Charlie looked over at the pharmacy across the road.
Her hands were couched by her thighs, as she pondered on an issue that had a clear solution.
Charlie wouldn't call herself a sexually active woman. She had lost her virginity in high school because she had reckoned that was the age every normal girl lost hers. Ronnie Lowell, the boy she had given it to, had been her neighbour for a while and was kind to her, which was more than she could say for the other boys that had crossed her path before him.
The sex had not been world turning, in fact, it had been quick, and if not for the slight pain that came with her hymen being broken, Charlie wasn't sure she felt anything else. Ronnie had enjoyed it though...and they had used a condom. It had been a gift from Ronnie's older brother and Charlie had been glad for it.
Where was she going with all of this?
Well, the truth was, aside that one time with Ronnie five years ago, Charlie had never really gotten around to having sex again. This meant, she hadn't had to go into a pharmacy for a condom, or in this case, a morning after pill.
It was no big deal. At least that was what the commercials said, as well as some of the ladies at the salons she often worked at. All she had to do was go in there and tell them she needed a Plan B or something to keep her from getting pregnant. Yes, she was slightly miffed she would have to spend money she hadn't budgeted for, but better that, than a pregnancy test, or even worse, a kid.
The thought of being pregnant for a man she was sure to never see again, had Charlie springing up from the bench and walking across to the pharmacy. She still couldn't move as sharply as she could twenty-four hours ago, and the reminder had left a permanent flush to her cheeks.
She had never been more thankful for the darkness of her skin.
The pharmacy was mostly empty when she stepped in. It was a bit early in the morning, so, the low patronage was expected. Her eyes scanned the rather unfamiliar surrounding, for the contraceptives section. The cashier at the counter gave her a glance, and Charlie could have sworn the middle-aged woman's eyes wandered over her outfit in question, but aside that, she paid her no mind.
Suffice it to say, she did not strut her way to the contraceptives section, with the same confidence she had walked into Radisson yesterday, despite being dressed in the same outfit.
Going home to change was out of the question, because that would mean Maris would see her, and there was no way Maris would let her be, without finding out just where she had been, in a short, black dress.
Once she stood in front of the contraceptives shelf, Charlie found herself in another state of indecisiveness. There were so many options. She took a deep breath, and snatched a random pack from the shelf, then hurried to the counter and dropped the pack on it with a sharp slap.
The middle-aged woman cocked a brow at her, "You need help, darling?" The woman asked, and Charlie was unsure if she meant help with choosing a contraceptive, or with her mental state.
"Uh..." she looked down at the contraceptive she had chosen, her brows furrowed...was it the right one?, "...I...I'd like to get this morning after pill?" She asked, more than stated.
The cashier looked down at the pack on the counter, "That's just a contraceptive pill, it's not a morning after pill."
If she were lighter, her cheeks would have been flushed pink, "Can you recommend something for me then?" She asked.
The cashier gave her a blank stare for a few seconds, and then shook her head slightly, as she walked over to the contraceptives shelf and fetched the correct pill.
Charlie had never been so relieved to walk out of a place after paying for the pill. Her next stop was at a restaurant to get a quick breakfast, and take the pill...the gazes she got at the diner though, reminded her she was still in her very scandalous dress.
A quick glance at the wall clock told her Maris must have left for her shift. It was now safe to return to the house. This dress was uncomfortable anyway, and if she paraded around town long enough in this, someone was bound to walk up to her and make solicitations they had no business making.