** October 13, 2014 **
Kara
Dear Diary,
I'm wrapping up a meeting with a client at her office on Columbus Day. Moments away from shutting down my computer, my Gmail notification pops up. Just seeing that it's from her, Lissy, brings a blush to my cheeks. I know without looking that my miss has instructions for me.
No longer listening to what my client is saying, I click on the email and divert my eyes just enough so they don't realize. Oh my... she wants me spend the afternoon naked while I finish my day at home. This isn't the first time. We've played this way before. More than a couple of times I've nearly been caught, but that's the point. The rush, as the adrenaline pulses through me, making my pussy ache.
Back to the client's office and our 'meeting'. Good lord; there's another 'request'. Take my panties off before I leave. The blush is in full force now and I look up to see if the client noticed. She's smiling but still talking. I can hear my heart pounding. I need to get to the ladies room.
I excuse myself and rush down the hallway. The visceral reaction to my miss' words is extraordinary. To make matters worse, kitty has her goggles on and thinks loving is on the way. I go in and close the door. Whispering under my breath, begging my body to calm. Under control, mostly, I slip off my shoes and begin taking off my pants. OUCH! I hit my damn elbow on the damn sink. This bathroom is tiny. Oh shit, how loud was that? Well, no reason to stop now. I take them the rest of the way off and drape them over my shoulder. Hooking my thumbs on either side, I slink the silk down my legs. I look in the mirror, my pussy throbs, I'm flushed... sexy. I smirk and stuff my panties into my purse.
Presentable again, I return to the office and finish packing up my things. Half afraid to make eye contact with anyone as I walk out, I say my goodbyes and get to my car as fast as possible. I need to get out of here.
Small, itsy problem... the drive home is two and half hours! How the hell am I going to make it. I swear I heard kitty giggle. Brat!! Air conditioner on full blast, radio loud, I head out. Nobody knows what I'm thinking or that I'm not wearing panties, but each car that passes, my heart skips. I like to imagine they do know and they're looking as they go by. shiver!!
Home at last. I'm eager to get inside and take off the rest of my clothes. As soon as the garage door begins to close, I begin. By the time I get to our room, I'm unhooking my bra. Done! Just me in my birthday suit!
Quick stop in the kitchen for some water and I walk to our home office. Do I dare open the blinds? Of course I do. Now there's a trick I play on myself when I do this, I don't look as I open them. At each of the three windows, I stand straight in front of as I pull the cord and the slats open, never looking to see if anyone is out there.
Sometimes, I have to close my eyes because the urge to look is so strong. I turn and sit in my chair, and tell myself someone is walking by. They saw me and they're turned on. They are standing out there right now wondering if they should come to the window. I begin to pant as the thought of it is overwhelming. My hand cups my pussy and my hips raise up. Ohhh... a deep moan escapes. Do I dare turn my chair around?
What are they doing now? Is it a woman? My mind says yes. Is she as wet as I am? Fingers slide between my wet lips, clit already taut and sensitive. My palm presses against it. I cry out. Fuck, I'm so close. I feel her approaching, I have to turn. Ahhhhhh... it hits me as my chair spins towards the window. My eyes squeezed shut, hips bucking... my body not my own. It's hers. That's what sent me over so fast. Just before I turned, I thought -- what if the woman outside is you?
Just remembering that thought and writing it now, I'm on the edge. Again. My nipples are screaming. One tap on a clamp would send kitty into oblivion. Oh how I want... need.
You wonder how I came so easily this morning? Well, besides the fact you give great phone! You were my last thought before I went to bed and my first thought this morning. Before we met, this woman, the woman naked in front of the window, was trapped. Clawing to get out as I ignored her.
She's been freed, baby. And she's barely under my control. She's obviously under yours! How long is this trip of yours?
Please hurry home. We miss you desperately.
Yours,
xoxo
** September 14
th
, 2015 **
Lissy and Kara
Life can be funny, can't it? The same day the adoption of our son (gulp!!) was finalized, we closed on our new, joint residence in downtown Chicago.
After Britta died, and after the wake and funeral, we stayed in pretty close touch with Niklas and Karen. They had primary custody of Mick, but it was obvious they were more than a little overwhelmed for a child his age to drop into their respective laps. When Kara and I had talked it over, we approached Mick's grandparents with our proposal.
Obviously, we didn't do it right away. There was too much grief for everyone involved.
"If you and Karen would be agreeable, we would have Michael into our home once a month. More if it would suit you."
The couple looked at each other, relief palpable on their faces. We had agreed before going to their home that we didn't want to push it.
"What might you mean by more?" Niklas asked.
"Well, perhaps we could take turns. A week with you, a week with us." They each nodded. So I decided to go for broke. "Also, if it would be okay with you, we'd like to begin the paperwork process to arrange for Kara and I to legally adopt Mick as our son." Karen's face fell; Niklas's face took on a mask-like quality. But I didn't read either response as particularly negative.
"Please understand. You're his grandparents and we would make sure he continues to be a part of your life. And I expect that will change over time." Niklas's eyebrows rose quickly. "Oh lord, I'm so sorry. What I tried to say was, once Mick starts school, some of the visit times may have to change. I'm sorry if the way I worded it confused or upset either of you." I could see the look of relief on Kara's face. Turning to my honey, I asked, "Sweetie, do you have anything you would like to add?"
Think 'deer in the headlights.' Honest to god, I didn't do that to make Kara uncomfortable. But she is half of this relationship and I thought it important to give her a voice, given the givens.
"I was upset when my good friend lost her life to the disease. She helped me a great deal in the first few months after my rehab. And Lissy and I can't imagine what the two of you are feeling in this cauldron of confusion and pain." She paused a moment to look in the eyes of each of the elderly couple, then said, "Lissy and I promise to love the precious little guy as if he was our natural son. And while we haven't known each other very long, and it's hardly been under the best of circumstances, we <b>
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