Katie's story takes a turn for the better. This chapter is a little light on the sex, but heavy on playful seduction. Please enjoy...
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I got my usual mocha latte and Chloe got a vanilla latte. We waited for our coffee and she kept her eyes down, pointedly not looking at me. After our order was ready, we went and found a table on a little balcony that was fairly private. We settled in and Chloe continued to avoid eye contact. Finally, after a few sips she seemed to find the courage to say what she had to say.
"Ms. Cunningham?" She said quietly, still not looking directly at me. "Are you a lesbian?"
Of all the things that I had anticipating her saying;
that
question had not even made my list. I struggled with my composure for moment. She looked up at me, obvious nervousness in her eyes.
Finally, I smiled at her. "Firstly, if we're going to have
this
conversation; you'd better call me Katie." She relaxed and smiled a little. "Secondly, I need to know why you think I might be lesbian."
She looked nervous again. "Sweetie, it's OK. I'm not angry, just curious." I said.
She looked into my eyes, eyes that I knew were smiling at her, and she relaxed completely. "I, I, I don't know. It's just a vibe I get from you, I guess. It's nothing that you've done, and maybe it's because the only guy that's ever been around is your brother." I raised my eyebrow and she giggled. "All the girls know who he is; they think he's a hunk."
I raised my eyebrow again, "They?" I finally had an inkling of what this was about and I desperately wanted to help her.
Her head dropped again and this time I didn't let it go. I reached across the little table and lifted her chin with my fingers. "Don't be ashamed of what you feel, of who you think you are or who you desire. If you like girls or even just think you might like girls, don't be ashamed. Be proud of who you are. Chloe you're a wonderful girl, don't let what others think or say make you think less of yourself. Now, to answer your question, yes I am a lesbian. I have had heterosexual relationships but, I like girls a lot more, so I consider myself lesbian, not bi-sexual. What is going on that makes you ask about this?"
"You know Brittany Harding?" She asked quietly.
"Yes, she's in my next to last class. Why, what's going on with Brittany?" I asked, but suspecting that I already knew.
"Well, she's my best friend; we've been best friends since kindergarten." Chloe explained. "Her birthday is a week before mine, so since we were little we've had a sleepover the Saturday night after my birthday. This year, since we both turned eighteen, her mom let us have it at their house, even though she was out of town. She told us not to have any boys over, but the sleepover has always been just the two of us and we didn't want anybody else anyway."
I smiled, "I can understand that."
She smiled back. "We had gotten into our pajamas early, we were gonna watch movies and eat popcorn and candy and stuff. It's what we always have done. We were watching chick flicks, you know rom-coms, and all of a sudden Brittany jumped up and ran out of her bedroom. I thought maybe something made her sick, except she didn't go into the bathroom, she ran down the hall. I just sat there waiting for her and she came back into the room with her hands behind her back. 'I found something in my mom's drawer the other night. She sent me to get something out of her lingerie drawer and I think she forgot these were in there.' She said. Brittany pulled her hands out and she had two DVD's in her hands."
Chloe stopped and looked at me, her eyes wide. "They were porn videos," she whispered, "lesbian porn videos."
I smiled at her, "A lot of people watch porn, there's nothing wrong with it."
She blushed furiously. "I know, but Brittany's
mom
was watching lesbian porn. One was about young girls discovering lesbian sex together and the other was about older women seducing younger girls."
I couldn't resist teasing Chloe. "How
do
you know what the videos were about?"
I didn't think she could get any redder, but I was wrong. Her face was almost purple, it was so red.
"I, uh, we, uhhh, I..." she mumbled.
I reached over and took her hands in mine, smiling gently. "It's OK, sweetie. You're eighteen and you can do whatever you want, don't be embarrassed, I'm just teasing you."
Evidently, she was holding her breath, because she exhaled a big breath. She seemed to relax again.
"So, what else happened?" I asked, "Surely your embarrassment isn't over watching lesbian porn, is it?"
She smiled nervously, "No, it isn't. Brittany showed me the DVD's and then said she was going to stick one in. She walked over, stopped the movie that was running and put in one of the porn DVD's. It turned out to be the one with the older women seducing younger girls. Brittany climbed back on the bed and we started watching the movie. The first older lady was beautiful with natural breasts and a tight body. I know the younger actress was at least as old as us, but she didn't look it. She had tiny breasts and flawless skin. She had an innocent look that looked very appealing next to the older lady."
"We watched as the older lady, playing a tutor, slowly seduced the young girl. I was surprised; it was sweet and soft with a lot of kissing. It took about fifteen minutes for the women to get into bed and get all of their clothes off. The actresses seemed to genuinely like each other and enjoy the sex, which I didn't expect. The first scene lasted about forty five minutes and by the time it was over, I was starting to get really turned on."
She blushed and looked away from me. She sat there for a moment, not speaking.
I said, "Chloe, it's OK to have been excited by something that was intended to do exactly that."
She whispered, "But, I'm not a lesbian."
I smiled, "Movies of beautiful people making love, turn people on, no matter their orientation. I get excited by heterosexual porn, even though I'm a lesbian. It's OK for you to be excited by lesbian porn, you know? But, I'm sensing that this isn't the end of your story, am I right?"
"Yes," she said after hesitating, "but I need to use the rest room, I'll be right back."
"OK," I said, "Do you want another coffee? I'm going to have one."
"Please." She said as she walked away.
I got us each another drink and waited for her to return. When she did, I went to the restroom and quickly returned.
She started speaking as soon as I sat down. "The second scene in the movie had an older actress that was pretty enough, but she had huge, fake boobs, bad fake boobs at that, and she didn't seem as into the other actress as the first older lady and the younger actress seemed bored. After a few minutes Brittany looked at me and asked if I liked this one and
I said no. She got up and popped that one out and put the other one in. I was startled by the resemblance between the redheaded girl and Brittany. After a few minutes of watching I realized that the other actress resembled me. After coming to that realization I was glued to the screen, it was like watching Brittany and me making love."
"The excitement that I was feeling during the first scene started to come back. I was getting really,
really
excited. The girls were kissing and hesitantly touching each other, but as the movie went on, got more comfortable with each other and more passionate. I glanced over at Brittany and was surprised to see her touching herself outside of her pajamas. Her eyes were half closed and she was breathing funny. It was fascinating watching her and I didn't think she noticed that I was watching her, until she said, 'You should try it, I'm sooo turned on right now.' I was startled and asked her, 'Try what?' She answered, 'Touching yourself while watching, it's exciting.'"
Chloe stopped and took a sip of coffee, closing her eyes for a moment. Her hands trembled as she raised the cup to her lips. She sat there for a moment, seemingly gathering her thoughts.
"I turned back to the movie and got a little lost in the soft, sweet love between the girls. I guess I began touching myself, because my excitement started rising and I looked down and my hand was inside of my panties. I didn't even know that I had done that. I realized then that I was rubbing my clit and I was very, very wet. I felt guilty touching myself and looked over at Brittany. She was doing the same thing, her hand was inside of her panties, but she wasn't watching the movie. Her eyes were glued to the panties moving over my hand. I saw her tongue flicker out and touch her lips. It was like everything slowed down then. Her eyes moved away from my panties, where I hadn't stopped feeling myself, I may have even speeded up."
"Her eyes came up and met mine; hers were as wide as I had ever seen them as she recognized that I was watching her. I pulled my hand out of my panties and leaned toward her; she blinked once and leaned toward me. Our lips met in the middle. It's funny, I didn't even consciously think about kissing her, I just did it. It was the softest, most wonderful kiss I have ever experienced. Our tongues met and gently explored each other. I didn't even close my eyes and neither did Brittany, I didn't want to miss anything. As we kissed, I felt Brittany's hand sliding along my tummy, kinda scratching, feeling its way. Suddenly, her fingers found their way under the waistband of my panties and then they were burrowing around in my hair."
She paused, blushing and looked away from me. I reached over and took her hand in mine.
"It's OK, sweetie," I said softly, "just tell me what you need to tell me, I don't want you to feel uncomfortable." That was the rational, teacher part of my brain speaking. But, the irrational, sexual part of my brain was screaming,
'Are you out of your mind? I wanna hear this. We're so gonna get off when we get home! This is brain porn...the best kind!'
"Katie," she whispered, winding her fingers in mine, "I need to tell
someone
, and you're the safest one I can tell and ask what I need to ask."