A chance meeting between to two friends
(This is my first story. It is about A young woman's journey of discovery. About how she learns about herself and her desires and her struggle for love and acceptance. There are some sexual situations here, but not many. if you are looking for intense sexual encounters, this first chapter will not be satisfying.
I have tried to set the stage and give you a background to enter my imagination and meet my main characters, two women, born and raised in the same small town and friends from birth. I hope if you have a little patience and see how they grow and change as they discover themselves. I would love to hear your comments and even suggestions for future chapters just be kind in your critiques as I am very new at this.)
Thank you
----- Maggie
Where do I begin? I guess as in all good stories the beginning would be best. I had been friends with Margo for as long as I could remember. Our mothers, Amanda and Susan, were friends before us and had met in the hospital labor room waiting to deliver their first babies. Both women were just out of high school, old enough to have babies of their own, but hardly ready for the responsibility of being a parent.
Both girls had lived similar lives and had similar expectations about their roles as women, as wives and now new mothers. Susan, Blond haired, blue eyed and fair skinned, and Amanda, darker in hair and eye color, had been groomed by their own mothers to see the world through the old fashioned conservative lens of their community. No thoughts of college or a career, they were expected to marry as soon as possible after graduation from high school, raise a family and care for them, just like their moms had done.
Don't get me wrong they were happy. Only women from the big cities had careers and worked outside the home. Everyone living in their small town knew a woman's real life revolved around her family and the close female friends she made. Every one of the girls in their small circle of friends thought the same way. They each were very outgoing and made friends easily in High school taking part in the many in school and after school programs.
They both had gotten good grades in all their academic classes, but their real focus had been on their home economics classes and learning to sew, cook and clean. By the time they graduated they were in love with their high school sweetheart and ready to marry and care for their future family. This was their life and just how it was supposed to be.
The small labor room of the local hospital became the ideal place to make a new friend. The two were amazed to discover thet had gone to the same school, knew many of the same people and yet had never met until now. The two single adjustable beds, side by side, a small bedside table without even a telephone to reach the outside world, separated them as they suffered the beginnings of labor. The two eighteen year olds, experiencing probably the most pain of their sheltered young lives were frightened and In the middle of contractions and between the sharp pains, they turned to each other for some comfort. They chatted and shared silly secrets to get their minds off their labors.
They had been warned by their mothers that labor was hard work. " that is why it is called labor," a common joke with all the women in town. They were told that they would be in a great deal of pain and then the doctor would come, put them to sleep and they would wake up with a baby.
Sharing stories of their boyfriends, now husbands seemed the best way to take their minds off of their pain and the fear of things to come. They lay in bed, covered in sweat as each painful contraction got worse and worse, reaching a point where only sharing their secret fantasies and most forbidden dreams took their minds off the pain.
Neither of the girl's husbands were present in the labor room. It was something new being done in the bigger city hospitals, but here in the local community hospital, it was not allowed. Even if it had been offered, both husbands would have declined preferring to sit outside in a room with the other expectant fathers and their families, wait for the news of their new child's birth. Their middle-aged fathers clearly remembering how they felt when their sons were born at this very same hospital. The new Grandfathers to be commented on how time seemed to have stopped as they sat in this same room once again. This time it was their sons turn to do the pacing waiting for a child to arrive.
Real men, the younger men, had been told did not get involved in women's work and having a baby was definitely a woman's job. It was their job to sit and prepare to welcome their newborn child. They had plenty of time to get ready to celebrate and pat themselves on the back for a job well done. It was their job to get balloons, stuffed toys and flowers for their wife and buy cigars to pass out to friends and even strangers that they met.
So alone and frightened and in pain with only an overworked delivery nurse coming into the room once in a while, the two young women became fast friends. They just seemed to form an instant bond over a shared traumatic experience. The doctor came, they fell asleep and woke up to find that they now shared a room and each had had a baby girl. Fathers only got to see their babies through the glass of the nursery and visiting hours were strictly enforced so new moms would be able to learn of the mysteries of new motherhood.
All was well in town as two new female members of the community were born and two older ones just fell right in step with tradition. The strict conservative values of the town were safe for another generation.
The new mothers continued to bond between breast feeding and diaper changes and learning from the nurses all they could about caring for a newborn. They spent their time kissing, cooing and hugging their babies. They could only see their husbands and family for short periods, twice a day. In that short time the in- laws and the out-laws argued about what the young couple had to name the new baby girl. Each grandmother sure they knew best. It was fun to watch the both sets of in-laws debate lists of acceptable baby names from both sides of the families, completely ignoring the actual mother and father in this vital discussion.
Later, both girls laughed at the drama caused by the heated discussion. Amanda and then Susan used their imaginations and spent the evening making funny combinations of names their families demanded they choose. it was a wonderful diversion as they sat in adjacent rocking chairs and nursed. Susan, who was a bit of a rebel, giggling the entire time, suggested they teach their mothers a lesson and break with tradition and choose their daughters' names themselves.
Amanda, who was never anything but an adoring daughter, imagined the scandal naming the babies themselves would cause and she was all in. later that night, now filled with the same rebellious spirit as Susan, she suggested switching the babies to see If nursing felt different with a different baby at their breast. With a naughty gleam in her sparkling blue eyes, Susan agreed and checking that no nurse came into the room, gently gave Amanda her baby and cradled Amanda's in her arms. This so simple act during the dead of night somehow would join these women and their baby girls together forever.
Surreptitiously and checking that they remained totally alone in the darkened room, Amanda took Susan's daughter and fed the infant from her swollen milk filled breast. At the same time Susan enticed Amanda's baby with a milk covered nipple. The babies nursed and the new mothers made a vow to be lifelong friends. They sat there, rocked slowly and fed each other's baby, switching them back when they switched breasts and before the nurses came to check on them.
Each night in the hospital was spent the same way, forming a maternal bond with their own baby as well as each other's Their favorite past time as they nursed was imagining how their daughters would grow up, find nice boys to marry and live happily ever after. They even went as far as seeing their grandchildren play all together in their back yards.
By the time it came to formally put their daughters names on the birth certificates, They made their choice from their own list of names, not their parents. They also decided to use each other's given names as the middle names for the girls. What better way to cement their friendship. So it was settled I was to be named Courtney Susan and weighed in at a slim 5 pounds and 2 ounces and Susan's daughter was to be named Margo Amanda weighing a healthy, 7 pounds at birth. I was a small quiet baby with dark hair and dark eyes just like my mom, no bother all.
I learned all this from my mother, who loved to tell the tale of my birth and how she met her best girlfriend, usually once every week when Susan and her husband sat around the card table in our living room playing a rousing game of bridge.
She took delight in watching how embarrassed the men got at the mention of childbirth, breast feeding and diaper changing and why she felt so close to Amanda and her daughter Margo. She loved to tell how Margo was a fussy baby, crying to be fed, crying to be changed and wailing all day and all night for attention. It seemed even as a baby Margo wanted the world to know she was the boss and little had changed as she grew up. Yes, Margo and I had been friends from birth.
We shared everything from the first day home from the hospital, as our moms spent at least a part of each day together. Our mothers found our play dates just so precious and it gave them the chance to continue to nurse both of us girls. From the first days at preschool and Kindergarten, all the way through High School, we seemed joined at the hip.