I was lying on my bed, talking on the phone. Surprise, Surprise. It was a friend I had dreamed about getting in bed for a long time. She was no saint and yet she was still quite innocent. She was getting married to a nice guy. She was talking about the wedding and asking questions here and there. I told her among other things, that the best thing she could have was a personal attendant to keep her calm and keep all the petty problems off her back. Make sure it is someone you trust, who knows you very well, and handles stress and weddings pretty well.
She sat there listening to me and then asked, "Would you be my personal attendant since I fit all those things in her life?"
"Of course, how could I say no when I suggested it."
She then jokingly said "Being you are my PA, you can come over on Saturday. You are going to be in town anyways, so you can give me a massage. Besides, I have some other things I want to talk about, but not over the phone."
"You are pushing it, but your wish is my command and I will oblige you."
I went to her house Saturday afternoon. She answered the door in her robe and I knew I was in trouble. Control was going to have to be my thought of the day no matter what she wanted to talk about.
I sat down on the couch as she undid her robe. She had lotions laid out and a box I had never seen. "Whenever you are ready...." so she stood up and dropped her robe. I didn't let my jaw drop but it should have. She was wearing a string bikini. She had been working out and had lost about 20 pounds. She laid down on the floor and got comfortable.
In trying to hold my composure I asked, "What am I focusing on?"
"Yes."
I had her roll over so I could start with her head in my lap for two reasons. The first was my hands weren't greasy yet and the second was, I was not way turned on yet, emitting a scent that was undeniable but looking at her, it wouldn't take long.
I started the massage and she was very quiet. She reached for her stereo remote and turned it on. Soothing, relaxing music came wafting out. I had heard it before but I could not put my finger on it. I kept massaging and then it dawned on me what it was. It was a seduction CD that I had given her as a joke.
It starts out real calm and then as it progresses, it gets more and more passionate. I had to flip her over and get this done as soon as possible. She rolled over and untied her bikini top. I grabbed the lotion and began. I hadn't anymore gotten the lotion spread out and she asked the first question of many.
"Kaylee, I want to ask you a question that I have been thinking about for a while now. Have you had sex with a woman?"
I stayed real quiet, and then she went on, "I have been thinking about it, reading and I have some questions I want to ask of someone I know who has been with a woman."
I asked her one back. "Why do you think that I have?"
"Rumors, how you interact with us girls, the looks you sometimes have when you like what you see. Like just a little bit ago when I undid my robe."
I swallowed hard, I didn't know if I could do what she was about to ask.
"I have been thinking about this for almost a year now. You don't have to answer me. Finish my back and this will be over."
I thought for a second and then realized my hands were moving to the music. "I have been with several women but only 2 were serious and there are 2-3 that asked questions like I think you are going to ask."
I grabbed more lotion and laid my hands on her butt. "They then wanted to know what it felt like by someone they trusted, so reluctantly I did it. One of them turned on me and the other two just distanced themselves from me. I have 2 rules, one don't hurt me and two I will not make the first move because I don't know why anyone would want me to touch them or to be intimate with me."
She was really quiet. I worked down her legs, which were really tense. It gave me something to focus on. She looked back at me and said, "I want to know."
A shiver went down my spine as I worked on her feet. She must be focused because she is super ticklish. "So what do you want to know?"
"I read quite often that it is so much different being with a woman." I had finished her backside and motioned for her to roll over. She did without covering up. "Damn girl, those are amazing. What a rack!"
She smiled as I looked her in the eyes.
"The best way to show the difference is a kiss. I have heard you say that your man is a good kisser."
"Yes."
"If you want to really know the difference and you trust me, kiss me."
She sat up, thought for a second, and then leaned towards me. She was hesitant.
"Relax and pretend you are kissing him. I will do the rest."
She leaned in and our lips met, she pulled back and looked at me.
"Trust me, I won't hurt you, you are in control."
She slid back to me and tried again, this time like she was kissing him. I gave her a couple of seconds and then I started to kiss her with all the passion of a woman. The kiss only lasted mere moments and yet, she looked at me with a look of- can I have another now that I am not scared. This time when she moved in, I put my hands on her face like I was with one of my lovers. When this kiss ended, she was breathless.
"Lie down so I can finish your massage." I worked for a long time on her legs avoiding the Y. Her muscles felt like jello and she was very quiet.
When I moved up to her belly, she said "Is it always the feeling that you are the most important, beautiful woman in the world and you are floating on a cloud?"
"I am sure there are bad kissers and bad lovers out there but I learned well and I was good from the beginning, but a good kiss stems from caring. My first encounter was with a great sex partner who had always been a lesbian. She had lots of partners over the years, but swore that our first time together was not my first time with a woman, even though it was. I have NEVER approached a woman, or man for that matter. I am NOT worth it. No one should have to see or be with me, but I am the biggest pleaser in the world. I get off on getting others off, without ever being touched from the other person."