I'm not gay. I've never been sexually attracted to women. I admire beauty, sure, male or female. The human body is a work of art, and some are... stunning.
And I've done okay in life. I made a mistake when I married, but I got two great kids out of the deal. Now, in my mid-forties, I guess I'll be single the rest of my life. And it's okay, really. Most of the time I'm pretty happy that way.
But now and then, I get horny. And I have some toys, and I like to read sexy smut, and I take care of it.
But pleasuring myself... there's no surprise to it. And I haven't found a toy yet that feels as warm and wet as a mouth or as soft as a tender pair of lips.
I don't know why I started wondering, but I did. I guess I've always figured a woman would know how to please another woman.
And maybe, as long as it's just for fun... for the experience of it... maybe it wouldn't throw me into some kind of identity crisis.
So I looked up some ads on that website, you know the one? The one that has everything from moving sales to used baby clothes to... well, people like me: who just want a little sex, no strings attached.
I've never done anything like this. I've never answered any casual sex ad anytime, anywhere. And I don't know why I decided to check WFW first. Maybe because I thought it was safer.
Maybe because I want to feel a hard nipple in my mouth, and roll my tongue over it...suck it.
I found one ad... I just kept reading it over and over again. She was my age, give or take, and she sounded intelligent and strong. She knew what she wanted, but she didn't sound like she would be pushy about it. I walked away from the computer and got my phone. She'd put her number in the ad in code.
I punched the number completely into the phone twice before I had the guts to push the send button. My heart was thrumming in my ears and I wasn't even sure I heard her voice.
"Hello?"
I got choked up, cleared my throat. "I... Uh..." I broke out in a sweat. "I s-s-saw your ad... about... about you know, the... no strings?"
Her voice changed, and she seemed... well, sexier. "Hello, there. Have you done this kind of thing before?"
"N-no," I said, as if any idiot couldn't figure that out from my stammering.
"I'm Catherine."
"Delayna," I said. "P-people call me Della."
"Della. I like that. What exactly are you looking for, Della?"
"Uh, I... well, maybe you should go first. I mean, you placed the ad, and all."
"Hmmmm.... Fair enough. I've been hoping to meet someone who knows how to use her tongue. I like to feel it soft and wet on my pussy. In fact, I think that's the best feeling in the world. A warm, wet mouth lapping at me like the waves of the ocean."
I squirmed at the thought. My God, just listening to her was turning me on. "Whβwhen did you want to give it a try?" I asked.
"I've got no plans tonight. Does that work for you, Della?"
I sighed. I could still give it up, hang up and pretend I'd never spoken to her. "I can meet you at eight," I said. "French's coffee bar?"
"Sure, I know that place. I'll wear my blue silk shirt."
I showered, thinking I should just forget the whole thing. Only I couldn't forget. I was already wondering what a pussy would taste like. My curiosity got the best of me and I dipped my fingers inside myself and gave a little lick. I tried a few times, but the water from the shower seemed to wipe me clean before I really could figure it out.
.....
I was reading... well, pretending to read a magazine as I scanned the customers coming in. I saw her right away, and examined her carefully from behind my periodical. She had short blond hair, I suppose it could be butch, or maybe just that short, easy-to-care-for professional look. She had stud earrings that matched the brilliant blue of her button down shirt, and her hands were in her pockets as she stood in the line, occasionally looking around the room for... well, me.
She was on the thin side, and seemed small breasted. I was a little on the overweight side, from having kids and a healthy love affair with chocolate. Not too fat, you know, just well rounded in the hips and belly, and my boobs were a little larger than in my youth. Suddenly, I was stricken with self-doubt. What if she took one look at me and called it off?
I looked at her again, her hand in her pocket, and I thought again about what she'd said on the phone. I wondered what she looked like down there, and if I would get turned on at the sight of it or not.
Finally, curiosity got the better of me. I lowered my magazine and stared at her shamelessly. She finally caught my eye, and her smile was surprisingly cute. She accepted her bag with a cookie inside and her change, and she strode easily across the floor to me, grinning.
"Della?" She asked.
I nodded. "Hi, Catherine."
"I got us a cookie," she said. "You like sweets?"