Apologies for the long delay. I wanted to listen to all comments, and listen I did. I scrubbed off an even more ridiculous, over the top chapter and wrote this instead. You guys are essentially driving the story now. The next chapter, in the current direction, would be G's time with Emma, the consequences of G's shenanigans in class, and the repercussions of G ignoring Jane. I will direct the story into a direction that the more discerning comments lead me to, so please do comment!
Finally, a thanks to all the suggestions and comments and emails. I'll refrain from leaving any names here, but you know who you all are ;)
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The sun was warm around me. The queer patterns the sunlight made through the leaves danced on the stone bench. The sounds of the classroom were far away for the moment, but they were rapidly becoming closer. I was panicking. I wanted to go back. I was so scared of the thought of a displeased Jane. Was I scared of her? Was I afraid of her releasing all the incriminating photos and videos?
I was also afraid of my class. They had all seen me naked. They had all seen me literally deliver 5 marker pens out of my vagina. They were probably going ape-shit crazy. What was I doing with my life? I mean, most sluts and bimbos wore tight, skimpy clothes and fucked around. But not me, no.
I was hyperventilating. I was fragile, shaken and trembling. Life would never be the same again. I would probably be reported to the Dean. I would be expelled. I would probably never get a job...
Voices.
I kept my head buried in an alcove formed by my arms. The noises grow louder. Steadily.
Mainly girls, walking down the path to the spot from the class. My heart was thumping.
They were within the trees now, along the border of the clearing. One of the girls not in the forum was yelling. She was furious. I could hear Jane's voice among others, calming her down. I couldn't make out much. I slumped deeper into a self-induced coma. I did not hear anything.
Maybe because I was wallowing in my sorrow. Maybe because my ears were pricked for one voice.
Emma. I probably should have told you about her earlier. I have a crush on her. She was important. And she had just seen me bottomless in the back of the class ejecting marker pens out of myself.
And worst of all, my roommate Jane gave me the instructions to do so. And I obeyed. It is a long story. The thought should have angered me. But, no. Not me.
I was rubbing my pussy on the rough stone of the bench gently. My lips parted. Yeah, the ones down there.
My open vagina completely suctioned onto the stone with a slurp. The noise turned me on soooo much. I ground myself gently on the bench, oblivious of the receding noises in the background.
My distended clit poked out, and got crushed under my weight.
I groaned inaudibly and stilled my hips. Oh God.
I tried to think of something disgusting. I did not want to come then. I tried to think of getting expelled. Going back to the apartment.
That worked, until my imagination took the idea and ran away with it.
I imagined Jane'd take complete control over me. I imagined being naked in the apartment all the time. Serving Jane being her slut. Strange new thoughts dug at my gut. The pleasure was strange, twisted. The ideas were vivid and depraved.
I was crushing my tender pussy on the bench. I was not being gentle. By now my moans were not so silent. My shaking of hips was not so subtle. My clitoris was boring through the wet stone. I slipped out one arm from under my head and extended my hand downwards. One touch.
With a shattering orgasm I stopped my jerking. I don't know how long I came, or how many times. All I know was I sat there, clutching my thigh with one hand and my face buried in the elbow crook of my other, shuddering. I had splattered again, this time with less intensity.
My thighs were glistening. My pussy snot, for lack of a better phrase, was dripping down the bench in slow drops, landing in the grass between my feet.
How low could I sink?
I stayed still for 5 minutes, trying not to think of anything sexual. Well, that orgasm pretty much confirmed it. I wanted this.
I had to go back to apologize to Jane. But Emma would be there. And she'd be so disgusted by me. If she wasn't already, that is.
I couldn't bear to move.
I wanted to stay there forever, my breasts crushed between my chest and the table, my clitoris smashed to the bench. That would be a good punishment for it. That bundle of nerves was what was controlling me, not Jane...
I thrust my hips even harder on to the stone, as if in rage.
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"G?"
I am startled. I don't move. The voice.
"Please get up G."
It couldn't be.
"I know you can hear me." The tiny, lilting voice was very close to me.
The melodious sweet voice.
Emma's voice.