By a strange twist of fate, I, a slim and attractive woman, had been widowed for some 10 years. I had not loved my older super rich husband as he was violent, abusive and controlling. I definitely considered every part of our life together was something appalling, something to be endured. I had come to believe that women like me who actually stayed in abusive marriages devoid of any positive human emotion were the weakest of our gender. However, I felt trapped by the love I had for my children and my inability to escape either physically or financially to somewhere, anywhere with them. Our sex life was perverse but I sometimes did enjoy his fetish of watching me being fucked by other women. I found these lesbian interludes a temporary escape from reality. I must confess I looked forward to them and they often took me to the heights of sexual arousal and sometimes induced uncontrollable orgasms. After his death, I soon realized I did not want any man. His murder resulted in me spending time reflecting on just who and what I was, or more precisely, what I had become. I soon realised I was a lesbian.
I was accustomed to being sexually active and had always enthusiastically fantasized about unadulterated lesbian relationships. Still, as they say, in the closet, I soon sought anonymous lesbians relationships usually dredged from the depths of the sleazy bars of the city. The majority of these encounters I found satisfying, but occasionally a woman would take me to the next level. Such women would dominate me, use me, and this usually culminated in me losing total control and I would experience the most incredible multiple orgasms, occasionally passing out from the combined effects of being abused and the added pleasure it induced. On one of my regular forages, I encountered a long time acquaintance with the same, if not a more perverse objective and she, Janis, took me to the depths of my sexual depravity. On our many scouting trips, we worked as a team, to hunt the lesbians who were incredibly submissive. I discovered that watching Janis dominate and humiliate other women and girls was my passport to orgasm, particularly if she forced them to suck my clit, abuse either or both of my holes or squirt over me while I sucked them to orgasm. Of course, we also had an exquisite private sex life, but right now Janis was about to leave for good and I am pissed off!
My freedom to visit my lesbian partner was limited as I was the mother of twin girls. Right now though, my daughters were out clubbing, taking advantage of their newly acquired adult status, so I decided to take advantage of their absence to see Janis just one more time. Dressing in my sexiest underwear, my thigh length stockings, which I invariable wore, and the highest heels that I could walk in, I went to visit Janis in our sex nest. My intention was to make one final attempt to re-ignite our sexual relationship, but all I found was Janis amid a myriad of wooden chests containing the sum total of her possessions. I stood in shock and stared at the scene, but my focus was drawn to several old cardboard boxes, marked with Alison, my name. They contained all our sex toys: dildos, restraints, a mask and, well you name it. To me they represented great times, but there they were, discarded like so much junk in some shitty cardboard boxes.
In this place of my sexual fulfilment, I argued and enticed but to no avail. Finally, in an attempt to make her realise what she was giving up I said, "Well, I guess I will just trawl the bars for as many lesbian subs I can manage to dominate at one session!" and then hastily added "and maybe a couple of pricks as well"
Janis infuriated me by just sitting there on one of the chests. Her legs crossed wearing her conservative business skirt and jacket, with a slight smile on her lips and a knowing look in her eye.
"Alison" she said calmly as she stood to face me "You will do nothing of the kind. One, you're a lesbian slut through and through, a prick could never make your juices flow like almost any girl can". She slapped my face.
"Two" she continued before I could interrupt "you're one the most submissive of all the twats that I have had the pleasure of dominating and fucking!" Slapping my face again even harder and adding in a confident voice "You are incapable of dominating anyone and I will sorely miss my favourite submissive slut, but I will always know where to find you".
Janis grabbed one of my breasts. Squeezing my tit hard and ignoring both my squeals and the tears welling in my eyes from the pain of her grip and the humiliation of her words, she added frostily "at my convenience of course slut ... oh and make sure you come crawling if I call".
"I am not a submissive slut Janis," I screamed "I'm a". Slap! A hard blow landed on the side of my face.
"Alison, on your knees!" she interrupted quietly while increasing the vice like grip on my tit.
Startled into silence I stared at her defiantly determined to prove her words incorrect.
"Now" she commanded coldly.
My determined resistance lasted only an instant longer and I sank to my knees as she lifted her skirt to reveal her vagina; the cunt I had so often sucked as it flowed with her juices.
"Make me cum with your tongue. Now" Janis ordered.
She knew that my being there was to do just that, Janis opened her legs ever so slightly and moved forward to stand over me. My tongue had barely made contact with her labia when she ordered me to stop. She moved away towards one of the chests and bent over it, her arse in the air.
"Slut, tongue my arse," Janis ordered.
However, as I moved to stand in order to follow her to the chest, she barked "No crawl like the ass licking lesbian slave you are".
I started to crawl toward her, feeling humiliated by the sexual partner I had had for many years. I had, of course, licked her cunt, her arse and fingered her rosebud many times before, but surely, I reasoned, I had always been in control of my own actions. I had always wanted to stick my tongue up her arse, in her cunt; I had wanted to taste her cum, her squirting juices. I was the one that had always desired it. It was I thought me taking advantage of her, not her, not Janis demanding it of me. However, this was different I was about to do as she commanded, want it or not. If I did not stand and refuse to do as I was ordered I would be truly dominated, a submissive lesbian, her lesbian submissive slut for now. I was confused both desiring what she offered and nauseated by the manner in which she was demanding it.
As if Janis knew my dilemma, she turned her head and spoke quietly but firmly, "Tongue my arse. Now! Lesbian slut".
My decision was made and for the first time in my life I consciously submitted completely to another's will. Conquered, I hurriedly crawled to perform my appointed task. Finally, I thought, I had to accept that I was a submissive; realizing that being dominated was what I desired and what I wanted.
As I came near to Janis, I reached up and tenderly spread her arse cheeks to reveal her anus. I buried my face between her cheeks and let my tongue flick around her anal rose, breathing in the pungent aroma and tasting the acrid remnants of her last shit residing just below the outer boundaries of her rectum. Janice moaned ever so slightly as my tongue attempted to force its way into her, but as I positioned my finger to penetrate her anus, she yelled, "Only your tongue, slut".
As commanded, I immediately resumed my licking and began pushing my tongue as hard as I could into her anal passage. I was confused and my tongue and face muscles were beginning to ache from the constant pushing. It seemed to take an eternity to relax her sphincter muscles but I finally penetrated the orifice, though my tongue, in agony with the effort, could penetrate no more than half the length of my finger. I thrust my tongue in and out of the now willing hole. Janice seemed to appreciate my attentions, moaning and yelling obscenities at me; her anal tongue fucking slave slut. Eventually when I thought my tongue could take no more, Janis gave a slight shudder, reaching behind her, grabbing my head and ramming my face hard into her arse while congratulating herself on owning a shit-licking bitch. Janis finally slackened her grip and as I relaxed, she grabbed my hair and hurled me to the floor. She stood up and looked down at me with a quizzical smile.
"Your mouth will have some of my shit in it, will it not?" Janis asked almost politely.