Since my return to Exeter I have been trying out some of my old haunts trying to find my new way in the world, one thing I have realised is that I am older and the life I once led is no longer an option.
My mind turned to the women I have been friends with over the years my first port of call was Lynda. She had been in an abusive marriage when I first met her and that relationship was in part why we split up, she looked great when we met up and to be honest I wanted to bed her on the spot but we had drinks and a meal but our relationship was over and she pointed out to me that although she was fond of me she was in a stable relationship that was loving and caring, and there was no way she wanted to return to any kind of relationship with me the would risk that I think on reflection I would have just been using her if it had gone any further, we kissed on the cheek after our meal and to this date I have not seen her again.
My next port of call was to Suzan's office, I had several relationships within that office one of which was with Suzan herself, but most of the staff had changed since I had worked with her company I found to be out of luck there Suzan herself was only to happy to see me and introduced me to her latest possession a woman by the name of Alice, she was a butch looking young woman far different from Suzan's normal toys but I suppose that tastes change as we all get older. We had an interesting afternoon mostly of Alice taking charge of us both and using both of our bodies for her own gratification and entertainment, this was a pleasant experience, but not one that was satisfying enough for me to play second fiddle to a far younger woman and one with an obvious more dominant personality.
Lastly my mind moved towards Kath, I didn't see her as a prospect for a lasting relationship but the last time I was in her company I felt overwhelmed with her presences and her sexual desirers were ones that I could easily aspire to satisfy.
I rang her only to get an answer phone, sheepishly I left a message, it was three days later I received a message back saying that she was out of town and that she would look me up on her return.