Chapter Six
Annette shudders as she arrives at the small cafe, wishing the day hadn't decided to be so unseasonably cold. Even with gloves on her hands, shoved deep into her coat pockets, they still refuse to warm. The iron underneath her leather collar makes her neck chill, and with the specific rules of her service she wasn't even allowed to throw a scarf over it to keep the heat in.
She sighs and pulls the cafe door open, strolling inside and dreading the conversation she was supposed to be having. Pullwater had once again demanded her presence, and to Annette's frustration Cordelia didn't seem eager to upset the Sister, giving Annette the morning to go meet with her. She spots Pullwater at a table by the window, a little ways away from other patrons, and drags her feet over to the Sister. Her brow furrows as she notices an unfamiliar man sitting beside her.
"Who's your guest?" Annette asks, standing above the table.
"Good morning to you as well, Miss Baker," Pullwater grumbles. She holds a hand out to the empty chair across from them. "Take a seat and join us."
"Good morning," the man greets her.
Annette smiles politely, though her eyes don't join it. "Good morning," she mutters and sits.
"It's dreadful out there today, isn't it?" The man asks, his voice polite and proper. He gazes out the window for a brief moment, then returns to staring at Annette's shivering with sympathy. "Might I order you something warm to drink, Miss Baker?"
"No," she declines, a mild hostility in her being.
"She'll take a breakfast tea with one sugar and milk," Pullwater says to him. He nods appreciatively, rising from his seat and making his way to the counter.
"I was under the impression you had summoned me simply for another scolding," Annette mumbles, crossing her arms over her chest and grateful that the cafe was a comfortable temperature.
"Remove your coat, Annette, it's dreadfully rude."
Annette glares at her, deciding whether or not to take a stand on the issue. She decides to save her resistance for later and removes her coat, revealing a thick buttoned shirt and a wool dress over it. "Why have you summoned me, Sister?"
"After our last conversation," Pullwater begins and Annette scowls, "I've decided I haven't been active enough in properly pruning your manners into a respectable adulthood."
"I am not your child, Sister," Annette stares out the window away from her. "I do not require your lessons any-,"
"Would you rather I share your transgressions with Miss Jones?"
Annette's face sours. She had only so recently earned back some of Cordelia's respect, and while the detective never informed her of whether or not her search of Bembrook's office yielded any results, she was clearly impressed by Annette. There was something crushing about feeling Cordelia's disappointment in her; and as much as Cordelia hoped for her to be someone greater than she believed she could be, Annette likewise wanted to be that person.
"Indeed," Pullwater clears her throat, satisfied. "I have a compromise that I believe will - ah, here we are," she turns away from Annette, greeting the man as he returns with a cup of tea for Annette. He returns to his seat beside Pullwater, smiling pleasantly as she timidly retrieves the drink.
"Time for introductions then," Pullwater nods, "Miss Baker, this is Deacon Billings. Deacon, this is Miss Baker."
"Simon," the deacon grins, nodding towards Annette. "You may call me Simon."
"Annette," she says in a low voice, taking a sip of the tea and appreciating the warmth of the cup against her thawing fingers.
"Deacon Billings will be joining the congregation soon, Miss Baker," Pullwater explains, "in anticipation to fill a potential vacancy for Father Thomas."
"You're to be a priest, then?" Annette asks.
"Indeed," Simon affirms, his voice chipper and amiable. "Though it shall only be under the condition of Father Thomas' death, so I cannot say I am praying for it to happen." He laughs cordially. "It feels odd to hope for a calling such as that, does it not?"
"It won't be long," Pullwater answers bluntly. "Father Thomas' health continues to take a turn for the worst."
"I'm sorry to hear that," Annette mutters, though she doesn't mean it. Father Thomas was boring at best and aggravating at worst. It was as though he believed every minute a mass could be extended somehow furthered the likelihood the congregants would be given entry to heaven. "Why am I here, Sister Pullwater?"
"Be civil, Annette," Pullwater scolds. "That is no way to speak before a Deacon."
"It's no trouble at all," Simon smiles. He's the type of fellow who perpetually wears a polite grin. He's tall, surprisingly tall; nearly a full head above Annette's shoulders. He wears his brunette hair short and cleanly cut, just above a soft forehead and gentle face. While his eyes appear kindly and sociable, there's an unexpected depth underneath the surface, and a pair of wide glasses rest on his nose. He's pleasant enough to look at, though wasn't likely to turn heads outside of a crowd of repressed church women, whereby he would probably be highly desired. "You're actually here on my account, Miss Baker. I do appreciate you taking the time this morning."
"Am I? Whatever for?"
"Sister Pullwater, well, when she consulted me..." he clears his throat nervously, eyes flicking over to the nun beside him. "I believed, not that it was entirely my suggestion,
ahem.
She thought that... we thought that-,"
"It is time for you to marry," Pullwater interrupts.
"Excuse me!?" Annette sets her tea down loudly onto its saucer, splashing some onto the table as she does. She can feel the veins in her neck pop and she sits forward with a sudden warmth in her face.
"It's not as though we-," Simon begins, though Pullwater interjects once more.
"I have endured your moral vagrancy for long enough, Miss Baker," Pullwater scowls, lifting her hands onto the table. "After our last conversation, it is clear that you will not exercise your agency to your own best interests, so I have once again taken it upon myself to set you onto a proper path."
"You have no right to-,"
"Shall I speak with Miss Jones, instead?" Pullwater threatens, pushing Annette into silence once more. "The Deacon has graciously offered to meet with you."
"It is a pleasure, truly," Simon beams graciously. "You are as beautiful as the Sister recounted."
"
Him?"
Annette croaks, glaring at Pullwater. "You wish to affix my life to a priest?"
Simon chuckles, "Well, priest-to-be, in fact-,"
"I can think of no comparable option, Annete," Pullwater asserts. "Who better to set you on a proper path for the rest of your time in this life, and the next?"
Annette scoffs, "I can think of plent-,"
"And he is aware of your situations," the nun cuts. "Both of them."
Annette's face flashes bright red and she quickly averts her eyes from the two of them, glaring down at the table and the spilled tea before her.
"There is no cause to be ashamed, Miss Baker," Simon contends, "I actually admire your decision to be born anew. It shows a true commitment to the truth of God's creation and the honesty of your soul. And it is not necessary for a priest to sire an heir."
She drops her face into her hands, embarrassed.
"And as for the other," he coughs nervously, before returning to a kindly, pastoral tone, "It is entirely common to feel,
ahem
... stirrings in the flesh towards the same sex. The key is correctly aligning your actions to God's plan for us."
Annette glares at him, and then at Pullwater, and back towards Simon. She takes a few long, heavy breaths, trying to stabilize her shaking hands. She grits her teeth and mutters, "I thank you for your words, Deacon, but I believe I must take my leave now."
She stands quickly and darts out of the cafe, pulling her coat along with her. Annette stumbles outside, fumbling with her coat and trying to pull the warm fabric back over her as she begins walking away. She stops after a few moments, feeling her injured ankle complain, and to her displeasure Simon uses the opportunity to catch up with her.
"I believe there may have been a misunderstanding," Simon explains gently, his breath condensing in the cool air around him as he holds up his hands defensively.
Annette glances up from the streetlight she's leaned up against, glaring at him with a clear frustration. "I don't believe I have any further words to share with you, Deacon. I ask that you allow me to take my leave."
"Is your foot alright?" His head tilts and he kneels down to move closer and inspect her ankle.
She pulls it away from him, wincing at the quick moment. "It is fine. Now please leave me be."
Simon sighs, though remains in his position, head tilting up to meet her eyes. "I believe we may have gone off on the wrong foot, as it were," he laughs at his own joke. "I have no intention of proposing today against your protests."
"There would be many," Annette confirms.
"I simply wished to meet you," he explains, rising up and placing his hands into the pockets of his cloak, the white band of his smock flashing at his collar. "And to see if you might find me agreeable enough to avoid resentment."
"I assure you there is no man
agreeable
enough that I woul-,"
"Perhaps wise not to voice such a thought so loudly and so publically, Miss Baker," he shakes his head softly and lowers his voice. His smile softens and a timid sweetness glimmers in his eyes. "I simply invite you to keep your mind open. I have no interest in a coerced wife, and I shall not force you into any arrangement. But I fancy myself someone who might nobly protect you, both from the dangers of being an unmarried woman, and likewise from your own sinful inclinations."
Annette turns away, unable to meet his gaze. She groans, wondering how committed he was to following her to explain his rationale. Perhaps she could successfully stumble her way home and be free of him.
"I could purchase you out from your contract," Simon offers suddenly. "You wouldn't need to remain in service to your current owner."
"Good day," she dismisses, taking the risk and stumbling from him, back towards Mill Street just a few blocks away.
"Good day, Miss Baker," Simon sighs. "I hope we can meet again."
Annette walks away and refuses to turn back. She touches a cold hand to the collar around her throat, a public signal of her obligations to Cordelia, and wonders how different a ring around her finger truly was.