I'm sitting on my friend Cameron's couch, talking about some butch shit, pretending like I'm not thinking about my hands on their chest or my lips on their neck -- like I haven't spent our entire conversation wanting to climb in their lap and shut them up.
It's late and they have work in the morning, and that's my cue to leave. But fuck if I can't help myself from at least trying on my way out the door.
"Hey -" I say, pulling my jacket on, standing tall. I'm barely an inch taller than Cameron but I take it. I look them up and down. "Do me a favor. Stop being so hot."
"Oh?" they ask, laughing. "Am I?"
"Yes," I say, pretending to be serious. "It's very inconvenient for me and I'd like you to stop."
They smirk and stare at me intensely, saying nothing. My heart is hammering but I hold their stare, lick my lips. Just as I'm about to panic and bail, I feel their hands on my lower back, drawing me closer. I lean in, letting our lips slowly brush, giving them one more chance to pull away... and then I tug my hands in their hair and whimper into their mouth, far too early in a kiss to be whimpering, and their hands grip me harder and we stumble back to the couch.
They look up at me, and their dark, heavy gaze while I climb into their lap - fuck, it makes me wet. I trail my fingers up their neck and into their hair, scratching their scalp in the way that makes butches helplessly close their eyes and drop their heads back. "Fuck," they whisper.
I kiss them hard and let my hips grind down into their lap. "Fuck," I reply. They grip my hips and encourage my grinding, and the increased friction sends moans shaking out of my throat. "Fuuck," I say again, slower and deeper. They're watching me grind on them and it makes my skin hot. "Fuuuck," I moan. "Cameron." They look up at me expectantly, so I say, "Kiss me."
But rather than kiss me, Cameron throws me down on the couch, tugs me closer by my hips, and pins me down with their body. Then they kiss me. When I reach up, they grab my wrists and pin them down too. I moan. I kiss back harder and press my body up into theirs. They grind hard into me and I feel my wet boxers slide across my hard clit. "Fuck -" I break the kiss and gasp. "I'm so wet. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck."