Another sleepless night and not even coating my fingers with pussy cream three times could bring it. This time, it wasn't simply a question of what I was feeling but the knowledge that she possibly felt the same way and had left the ball in my court. I had no idea what I was going to do. The lone wolf in me wanted things to remain the same. Part of me wanted the Autonomous Nation of Fuck-Whomever-I-Wanted-Whenever-I-Wanted to continue to reign supreme.
But a different pussy every night was getting boring. I had felt it for awhile but Alisa had really brought it to light. I hadn't wanted to leave her. I wanted to rip that harness off of her and fuck her until she was soaking the sheets. It really hurt when she'd left and the feelings surprised me. I couldn't understand how someone could fuck me so well, then just disappear like the wind. It made me think about some of the complaints I'd had from girls I'd fucked and left. Suddenly, I was on the other end of the stick and I didn't like it at all.
Once I'd gotten past that issue, which I really didn't but agreed with myself to set it aside, I started thinking about Alisa. She was an unknown quantity, in my mind. She was six feet two inches of slender white marble, topped with a face that would make your heart melt. And she fucked like a virago. I had never been ravished like that in my life and just thinking about it made my pussy twitch. I had no doubt that another night with her would bring the same result but I wanted to know if she would be willing to give up the control. I wondered if she would be willing to give up her heart.
Ryan showed up at ten with a four-pack at Red Bulls and we mixed them with vodka while he laid out the game plan. He planned to take his mother to a flea market that was nearly fifty miles away and after that, he'd take her to dinner and get her plastered, if he could.
"You want to search her place?"
"Your mother's? Jesus, Ryan, I could get arrested!"
"Not if you have the key." He twirled a gold key in front of my nose, grinning mischievously. "I have a key to her place. I'm the golden boy, you know."