Chapter Two
"You're Kerish," Cordelia declares suddenly, peeking up over her book and setting down her tea. Annette is still surprised she's downstairs for dinner tonight; everyday for the last week she's eaten in her study.
"If that's what you've deduced, Miss Jones."
"So you won't confirm it?" Cordelia's brow furrows.
"Everyone has always told me I am," Annette shrugs, picking at the potatoes and gravy before her. The mash is a little too salty, but she hopes Cordelia doesn't mind. Annette is still getting used to having a plentiful supply and it's difficult not to overindulge.
"Sister Pullwater affirmed it constantly," Annette continues. "She said my 'cantankerous and indolent person' must be attributed to such a background. The other kids just said it because of the red hair and freckles. I've never been to Kereland as far as I know."
"Hmph," Cordelia grunts, taking a long sip of her tea. Annette is amazed that the boiling heat hardly seems to bother her at all.
"What has informed your assertion, Miss Jones?" Annette smiles politely, amused at Cordelia's preoccupation with guessing her background. The past few days she's ambushed Annette with a variety of questions, each seemingly independent of the rest and none with any warning.
"Your name," Cordelia says simply.
"Annette Baker is not a Kerish name."
"That's what I mean," she sets the teacup down onto its saucer, letting it clink loudly into place. "You're Kerish, but you don't have a Kerish name. So Annette Baker must be a name given to you."
"Sister Maxwell gave it to me,'" she confirms. "She said it was more befitting of a young lady than what I had before." Annette takes another bite, sizing up the detective in front of her. "I fail to understand your logic, Miss Jones. If Annette Baker can't be my real name because it's not Kerish, you're already assuming I'm Kerish. The name isn't evidence to prove that claim."
"Very good, Miss Baker," Cordelia flashes a rare grin. "What is your birth name?"
"Not Annette," she replies vaguely.
"Indeed."
"So you're testing me again? Like with the railroad spike and the surprise arithmetic and the constant investigation."
"What is two thousand and four hundred divided by three?"
Annette sighs. "Eight hundred."
"Annette suits you, Miss Baker."
"Sister Maxwell always said so. How did you know I'm Kerish? I don't even have the accent."
"Of course you don't, you were raised by nuns in Bellchester." Cordelia takes another long sip of her tea, smug and satisfied. "That will be all, Miss Baker."
"All for right now or all for this evening?"
"You require so much context for my words," Cordelia muses, taking a few bites of her dinner and savoring the flavor. "It's never: '
Yes, Miss, no elaboration necessary.'
"
"Perhaps you could be more clear going forward."
Cordelia places her fork down carefully, lifting her elbows onto the table and touching her fingertips together into a bridge. She furrows her brows and lets her eyes pierce into Annette for a few long moments.
"Most owners would resent you for talking back in such a way," she says, her voice painfully absent of any clarifying tone. "I've never heard of a collar who feels comfortable enough in her position to question directions."
Annette shifts uncomfortably in her seat, refusing to meet Cordelia's gaze, instead staring down at her plate. "I am simply trying to understand the format of your words."
"Collars aren't required to perceive format.
'Yes, Miss,' 'No, Miss:
' that's all you need to reply when given orders."
Annette is quiet, but looks up at her after a moment. "I suspect
'No, Miss'
is an insufficient answer to the question of two thousand and four hundred divided by three."
Cordelia sits back in her chair, smirking proudly. "This is exactly what I mean, Miss Baker. You are unlike so many of the collars I've met. They all seem terrified of me. You're not terrified?"
"Confused is more accurate."
Cordelia lets out a peal of laughter. "Perhaps you should be more terrified. Why aren't you?"
"Are you finished with your dinner, Miss Jones?" Annette deflects, looking at the mostly empty dish in front of her. She stands, picking up her own plate and extending a hand to Cordelia's, but the owner remains in place, refusing to gesture for Annette to remove it.
"Have you considered that perhaps I
do
resent your behavior, Miss Baker?" Her head tilts to the side, sizing up Annette. "That even now I might be considering terminating your contract and removing you from my home? I could so easily snap up some other collar who wouldn't talk back to me."
Annette feels like she is supposed to be alarmed by the threat, but for some reason she isn't. As with so many moments with Cordelia, the words feel empty of true malice, as though she's simply playing and prodding and trying to study Annette's responses. They are a little troubling, and more than a few nights Annette has tossed and turned in bed, replaying conversations and trying to understand Cordelia's intent; yet, even in this moment she feels secure.
"I do not believe you resent it, Miss Jones," she replies with as neutral of a voice as she can muster.
"You don't?"
"I... I would go so far as to wager you appreciate my candor."
"A bold claim, Miss Baker."
"Are you finished with your dinner?"
"Indeed," she answers, though refuses to assist Annette in any way. Annette leans forward, grabbing the plate and depositing it in the kitchen behind her. She is just about to return, only to be blocked by Cordelia in the doorway.
"Aren't the collarhouses supposed to teach you proper conduct?" The owner asks, preventing Annette from leaving the room. "Penny was so uptight and formal in all of her movements and speech."
"Are you dissatisfied with my manners?"
"I'm not sure," Cordelia's face splits in a bemused smile. "I was told that if a collar behaved as you do, I was to sharply discipline them. I was even given a small pamphlet of techniques for punishment when I purchased Penny's contract."
"I'm sure Harold would resent the noise," Annette jokes.
"It can't just be because you're Kerish and that somehow makes you quarrelsome by blood," Cordelia thinks out loud. "There's something defiant about you that I don't understand. You should fear me, but you don't."
"Would Miss Jones prefer me afraid?"
"Did the nuns somehow teach you this?" She lays her back against the doorframe, bringing a fingertip to her chin and ignoring Annette. "Perhaps Sister Pullwater is more revolutionary than she might seem at first glance."
Annette stands in place, bending her elbows to rest the backs of her hands on her lower spine. She suspects Cordelia could continue with this for quite some time and it's best not to interrupt.
"Unlikely," she concludes, sizing up Annette with her inquisitive glare. "Another possibility is that you truly despise this station you have arrived in and can only cope through small acts of disobedience. Perhaps."
She pauses for a moment, then adds, "And while I might wish to hypothesize that your behaviors are simply the result of ignorance, your proud eyes deny it immediately."
Annette grabs a wide bowl as she listens, opening a bag of small seeds and pouring them into it. She opens the window above the sink and sets it down on the cozy windowsill outside, ready for Harold's consumption in the morning.
"Am I still dismissed for the evening, Miss Jones?" Annette replies at last.
"In a moment, Miss Baker," Cordelia steps forward, crossing her arms over her chest. "I want you to kneel."
"Kneel, Miss?"
She snaps, pointing at her feet. "Kneel."
"Are you quite sure that's necess-,"
Cordelia snaps again impatiently. "I have given you an order, Miss Baker."
Annette releases her breath and shakes her head in disbelief. She drops her shoulders, walking towards Cordelia and lowering herself down onto her knees. The hardwood floor is rough and solid against her legs. Cordelia drops a hand to Annette's jaw, tilting her head upwards to meet her gaze with eyes glistening.
"I welcome your attitude, Miss Baker," her voice is low and direct. "You might even say I find it endearing."
"T-thank you, Miss."
"If you were my sister, I would love you dearly."