I'm staring again. I know it's bad to stare, but-- I can't help it. Call it the power of the Gods, call it whatever you want. There's just something about her that makes me unable to keep my eyes off of her. The way she glides across the room, aiding me in my lessons of Godhood. How her breasts heave with each brother, rise with every movement of her arm. Everything she does is so incredibly sensual and I don't even think she knows.
Of course, that makes me think, how could she not know? I mean, come on. She's the Queen of the Gods. Hera had to know how her beauty affected others, men and women alike. And as much as she's been in my mind, she had to know exactly what she did to me. How my nipples hardened when she spoke. My thighs moistened from the dripping fluids when she came close to me, whispered a command in my ear, or even yelled at me. And she also had to know how badly I wanted her.
I couldn't say anything. I don't know why. I wasn't usually so skittish, but-- Come on! This is the Queen of the Gods! I can't just go to her and say, "Excuse me, Hera, but I would love nothing more than to strip you naked and take you right here."
"And why can't you, my dear?" I look at her and groan inwardly. I was going to have to learn to control my thoughts. I never know when she's going to enter my mind, read me and my every thought.
"Hera-- didn't we have that talk already? About you getting in my head?"
"But it is so useful, Charisma," she said, floating towards me. "Especially when you are afraid to say what you feel."
"Excuse me if I'm embarrassed over lusting after the Queen of the Gods."
"There is nothing to be embarrassed about. As you say, I am a queen and we should all be lusted after."
I can't help but laugh. She really is an egotistical bitch. But that egotistical bitch comes closer to me and my laugh is replaced with a gasp and a shaky breath as she's suddenly behind me. I never felt her coming. Her hand touches my shoulder and I shiver. Her breath blows against my neck and I sigh. She takes my ear between her teeth and I almost fall to the floor.
I feel myself being lowered to the floor and think, This isn't how it was supposed to be. I was supposed to be taking her, right? And then my clothes are gone, in a semi-neat pile on the floor. I look again and hers are too. What the-- She has got to teach me how to do that.
"In time," she whispers, laying atop of me. "All in due time."