Authors Note:
This story is a work of fiction and depicts a sexual relationship between two consenting adult women. If this offends you, read no further.
I am still new to the writing game and I encourage you to leave comments. I enjoy writing and appreciate all constructive criticism.
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Have you ever had one of those cravings?
The ones that keep you tossing and turning into the early hours of the morning. The ones that cast an immovable picture into the front of your mind, overshadowing everything you're meant to be focusing on. The ones that have you clenching your fists and biting the inside of your cheeks in frustration.
I have.
I have them so often that they could easily qualify as an addiction. Cravings so intense they twist the mind and pervert the strictest morals. Cravings so agonizing you think it might be less excruciating to skin your entire body with a steak knife. So what is it that I'm craving, you may ask. The answer is a single, crude but powerful word.
Pussy.
Pussy is both the gateway to my heaven and the prison bars of my hell. It keeps me staring at the blackened walls of my bedroom at 2AM, staring so hard that I begin to see the darkness shift and morph into its divine shape. It distracts me during tedious lectures with so much as a twitch by a set of feminine legs. I stare predatorily at the junction where they meet, my imagination becoming a form of X-ray vision.
I consider the owners' complexions, fair or tanned, their hair colour, light or dark. I consider their body language, shy or assertive, their style choice, fashionable or relaxed. I study their faces for an inkling of the characteristic look of experience, or the tantalizing innocence in its absence. All of these clues pieced together seamlessly to form a mental picture of their sacred alters. I see every shape, colour and type in a single room. I see the ones with an exotic tan and a neatly trimmed triangle of dark curls as its crown, the elusive shade of pink found only in its deepest recesses. The fair ones shaved completely bare and almost entirely covered in the hypnotic pink blush. The ones with the tiny pearls hidden between the luscious, smooth curves of its lips that draw you in with its heady mystery. The ones with pearls that stand out to greet the world with confidence and compel you with their blatant invitation. I see these and all variations between.
It's 9PM and after three hours of ogling everything without a Y chromosome that walked past my table in the library, my desperation had my leg bouncing uncontrollably under the table and my pencil tapping furiously on the same page of my textbook. I was sighing with practically every exhale. My long, plum red hair had been twisted around my index finger so much it was now permanently curled. My unfaithful blue-grey eyes darted from temptation to temptation, my wretched mind making them no more significant than objects in its lustful glare.
Being single was no easy feat for me, having no source of relief for this blinding need.
My sight blurred as I pondered the availability of my only current lifeline in this desolate sea of yearning. It's Thursday, her first lecture will be at 10AM tomorrow and she hadn't mentioned having any plans. She'll be home.
This lifeline comes in the form of my roommate, a 5'6, blonde with an average but alluring build. Her best feature the 34C wonders that rest firm on her chest, not that I've ever had the pleasure of playing with them mind you, she's straight. She's a fashion major and, to be frank, I couldn't care less. We shared a two bedroom apartment off campus for the last two years. While perfectly amicable towards each other, we are entirely different. Her interests are in line with her studies and include emotionally stunted young men. My interests lie firmly in the more mature and intellectual type, men excluded. However, thanks to an inebriated experiment, I could call her a lifeline at this point. We have an agreement.
She gladly lets me satisfy my thirst with the understanding that she didn't feel she would ever be able to return the favour. A stipulation which I was more than okay with seeing as the craving for reciprocation was rather rare in comparison to my current torment.
I packed my things as quickly and quietly as I could, my mouth watering but my throat running dry as I decided my course of action. My eyes concentrating on the floor in front of me, I walked briskly towards the exit. As the large glass doors swung open I was embraced by the crisp night air, I pulled the front of my coat closed as I walked to my black i20. Buckling myself in, I blinked furiously trying to rid myself of the image of the goal I was racing to get to. Shifting the car into drive, I pulled away somewhat faster than I should have, evidenced by the tyres spinning against the loose gravel on the road. My eyes fixed intently to the black tar and white lines, the lights seemed a blur in my peripheral vision. My heart began to pound in my chest, my palms sweating in their tight grip on the steering wheel. Time appeared to be fighting against me as the fifteen minute drive from the campus to our apartment took forever.
Clicking the button to arm the alarm on the car, my legs began to tremble as I marched out of the underground parking. The six flights of stairs travelling up to the second floor disappeared behind me two steps at a time. My heart pounding just a little harder with the extra effort, I entered the poorly lit corridor, the dirty grey carpet and faded blue walls melded together forming a hazy tunnel which allowed my eyes to focus on the dark wood door with the cheap gold characters reading 2G. I willed my legs to move just a fraction quicker as I walked the seventy feet to our door. My keys jingled as my shaking hands struggled to slide the key into place, I groaned at the unnecessary delay.
When I finally burst through the door I was immediately aware of the soft glow of the dimmed lights and the flickering of the television. She was watching some idiotic reality show by the sound of it. After locking the door behind me, I turned around to see her relaxed on the sofa with her feet, crossed at the ankles, resting on the coffee table. As usual she was wearing a white tank-top, she apparently owned no other colour, grey cotton hot pants were barely visible and white, ankle-length socks adorned her feet. The only thing to change in her eveningwear style was the colour of her hot pants. Her personality may have bored me to no end but that didn't stop me from stealing glances at her scarcely covered body. The scent of fresh coffee assaulted my senses. Vile stuff.
"Hey." She flatly offered, not bothering to look up at me.