It took several days for the piercings to stop hurting, and even after that they itched like crazy. Morning, noon and evening Jen would bathe the affected areas with antiseptic and she made sure her personal hygiene was meticulous but, even so, her vaginal lips were sore and inflamed and walking was a real trial. Each evening, she was brought before Wendy who would check her over carefully but, aware that rough treatment would only prolong he healing process, was very gentle with them. However, having Jen's vagina and breasts out of action did not stop the abuse, instead Wendy began to concentrate her efforts around Jen's anus. One morning she produced a fly whisk of the sort used by African dignitaries and, after bending Jen over her knee and giving her buttocks a light dusting, turned it round and inserted the handle.
As the handle was quite short and little more than one centimetre in diameter, it was neither as intrusive nor as uncomfortable as the dildo attached to the frame when the piercings had been fitted and Jen, knowing full well that resistance would not be helpful, relaxed as far as was possible to help ease its entry, and, bit by bit, it was worked back and forth until only the horsehair whisk protruded. Wendy was delighted and insisted that Jen do two laps of the office on her hands and knees, neighing like a horse. Jen was surprised to discover that, once she'd got over the initial discomfort, she rather liked the full feeling it gave her and, whilst playing at being a pony was humiliating, the tail was producing a smorgasbord of sensations and, though she'd be loath to admit it, she wanted it to remain. She couldn't help but flex her buttock muscles savouring the conflicting waves of feelings that it produced and Wendy, alert to the slightest sign, picked up on this.
"It looks like my little piglet likes having a pony tail, is that so?" Wendy enquired. Jen, still on her hands and knees bowed her head and blushed.
"Well, speak up, do you?"
"Please, Mistress, I... I don't know," Jen stammered.
"Oh yes you do. Come along now, I won't wait all day." Wendy's voice was acquiring that edge of impatience that Jen knew and feared.
"Yes, Mistress. Yes, I do," Jen replied eventually. "I mean, it hurts and all but..."
"I thought so. Now come here." Wendy patted her thigh, a sign that Jen was supposed to go over and rest her head on Wendy's lap.
"You know, piglet," she continued as she stroked Jen's hair. "The sooner you learn to be honest about your sexuality; honest to yourself as much as to me, the better it will be for you. I'll bet you quite enjoyed having your bottom filled when you were on the cross having your piercings done."
Jen didn't reply; she hardly knew how. The whole incident had been so intense that it was difficult to single out any one aspect or any one emotion. Her main memory was the burning, searing pain from the piercings but there had been other aspects that had had a profoundly disturbing effect on her. The sensory deprivation, the total inability to move, the sense of helplessness, the vulnerability of being spread wide open and exposed, and, dare she admit it, the powerful sensations that resulted from having her anus brutally penetrated, had taken her to places she never knew existed and, for all the pain involved, places to which she knew that one day she would have to return. Was this what she really was? Would she one day welcome the pain and servitude as the price to be paid for feeling that way? She had been Wendy's slave for little more than two weeks and already she had learnt to accept her place knelt at Wendy side with her head on her lap; how much more would she learn to accept, how much more did she want to?
Wendy patted Jen on the head and sent he back to her desk to work. She had to sit carefully; the fly whisk was to remain in place for the rest of the day.
At long last it was time for the West Coast trip. The tickets were booked, the meetings arranged and all Jen's hard work was ready to be put to the test. She was busy filing away the essentials when Wendy called her over.
"Do you want to go on this trip?" she asked.
"Of course, Mistress. You know how much I've been looking forward to it." Jen was taken aback.
"It's just that I'm not going to be able to keep quite as close an eye on you as normal. It might be that ungrateful little piglets might feel they would want to run away. Maybe it would be safer if I left you behind."
"Please, Mistress, I won't run, I really won't." Jen fell to her knees, shocked. She could understand Wendy's reasoning but she had been so focused on going that to have it snatched away at the last minute was devastating.
"Hmm... Look me in the eye." Jen did as she was told, meeting Wendy's steely glare without flinching. "Do you promise not to try to run away?"
"Yes, Mistress, I promise." Oddly enough she meant it. She had got so caught up in all the planning that the possibilities of escape hadn't crossed her mind and now, well she didn't want to miss out on all the fun, she didn't want to miss seeing the fruition of all her hard work.
"Hmm... I guess I'll trust you, but, just in case you get any silly ideas, remember that, should you run away I will come after you and you'll spend what little is left of your life looking over your shoulder. No-one double crosses me and gets away with it. I do hope that is completely understood."