The following week I rode my bike to the next appointment with my psychologist, Irene. I was wearing a skirt with no panties. My heart raced. It wasn't just the hills I was climbing either. I was excited to see her and was already wet in anticipation. I got to Irene's office early and pretended to look at the magazines. Finally Irene peeked her head out into the waiting room and said,
"Hi Carrie, come on in."
God, just seeing her made me feel so alive and horny. Irene was dressed in a black skirt, white blouse and black heels. I wanted to jump her fucking bones. Her soft auburn hair fell across her shoulders in such a beautiful way. Her full lips were red and her beautiful brown eyes were lined with long thick eyelashes.
Irene walked over and grabbed my hand.
"Last week we had a really difficult session. How are you holding up?"
I replied, "I am embarrassed. I can't believe I did that."
Irene said "Let's see if we can overcome that embarrassment."
With that she reached down and flicked my nipple through my shirt. I gasped. (I can't believe we are starting so fast!!) I started to swoon and she guided me toward the couch.
"Here, have a seat before you fall."
I sat on the couch breathing very hard and feeling like my cunt was the whole world. All I could think about was the intense throbbing in my pussy. It made me want to rip all my clothes off and attack her. Irene must have sensed this because she instructed me to take a deep breath and slow down. So I did. I took a deep breath.
"Are your nipples sensitive Carrie?"
"Ummm, yeah I guess when you touch them they are."
"Good."
She reached up under my shirt and brushed under my right nipple. I arched my back. She gave it a little pinch and twist and I gasped again arching even more. She kissed the side of my neck and ran her tongue up behind my ear. I couldn't help it, I reached out and cupped her breast. She immediately pulled away.
"Carrie, this is for you not me. We are trying to break down your shame and your embarrassment. I want you to keep your hands off of me while we work. Is that clear?"
I pulled back. I felt hurt and almost like I had been slapped. I started to cry. Irene grabbed my chin and wiped the tear on my face with her finger. She assured me that it's okay. She was doing this for my own good. She told me to lie back and open my legs a little. So, I did. Irene reached back up my shirt and under my bra and flicked my nipple. I was back in heaven. I thrust my hips forward.
She then ran her hand down my stomach and to the top of my skirt. She slid her hand under the waist band and tickled my pubic hair a little. I sat forward and said
"Irene I am going crazy. I can't take this."
She pushed me back and said
"I know this is difficult but you have to trust me and you have to do what I say. Please Carrie, please just relax."