jade continued to see her when they were both free, especially when neither the boys nor her husband were around. Unlike Mina, who began seeing other women too, Celine remained loyal to her 'first love', as she called Jade, being unable to conceive of having sex with any other woman.
Jade was happy with Hunter and busy at work and very little happened to disturb her equilibrium, until one day, shortly before Christmas, all that changed. Jade had never really been interested in women who were younger than her, but she had noticed that as she approached her thirtieth birthday she was beginning to check out young girls (as she called them). One reason she tended to dismiss those who were younger than her was because she believed most of them didn't have a brain. The social media age and the existential evil that is ChatGPT had only made the problem worse, she felt. But, as she was to discover, it had in turn made her more entrenched in her own prejudices.
In a word, she was ripe for the picking by a woman in her early twenties with an intellect the equal of or superior to her own, and with the self-confidence that wouldn't be cowed by her manner, which could be high-handed and intimidating at times. Jade met this girl in the restaurant of the local hotel, where she had gone on a whim one Friday after finishing work for the day.
She had intended to get there around one o'clock, but in a dental practice it isn't just patients who are inconvenienced by appointments running late, sometimes it is the dentist herself. By the time she got there, it was nearly two o'clock. In fact, she wasn't sure why she had gone ahead with her plan and driven to the place, given that the only things they were likely to be serving were sandwiches that curled at the edges and shop bought Scotch eggs. The former she could make at home (much tastier and much more nutritious) while the latter she simply couldn't abide.
She was surprised to find that the restaurant was still accepting serving lunch. At two or three tables, diners were finishing up their meals, but apart from that she would be the only customer. She was shown to her table by the
maรฎtre d'
, who told her what wasn't available from the menu, then promptly returned to his station at the entrance. After waiting for a few minutes, a girl approached her table and asked her if she had decided what she would like.
Jade didn't take much notice of her, not really bothering to look at her properly, as she ordered a starter (pumpkin soup) and a main course (lamb chops, which she was particularly partial to). It was only when she came back with the soup that Jade got a proper look at the waitress. She was not especially tall, or especially anything really. The most distinctive aspect about her was her voice, which had a cut glass quality that Jade hadn't heard in many years, since she was doing dentistry at Exeter University, in fact.
Her hair was dark and cut in a kind of bob, her chest was flat and it was difficult to make out her legs, which were hidden beneath a long dark skirt. She wore men's style shoes of the type that Jade really disliked over what appeared to be woollen socks. Yet, despite all that, as Jade mulled things over as she drank her soup, the whole was somehow greater than the sum of the parts. Jade found herself looking forward to her return, so she could engage her in conversation and see if she really had that bit of
je ne sais quoi
about her or whether she was building her up into something she was not.
When she came to remove the soup bowl, she asked Jade if she had enjoyed it. When Jade told her it hadn't been as hot as it might have been, the girl said she should have informed her earlier and she would have seen to it. Not a word of sorry, nothing to soften the blow, no attempt at a bit of reparatory chit-chat, just this matter of fact commentary. Jade having nothing further to add, the girl turned on her heel and went off with the soup bowl. Feeling more intrigued than upset, Jade took out her phone, called her hygienist about something she had just remembered needed to be done, then started to read her WhatsApp messages.
When the girl arrived with the lamb, she asked Jade in a routine way whether she wanted any mint sauce or mint jelly. When Jade said she would have some mint sauce, she went off to fetch it without a word. Jade wondered if she'd got out of bed the wrong way or whether she was always like this. She reckoned the latter was more likely. One thing was clear, at any rate: she didn't care whether she received a tip or not.
She came back and placed the dish on the table near Jade's plate. It smelt very appetising and Jade told the girl so.
'Good. I hope you enjoy it,' she replied, which from her was bordering on the over-communicative.
Jade ate slowly, as was her custom, and as she chewed on the meat (which was good British lamb, not the fatty New Zealand stuff that restaurants usually served), allowed her mind to empty and embraced a meditative state, which was all too rare for her nowadays with her responsibilities as a wife now added to those of looking after a growing practice. She had allowed herself a large glass of a decent red wine (a luxury for her at any time, let alone lunchtime) and this had the added effect of slowing her mind down.
She must have been eating for twenty minutes when the girl materialised by her side and checked that everything was to her liking. Roused from her reverie, she said it was just what the doctor ordered, expecting the girl to turn on her heels once more and leave her in peace. Instead, she asked her if she wanted a dessert or a coffee before the kitchen shut for the afternoon.
'A decaf would be good,' she replied, looking up at the waitress.
They made eye contact and Jade felt that familiar spark, which was the last thing she would have expected. For a moment she thought the girl was going to put her hand on her arm, even though she had made no motion to do so. Then, she thought she was going to put her hand on the girl's arm instead, which was exactly what she found herself doing.
'Thank you,' she said, as much in anticipation of what she might be about to receive as in appreciation of what the girl had already done for her, which, in strictly objective terms, was minimal in the extreme.
'I get off in twenty minutes,' the girl spoke softly, almost in a whisper.
Jade wasn't sure if she had heard her right. She had said something about twenty minutes, but was she really making a pass at her, or was she issuing another reminder about closing time? Jade remained silent, then, realising she was still holding her arm, withdrew it and started fiddling with her knife and fork.
'Did you hear me?' the girl continued, unfazed by Jade's apparent confusion.
'Um, the kitchen's closing, so you want me out.'
'But you haven't even had your decaf yet,' the girl's posh tones only accentuated the teasing tone.
'Oh, that's not important. I suddenly realised I needed to get home.'
'But why? Is someone waiting for you?'
Jade realised the girl must have seen her wedding ring, not to mention the diamond engagement ring beside it.
'Um, well, yes, actually - since you ask.'
'And there's nothing else you'd rather be occupying your time with?'
'Er, look, I think you have the wrong idea about me.'
'Do I? Is that why you're hitting on me?'
'Did it seem like that to you? It was just meant as a friendly gesture.'
'Suit yourself. As I said, I get off work in twenty minutes, so shall I bring you your decaf and you can have a little think?'
'A decaf would be great,' replied Jade, looking at the girl again and giving her a forced smile.
'I won't keep you waiting long,' said the once taciturn girl, placing her hand on Jade's before moving it away so she could clear her plate.
9
'"I won't keep you waiting long"!' now the girl was toying with her, thought Jade indignantly.
Just who did she think she was! She can't have been more than 22. This was obviously a holiday job. She must be a student. Probably doing Women's Studies. Became a lesbian because she couldn't attract any men. Maybe not even a real lesbian. Just likes playing games with older women, preferably married ones.
'Maybe I should call her bluff,' Jade thought. 'Come onto her strong. That should deflate her little entitled bubble. Everyone these days thinks they can bully an Asian girl. We'll let them trample all over us. Won't fight back. Easy pickings. Well, I'll show her different.'
Jade had no more trouble from the girl during the rest of her meal. Sanity prevailed and she asked for the bill so she could go home and flop on her bed. She really was that tired. When the bill came, it was accompanied by a business card for the hotel. Standard sort of thing. Jade wouldn't be tucking that in her purse - that was for sure.
She gave the girl her credit card and, while she was waiting for her to process it, she took the card and carelessly turned it over. On the back, was a hand-written message in blue ink: 'Come to the bungalow at the back. Exit through the door marked "Children's play area".' Jade put the card back the way she had found it and composed herself so that by the time the girl returned she would never know she had read her note.
When the girl returned with her card and the receipt, Jade was ready with a tip, which the girl accepted with a nod of the head and a quizzical look. There was an awkward silence (awkward, at least for Jade), broken not by any words but by Jade getting up, gathering her things and starting for the exit. She made a point of not looking back and continued walking until she reached her car. She opened the door, sat down at the wheel and sighed.
She told herself she didn't find the girl attractive - neither her appearance nor her personality. But the handwritten note played on her mind, nonetheless. She decided to text Hunter to tell him she needed to return to the clinic to talk to the builders who she had engaged to build the extension for the new dentist she was taking on. Feeling better now that she had taken some control over the situation, she started the car and put it in reverse.