Life Takes a Turn
Here I was, wrapping up another project. I had poured myself into my job over the last year, to the detriment of my personal life. This latest effort had taken more than the usual. I'm ok putting in extra effort, but this one had consumed me as we worked to push out a massive update to our software. Yes, we'd been running sprints, but we had held back on releasing the overall epic for the last year until we had completed the massive rewrite and introduced all the new functionality that was needed by our customers. Finally, finally we had crossed the finish line. All the functionality was there, had been tested, had been beta'd and we had released to our customer base. That was 2 weeks ago and the positive feedback coming in from customers made it even better. We had delivered a solid home run.
Over the last couple of weeks, I had begun to relax and allow myself to unwind from the long days needed to finish everything - code changes, testing, more testing and code changes. Scripts to move everything into the various environments. Scripts to monitor and alert on all the new functionality placed in production. You would think that as the bulk of coding had been completed, that the remaining stuff would be a welcome break. Coding is just one stage in a whole litany of things we do to make sure nothing breaks in prod.
As luck would have it, tonight I have plans. One of the girls I used to hang around with in college moved to town this week, and we are getting together tonight. I hadn't seen Ang in a few years. After college, she went out East, and I had stayed in the Midwest. We had stayed in touch with each other thru texts and FaceTime occasionally, but that isn't the same as being together in person. I was looking forward to the time together tonight and of the fact that one of the girls was now in town. Angela was always one of my favorites and I was really looking forward to having her nearby.
I had actually taken the day off from work. It was a Friday, I figured that after the big push, I could do a 3 day weekend, pamper and enjoy myself. The weather was gorgeous - low 80s and sunshine. I lounged in bed, before finally getting up to take a run. Running centers me, as I live my busy life. It's my goto to recharge myself. It's also where I get some of my best ideas.
So, off to run I went. I took a nice leisurely path thru the park and then back to my place to cool down and shower. I'm pretty fit and like to keep myself in shape. I played soccer thru college and I still play on an adult league. I'm tall, 5'10" and I've got natural strawberry blonde hair that I keep long - more on the blonde side with natural highlights of light red running throughout. My body measurements are 34,-24-34. I like to think that my legs are my best feature, but my friends say that my boobs are the best - size C, a very full C. It's not that I mind having larger breasts, but sometimes when I'm on the field playing soccer, or running, I get tired of the extra. The life I live, and the curse that I shoulder!
Anyhow, I know my looks can be intimidating to both men and women. I don't try, it just happens. Luckily, I'm very outgoing and my friends tell me I'm fun to be around - sense of humor, great conversationalist, knowledgeable without sounding like a know-it-all. I genuinely love life and love being with people.
As I finish cleaning up, I decide to chill this afternoon and head to the little shopping district near my place. I'll wander thru some of the stores, treat myself and maybe find a new outfit for the evening with Ang. I quick text her to confirm our reservations for dinner. She's still a go, so, I grab my things and head out.
After a light lunch, I head into the little shops. If I have a weakness in life, it's fashion. I like to look good. Both with what people see, and more importantly to me, what's underneath. I love sexy - I love wearing sexy lingerie. It's my gift to myself, knowing that I'm around other people and they have no idea of the sexy little sets I have on under the clothing that they can see.
My fixation with bras, panties and stockings feeds my inner hunger and I've never had a complaint from the men I let see what lies beneath. I love the feeling of something sexy on my skin and thinking about how it will affect others. When I'm in the mood and playful, I love to dress in a way that gives slight glimpses to what I'm wearing underneath the outer layer of clothes. It charges me when I see men and women trying to sneak glances.
Anyhow, today I end up picking up some new clothes for the evening. I find a nice pair of dark jeans that look like they were poured on my skin. The jeans have some rips in the legs and look fabulous, cupping my butt just the right way. I pair it with a black silk blouse, the sleeves are loose and flowing. The shirt hangs perfectly, my breasts have room and aren't pushing against the material. My long hair cascades down my back and over the shoulders - the curls bouncing down and off of the material.
I end up at the restaurant early - a nice little Italian place - and get the table. I order a bottle of Cabernet and have a glass poured for myself and for Ang. The table is outdoors, overlooking the lake. There are boats out on the water and it is a really relaxing environment. I'm taking it all in, staring out over the water sipping on my glass of wine.
I don't see Ang arrive, as my back is towards the door, and the first hint I have of her being there is when she wraps her arms around me from the back. Her hug is incredible, I've missed seeing her, talking with her. Once she releases me, I spin around, hop down off the stool and return the hug. She looks incredible!
Ang and I could pass as sisters, and are often mistaken as such. She's just a little shorter than I am, 5'8, but our facial features are similar and she also has a thick mane of blonde curly hair. Our eyes are both sky blue. The embrace is genuine, we have always enjoyed each other.
"Ang, this is awesome! I can't believe you're here!"
Ang effortlessly gave a light laugh, "Good to see you too, Steph." She brushed her lips on my cheek as she pulled back from the hug.
As she hopped up on a stool at the table we engaged in easy conversation. I grilled her about the move and how the first week in the office had been for her, she spent time asking me about my work. We both were enjoying the conversation, the wine and the meal. Desert was decadent and we sat at the table continuing to chat about life, love and the trials and tribulations of our respective relationships.
Ang had decided to break it off with her boyfriend when the job transfer had come her way. The move caused her to reflect on where she was at in the relationship and she had decided that while it was fun, it wasn't something she wanted long term and she wasn't in the mood to try a long distance relationship.
I on the other hand had lost my boyfriend in a car accident last year. Probably one of the reasons I had thrown myself into my work. It was the distraction I needed after loosing Conner. There were times I still longed for his touch, but life was a little easier for me now. The pain didn't cut as deep, and I found myself smiling and laughing more often when with others.
As we moved from the table, Ang grabbed my hand and intertwined her fingers in mine as we walked thru to the exit. The feeling as I walked with her was strange, a little tingle down below and a spark in my chest. Something I had not felt in a while and something I'd never felt for a woman.
That's interesting.
We had decided to walk along the lake and Ang kept my hand wrapped in hers as we strolled along the path. The moon was out and full, spreading a wonderful warm light and bouncing off the lake.
"So, Steph, have you thought about getting back into the game? Conner's been gone now for a year, he wouldn't want you to shelter up."
"I don't know - one, nobody has come knocking on my door. Two, I've suppressed those feelings now for so long, I'm not sure how to unwrap them."