Tutored in Temptation -- Part 6
Author's Note: All characters, events, and places described in this narrative are products of the author's imagination. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental. All characters involved in sexual activities in this story are over 18 years of age. Obviously, this type of behaviour from a teacher is not condoned in real life.
As always, all comments and feedback are welcomed.
HF
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"Five... four... three... two... one... Happy New Year!"
The loud, raucous cheer erupted through the Lancaster household as the countdown reached its climax -- the end of the old year and the beginning of the new one. The large screen television mounted on the wall of the living room displayed an impressive spectacle of fireworks blooming over the London Eye and the River Thames that wound through the centre of London, the vibrant colours lighting up the night in a series of red, green, yellow, white and blue sparkles. The living room was alive with laughter and music, with glasses clinking as the guests exchanged New Year's greetings.
Emily stood in the middle of it all, a champagne flute in her hand, her husband Jonathan beside her, the picture of a perfect upper-middle class English couple -- Jonathan being a corporate lawyer for a respected firm in London and Emily being a high school English teacher for a prestigious private school nestled in the nearby Surrey countryside. His arm brushed hers as he leaned in towards her with a warm smile.
"Happy New Year, Em," he said, his voice low but tender, carrying a depth of affection for his beloved wife. Having been married for nearly a decade, this was their eleventh New Year's celebration they had shared together. In that time, their love had grown, they'd married and started a family together, embarking on the demanding but infinitely rewarding journey of raising their now six-year-old daughter. In that time, albeit more recently, Emily had also illicitly embarked on secret and highly taboo relationship with one of her students in the Upper Sixth Form, a young Nigerian teenager named Darius Okoro, one of the school's most talented football players
The brown-haired woman turned to him, her own smile carefully crafted, her sparkling blue eyes giving nothing away. No one could know what she was doing in secret, what she had done again only a few days earlier when she had met Darius in a deserted park in the Surrey countryside outside Guildford. "Happy New Year, Jon," Emily replied to her husband, tilting her face up towards his as he kissed her lovingly. She felt the warmth of his lips against hers, familiar and steady, yet her mind betrayed her, even at this warm moment. The memory of Darius's kiss, hungry and urgent in the cool forest air just days ago, lingered at the edge of her consciousness. I... I need to focus... focus on Jon... she thought to herself.
Emily broke the kiss, forcing herself to meet Jonathan's gaze with as much sincerity as she could muster. She knew in her heart that he deserved more than the half-hearted affection she was offering and the guilt weighed on her. It was like this every time she was with Darius since they had started their affair several months earlier -- their intense passion and desire for each other would overcome her, followed by feelings of guilt and shame when she returned to her family.
However, she had recently come to a disconcerting realisation that the guilt and shame was becoming easier to push aside, her mind instantly recalling the passion, the excitement, the lust she felt whenever she was alone with the young Black teenager. She gave her husband a little smile, gazing at him with her sparkling blue eyes. If only he knew... she mused to herself.
Around them, the room buzzed with the joy of the new year that had just started. Guests hugged, kissed, and broke into an impromptu rendition of
Auld Lang Syne
. Although it had been their turn to host the family Christmas lunch just days earlier, both Jonathan and Emily had agreed to host this year's New Year's Eve party too -- their guests were a familiar mixture of family, friends, acquaintances and work colleagues.
On the floor by the fireplace, Sophie sat nestled among the other children, her small frame clad in her favourite oversized pyjamas, her blue eyes wide but weary. At just six years old, the excitement of staying up until midnight had clearly taken its toll. Emily glanced over, catching her daughter trying to stifle a yawn.
Emily's maternal instinct kicked in as she moved towards her and leaned down, brushing a stray curl of brown hair from Sophie's face. "Soph... time for bed, sweetie," she said gently to her daughter.
Sophie's big blue eyes, so like her own, gazed up at her mother with sleepy protest. Emily was surprised that she'd made it that far that night -- clearly the excitement to see the New Year fireworks had been the source of her additional energy. "But Mummy... all the other kids are still awake..." she proclaimed, always ready to argue her case. Jonathan had always said proudly that she would one day follow in his footsteps and make a great lawyer.
Emily smiled, her heart softening at her daughter's words. Despite what she was doing with Darius, she still thought of herself as a devoted mother. "Yes, but they're older than you. I said you could stay up until midnight, and you did. Now it's time to sleep, sweetie."
Sophie pouted for a moment but then yawned, her resistance melting as exhaustion set in. It had been a big evening for her, playing with the plethora of other children that their family and friends had brought over for the evening -- Emily had seen her holding court in her bedroom earlier in the evening, proudly showing the other girls her doll collection. "Okay," she murmured sleepily, standing up and taking her mother's outstretched hand.
There were a few desultory "G'nights" from the other children, most of them looking quite tired, Emily noted to herself. She turned towards Jonathan. "I'll just put Soph to bed."
"Ok, hon," he said before he turned his attention to his daughter. "G'night, munchkin," he said, leaning down and giving her a kiss on the cheek and a hug that his daughter woozily returned. Emily felt another twinge of guilt in the pit of her stomach at the tender sight of her husband and daughter. What am I doing? What would she think of me if she knew what I was doing? The disconcerting thoughts echoed in her mind for a second before Emily pushed them away. Don't think about it... think about your family...
Taking her daughter's hand, they made their way upstairs, the noise of the party fading slightly, though bursts of laughter and music still drifted up from below. The staircase was adorned with fairy lights, the soft glow casting a warm ambience -- Emily and Sophie had spent the morning decorating the house in preparation for the party. She'd even positioned several of her favourite stuffed animals in the front hall to greet guests as they arrived. Emily led Sophie to the bathroom and knelt beside her as the little girl brushed her teeth with slow, sleepy movements.
"Good girl," Emily murmured, smoothing Sophie's brown hair as she rinsed her mouth. Together, they walked to Sophie's bedroom, the footsteps silent on the plush carpet of the hallway. Her daughter's room was softly lit by a small night light shaped like a teddy bear and as Emily tucked Sophie into her bed, she smoothed the blanket down over her tiny frame. "Goodnight, sweetie. Happy New Year. I'll close the door, so the adults don't wake you, okay?"
Sophie nodded, her eyelids already drooping. "Okay, Mummy..."
Leaning down, Emily pressed a soft kiss to her daughter's forehead. For a moment, she lingered, watching Sophie's peaceful expression as she drifted off to sleep. Emily's chest tightened. Sophie was the purest part of her life, a beacon of innocence amidst the tangled web of illicit desire and passion that she had woven with Darius.
As she stepped out of the bedroom, she turned back for one last look at her daughter. Sophie's breathing was even, her small hand clutching the edge of her blanket. Emily closed the door with care, the latch clicking softly into place.
Downstairs, the party was still in full swing, music playing and the television showing scenes from other New Year's Eve celebrations from around the world in Ultra High-Definition clarity. She found Jonathan in the kitchen, pouring more drinks for a group of friends, laughing at something one of them had said. Emily watched him from the hallway for a moment, taking in the sight of him at ease, surrounded by the people he cared about. Family, friends, colleagues. She felt a pang of something in her chest -- was it guilt? Regret? Shame? Or perhaps just the weight of her own conflicted heart. What am I doing?, she thought once again.
Turning towards the living room, she found it was a lively scene: her sister-in-law dancing with her husband, one of Jonathan's work colleagues telling a boisterous story that had a small group of guests in fits of laughter. The warmth of the gathering was undeniable, but Emily felt detached, like she was watching it all through frosted glass. I wonder what Darius is doing at the moment?
The thought echoed in her mind. Why is it so easy to think about him? She had messaged him earlier in the day using the secret burner phone that she kept hidden in a drawer under her tights. It had been brief, wishing him a Happy New Year. But it also felt... natural... as if they were a couple in a relationship, messaging each other, sharing thoughts and feelings. But they weren't that: she was his teacher, his tutor, his secret lover.