In these chapters Arial starts to feel guilty for hiding her relationship with Fiona and her previous lesbian affairs form her husband John. She decides she must tell him.
How will he react?
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The fact that Ariel had been having an affair with Fiona behind her husband, John's back so to speak had been troubling her for some time now. With her previous lesbian lovers Ariel hadn't thought twice about it but with Fiona it was different because Fiona had become such an important part of her life. It was not that Ariel felt guilty in any way about her affair with Fiona, rather it was that she was used to telling John everything, absolutely everything, and the fact that Fiona had become such a central part of her life and John did not know about it, in her mind put a distance between them that should not be there.
They were just finishing their evening meal and talking about general stuff and touching and caressing each other like they always did and it was at this point that Ariel decided to drop her bombshell. In the end she decided that she would just have to say what needed to be said, she was not sure how he would react but she would have to trust in his love for her. Not being one to mess around Ariel just came out with it: "I am bisexual and have had affairs with other women all the time I have been with you."
Initially John was in shock, then as he began to recover from this news he waited for all the negative emotions to kick in, surprisingly however it never happened. All John could think about was how much he loved Ariel. Finally John said, "I thought I was going to be angry but I am not, I feel hurt that you were not able to tell me until now but I understand why." "In the end nothing has changed about how I feel about you, because I know that you will never leave me." "The fact that you want to be with a woman at times does not affect me because I know that I fulfill all the needs you have for a man." "Obviously I cannot fulfill needs you may have to be with a woman." "Actually I am happy in away because by fulfilling those needs you have continued to be the bright happy loving woman that I love so much."
At that point Ariel's heart was filled with love for John and she said, "Oh God I love you so much", and with that kissed John hard on the lips, her tongue invading his mouth. The kiss was turning John on and the love implied in it gave him a warm feeling of reassurance.
John started to think about past experiences with Ariel and he remembered one time they had gone to a disco with mutual friends he said, "So that time we were at the disco with friends and you were dancing with that black girl, grinding up against each other, I thought you two were just playing it up to amuse us but there was more to it wasn't there."
"Yes," replied Ariel, "the way we were dancing it made me so hot I wanted to do her right there and then." "You remember how I excused myself, saying I felt tired but for you guys to carry on, I would get a taxi" she commented "Well while we were dancing we had agreed to go to my place."
"Yes," said John, "I remember thinking it was odd the way that woman left a few minutes after you."
"All I could think about was getting my mouth on her pussy," continued Ariel, "when I ripped off her panties she was soaking wet." "I sucked up all her juices and she was writhing and thrashing in ecstasy, then she did the same for me."
Ariel continued, "Then there was the time when we drove out to the beach with your friend Andy and he took along his girlfriend Jill." "You and Andy wanted to talk so I suggested you guys ride in front together, while we girls took the back seats."
"Yeah I remember that," remarked John, "I thought you were being unusually considerate because normally you always like to caress me while I am driving."
"Well Jill and I were touching each other up all the way to the beach," Ariel confided, "I even had the opportunity to suck some breast." And there was more, Arial continued, "When we arrived at the beach and you guys were talking on the beach, Jill and I were standing out in the waves, feeling each other's pussies and making each other cum."
All this talking was making John rock hard and he was sure that Arial must be getting wet, he knew her too well. "Maybe we could retire to somewhere more comfortable," John suggested, so they both went up stairs. As soon as they arrived in the bedroom Ariel removed on her clothes and laid on the bed, John removed his and lay next to her snuggling up against her back and cupping a breast in his hand.
"The reason I had to tell you about my lesbian activities," confessed Ariel, "is because I now have a female lover called Fiona and who is much more than a casual affair, I really love her."
"Does she add a lot to your happiness," asked John. "Yes," replied Ariel, "so much in fact." "Then I am happy," said John (Ariel sensed he really was happy), "because your happiness is very important to me." Again Arial was stunned by the way John was taking this, she loved him more than ever, grabbing the hand touching her breast and pulled it harder against her breast, her nipple hardening noticeably.
