* Note, this is a stand alone story but it is a follow up to "Adult Education: Lay Me Raw" which can be found here: https://www.literotica.com/s/adult-education-lay-me-raw
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I park my car on the street in front of her house. When I turn the engine off, I lean back in my seat to collect my thoughts. I am anxious and nervous and have no idea how I will be received. For three weeks, I've avoided Katherine and spent this time soul searching. Now, I'm ready to face her and see where things lead.
I stand before her front door, take a deep breath, and ring the doorbell. I can hear the soft thud of feet approach the door and notice Katherine's expression fall when she sees me at her door.
I ask through the door, "May I come in?"
She doesn't move for a few seconds then curtly twists the door knob allowing the door to unlatch, turns her back to me, and begins to walk away.
I quickly enter and say, "Katherine, wait. I have good reasons for my absence. Please don't turn from me."
She stops in her tracks and says, "YOU have reasons. YOUR reasons? Reasons that pertain only to YOU. Never mind how I feel - or felt."
I've hurt her. I never meant to hurt her and I didn't know she cared enough about me to be hurt. I thought she might be irritated, but hurt? No; I hadn't thought of hurt. She peers at me over her shoulder and our eyes meet. I realize there is still something between us and I choose to act upon it. I briskly stride the few steps that separate us and press my body against her back.
"Katherine, I'll explain everything." I say tenderly and push my face into her hair and inhale.
She feels the heat from my body and the back of her hair and neck being caressed. Involuntarily, her heart begins to pound.
"I've been thinking and learning and I'm ready, Katherine. I'm not scared anymore and I know what I want. I want you." I can sense her listening to me. Her body is perfectly still but I feel I have her attention. The truth is, I have done quite a bit of growing over the last three weeks and I've entertained fantasies about what I want to do to Katherine, feelings I want to make her feel, expressions I want to watch manifest. I want to behold this beautiful woman in ecstasy and I want to know that I'm the one who made it happen. I move forward, pushing Katherine into a corner in the hallway. Now, she's locked in that corner by my body and I press into her. I whisper, "Katherine, I promise, I'll explain everything you want to know," and I wrap my arms around her waist and push my pelvis into her.
Using my face and nose, I push her hair away from the side of her head and begin to kiss her neck. I kiss gently and tenderly, using only my lips. When I feel her body soften a tad, I extend my tongue and taste her. I feel the invisible baby hairs on her skin and taste her saltiness. Her skin is so soft and delicate and I want to taste every inch of her.
Katherine shutters but doesn't try to move from my grasp. She whispers, "You hurt me."
I whisper back, "I'll heal you." Then, I turn her around to face me while keeping her pressed in the corner of the hallway. I stare into her eyes and whisper even softer, "I promise, I'll heal you." Katherine looks at me with perplexing wariness then I boldly enfold her lips with mine and push my tongue into her mouth.
Katherine's immediate reaction is to stiffen again and she raises her arms as if to push me away. When she feels my tongue, she utters a quick wincing-type tone but she can't pull from me and I don't step back offering her room. I continue to kiss her deeply, with wanting abandon and I feel her begin to kiss back. At first her kiss is timid but the more insistent I become, she more she drops her defenses.
Katherine feels her crotch grow moist and her heart pound and she knows she is in trouble. She pulls her head back from my kiss and whispers, "Don't play with me, Leigh. I've had a lot of loss and I can't take any more."
Her words pierce my heart and it is all I can do not to wince. I have damages to mend and I meant it when I promised I'd heal her; well, at least do my utmost to try. It never occurred to me that my absence was construed as insensitivity. I certainly hadn't meant to be insensitive. I say, "I'm not going to play with your emotions. I've learned a lot about myself in the last three weeks and I'll tell you everything I learned. I'm here to stay, if you'll have me. Right now, though, if you want me to stay, close your eyes."
Katherine closes her eyes and in that instant, I envelop her mouth once again with a deep, passionate kiss. I kiss her as if my soul is pouring from my orifice into hers, filling her essence and making her mine. This beautiful woman who awoke my senses and showed me there's more to be had will soon soar. I press my hand deeply into her crotch and squeeze her clitoral area. She breaks from my kiss, gasps, and looks into my eyes with stormy abandon. I whisper, "Take me to your bed."
Katherine takes my hand and leads me upstairs to her bedroom. I lift her sundress over her head then allow her arms to naturally drape to the sides. Stepping back and admiring this beautiful woman before me, I notice her skin is like rose-kissed milk. I reach behind her, unfasten her bra then, cup her bare breasts in my hands. Her nipples stand at attention with arousal. I lie her on the bed and remove her panties. My eyes fall on her light brown mound of pubic area and I know that soon, I'll be intimately acquainted with it.
I quickly undress while keeping my eyes fixated on Katherine. Then, I stand beside her and lean forward to caress her legs. After a few sensuous strokes, I part her luscious legs and notice her glistening crotch. With deliberate execution, I kneel on the floor and begin to kiss the inside of one of her legs. I kiss the ankle and breathe in the scent of her skin and slowly, methodically, kiss, taste, and caress her inner leg. She watches with a wide-eyed expression of anticipation. I stop touching her leg when my face nears her crotch. I blow air on her vagina and Katherine moans. I keep my face inches from her crotch and savor the delicate scent of woman and notice Katherine slightly grinding her hips into the bed. Rather than touch her clitoris or vagina, my attention goes back down to the inside of the other leg. I pay identical attention to this leg and savor every delicious kiss. Again, when I reach the piece de resistance; I stop, blow on her hot sex and savor the scent of aroused woman.
I rise from my kneeling position, and begin kissing Katherine's mouth deeply. My tongue caresses hers and I dominate her by not letting her tongue enter my mouth. This is for her - I'm making love to her, laying her exposed and healing her up again. I am in control and wish only to give to her. Judging from her body's response, she likes it. I am resting my weight on one knee and I can feel her try to maneuver my other knee in between her legs. I do not allow this. I don't want to sate the need in her crotch yet. Her arousal is still heightening and this is what I want. She breaks away from my kisses and whispers, "Is this happening? I thought you were gone; that I'd never see you again."
"Yes, it's real. Sh, Katherine, lose yourself in sensation."
Staying propped up on my left elbow and left knee, I elongate myself beside her body and caress her with my right hand. I pay attention to her cheeks, lips, neck, the cleft behind each ear, her chest, sternum, and when I reach her stomach, I raise my hand approximately 3 millimeters above of her skin. I continue to caress, just not touching her skin, and Katherine's tension builds. I caress the area between her naval and pubic hair with the backs of my fingertips then resume caressing with my palm just above her skin. She raises her lower belly to make contact with my hand and I push her pelvis back into the bed. I move my face downward, putting butterfly kisses on her breasts, stomach, and abdomen. Then, I move further down to the area above her pubic hair. First, I breathe on her skin and tease her. I notice her body trembling as if she were cold but her skin isn't cold to the touch. I reach for her hands and hold them. "Are you cold?" I ask. She doesn't respond with words, rather she shakes her head no and clinches her eyes shut. I was right. She isn't cold, she's aroused and I love it. Her body's shaking gets more pronounced and I realize she's ready. She's more than ready and needs to release so I move farther down and kneel in between her legs. I wrap my arms under and around the top of her thighs and position my mouth over her clitoris. Using my tongue, I begin to pleasure her while burrowing my nose in her pubic hair. Katherine's hips try to move wildly but my arms restrain her so that I can maintain clitoral contact. Katherine's back arches and she grabs wads of sheet, twisting and pulling as if the material will help her endure the agony of an impending orgasm. I can feel how wet she is. Her luscious juices are around my mouth and even dripping down my chin. I would love nothing more than to continue sucking her rock hard clitoris but I want her to experience more. I push two fingers into Katherine's engorged vagina and curl them upward. Her torso twists and a moan manifests from deep inside her chest. I continue to curl and uncurl my fingers and suck her clitoris. With my free hand, I reach up and pinch one of Katherine's nipples. That does it. Katherine takes about three more breaths then her body stiffens like a board, her eyes become fixated on a certain spot, and a second later, her body convulses into all-encompassing spasms of delight. I stop sucking her clitoris and continue stroking her g-spot causing her vaginal to grip at spasmodic intervals. Her body trembles each time my fingers curl upward and she gasps for air. Katherine is beautiful and what her body can do is wondrous. Her face, neck, and chest are flushed with blood and she has a faint shimmer of sweat in between her breasts.