Three times a week, Tamsin took ninety minutes for lunch so that she could go for a run with Matilda. The other days she ate at her desk, to show she wasn't slacking, and she also made up extra time by staying late after work.
Three times a week, though, she went downstairs just after two, once the rush of other people having their lunchbreak had ended, and the pavements were a little emptier. She changed into shorts and a running top, and pulled on a hoodie, and walked two blocks to the building Matilda worked in carrying a bottle of water. Matilda's building had showers in the bathrooms, and lockers on the ground floor for cyclists, so it was easier to meet and run from there.
Usually Matilda was waiting, and usually they stretched in a courtyard underneath Matilda's office, and then Tamsin left her hoodie and water in a locker, and they ran.
And usually, just before they started, Matilda said, "Same as always?"
And Tamsin nodded, and smiled, and said, "Of course."
"If I catch you..." Matilda said, making sure.
"You can have me, yep," Tamsin said, and grinned, and began to run.
Matilda could have Tamsin if she caught her. It was a joke, except that it wasn't. It was actually completely serious.
Tamsin had always been secretly excited by the thought of saying that to someone, because it was such a reckless, sensual thing to say. And she had always wanted to, as well, because she knew that not a lot of people could catch up with her, running through the central city during the day.
Around the city, Tamsin was fast. She liked running in the city. She wasn't a steady-paced runner. She couldn't do marathons, or ever hope to win middle-distance races, and she didn't do fun-runs for charity unless someone made her. Parks exhausted her, and big open suburbs did too, because she had nothing much to think about as she ran, and it always seemed to take too long to get to the next tree or corner or road crossing, whatever her next marker of distance was, and that seemed to upset her focus and make her tire more quickly. Around the city, though, she was quick. She was fast and deft and agile. She felt heroic, felt like sprinter, dashing past people, weaving through pedestrians and cars, avoiding obstacles, and guessing where traffic was going to be when she got there. She felt fitter and faster, running through the city, jumping over curbs and low fences, going up and down steps and through courtyards and then, once she was a bit tired, down around the harbour and along the touristy waterfront all open and free and fast. She felt faster, in the city, and that made her run better, and she felt safer, too, around other people. So she ran in the city, and felt smugly confident of her ability, and had become quietly proud of herself.
Then she'd started running with Matilda at lunchtimes, and during one run, as they rested down on the point behind the botanic gardens as far from the city as they could go, Matilda had tried to kiss her. Matilda had leaned over, and closed her eyes, and it was obvious what she had planned to do, and so Tamsin had kissed back, all hot and sweaty and puffing. She'd kissed back, and slid her hand down Matilda's arm, down slippery warm skin, and touched Matilda's neck, and tasted her mouth. And then, feeling brave and daring and reckless, feeling hyped up from the sheer joy of running fast, she'd said, "If you can catch me you can have me."
And then she'd run off.
Because she had always wanted to do that. And because she liked Matilda. And because it was probably good for both their running to make it a challenge of some kind, and set goals, too, although she hadn't really thought of that when she did it.
She had run off, and run seriously, as fast as she could, trying not to be caught, and Matilda had chased her, as fast as she could, but hadn't managed to catch up. Not that day, and not the next time, either, or the time after, when Tamsin had said it again. Matilda hadn't caught Tamsin in three weeks of trying, although they had kissed again, now and then. Matilda didn't manage to until one lunchtime when Tamsin got a cramp in her calf as they came up the steep paths through the botanic gardens in the cool shade of the trees. Tamsin had stopped, wincing, and Matilda had tagged her, put her hand on Tamsin's arm, and then held on.
"Doesn't count," Tasmin had said, gasping.
"Does so. You stopped."
"Nope," Tasmin said, still panting.
But Matilda had just grinned, quietly confident, and kept insisting it counted. And so Tamsin had decided it did, because of that quiet confidence. And because she had been teasing Matilda for long enough. So when the cramp had faded, when she'd rubbed it out, she kissed Matilda gently. And Matilda had kissed her back, there in the botanic gardens, under the shady trees, on a concrete path still damp from an earlier watering, quiet and still and private in the middle of the busy city.
They had kissed for a long time there, and then later, after work, they had gone to Matilda's and had sex, and that had been where that little game ended, and where it had started, too, because now that seemed to be how they worked.
Now Matilda ran with Tamsin three times a week, and every so often, once a week or so, Tamsin let Matilda catch her, and then they had sex in the showers at Matilda's work, and Tamsin went back to her office tingly and happy, and everyone asked if she'd had a good run, and she just said yes she had, because what else could she say.
Now they ran, and that was them. They ran in long loops through the city, running how Tamsin liked, because she tended to be slightly pushier at corners, or quicker to decide what traffic lights were doing, and so always seemed to pick their route. They ran among the new glass towers and old sandstone buildings of the central city, old and new all mixed together, side by side. They ran down laneways, and steep flag-stoned streets leading towards the water, and through pedestrian-only malls. They ran down towards the ferry terminals, and then back up again, circling, changing direction as traffic and red lights and clumps of pedestrians forced them too. Tamsin knew the city fairly well and could keep track of where they were, and was able to catch glimpses of the harbour and bridge down below them, and the tower above them, which helped her find her way. She kept track of where they were, and turned aside, before they ran all the way down to George Street, because it was a bit too crowded to run on easily, and began to climb back towards Hyde Park instead.