"Don't be nervous, Babe," Angelo said as he pushed a loose hair behind my ear, "it's nothing we haven't done before."
I knew he was right, but the sure, calm tone of his voice didn't keep my heart from beating as if I'd just finished running a marathon. Yeah, we'd done this before... all of this, but never in front of anyone, let alone cameras.
"I'm fine," I lied, swallowing audibly. I pulled my robe tighter around my waist. He was able to wear normal fucking clothes: some sneakers, a pair of jeans, and a tight-fitting tee shirt. I, on the other hand, had to wear a pair of heels that made brought me almost up to Angelo's shoulders, some cranberry red fishnets, a black g-string, and a cranberry red and black corset. I looked like a complete and total whore, but then again, that was the point.
"I know you are. You're a trooper... I know you can take it," he said looking into my eyes suggestively. He smiled a smile that made me melt... I was ready.
He gently took my hand and guided me towards the door of the dressing room. On the way out, I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror. Though I was terrified, the layers of makeup made me feel like I was another person. Maybe this wouldn't be so bad, after all.
Angelo led me down a dark hallway and opened a door on our left. We walked inside, hand-in-hand, the lights were blinding! "You'll get used to it," he said calmly, watching me squint and blink repeatedly before my eyes finally adjusted to the bright light, "You have to have good lighting so you don't miss anything," he explained quietly.
'Great,' I thought glumly, 'Not only will I be fucking my boyfriend on camera, there will be lights shining up my ass so they won't miss anything. Joy.'
A short man with glasses and a bald spot approached us. I felt as Angelo possessively wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me close to him. "Excellent! Outstanding! It's great to see you, Angelo... and this beautiful creature must be...." he said, pausing.
"Mya," Angelo said, looking down on him, "my girlfriend. Mya, this is Jack, my agent/producer/director."
"Yes, yes, Mya, nice to finally meet you, Dear... I have heard a lot about you," he said, looking at me as if he couldn't wait to see me naked... I wanted to throw up, especially knowing that he would have the chance.
"The pleasure's all mine," I lied, Angelo squeezing me tightly as if to tell me not to be too friendly.
No doubt noticing Angelo's subtle warning, Jack turned his attention to Angelo. "What is her name?" he asked.
"I've already told you, it's Mya," he said, slightly annoyed.
"No, no, her name," Jack said raising his eyebrows.
Angelo sat and thought for a minute, we had never discussed this before. "You know, Jack, we never really thought about it," he said, shrugging his shoulders.
"Her name is Athena. I wanted to keep the Greek mythology thing going... Athena Kiss," he said dismissively.
"With all due respect, Jack, I think it was Aphrodite that was the one who fell in love with Adonis, not Athena," I said, a little bothered with the fact that a perfect stranger was trying to pick out my name.
"You may be right, Miss Mya, but Aphrodite doesn't go very well with 'Kiss', now does it?" he replied shortly. I don't think I'll be liking him very much.
"Alright, people! Places! Ten minutes to showtime!" Jack yelled loudly, ignoring the fact that he was already using a megaphone, and turned towards the crew. My heart felt like it was gonna explode.
Angelo grabbed my hand and pulled me to a secluded area. "Okay, Babe, this is it. There's only a few rules while you're on camera: 1) Never, ever say my name, 2) Act as if there are no retakes, just go with whatever happens, 3) You can't redo a male cumshot, make the first one good, and 4) Don't be self-conscious, everyone who is watching the video is horny as hell and you can do damn near anything and they'll still get off to it," he said seriously, I tried my damndest to remember everything he said but I couldn't make any promises. He pulled me into a hug, "I love you, Mya and no matter what happens on set, nothing will change that."
"I love you, too," I said quietly, pulling him down for a kiss. Soon, the soft kiss evolved into one that was much more intense and lust-driven, he attacked my mouth with his and I bit and pulled on his bottom lip until he groaned. He dropped his hands to the front of my robe and untied the belt. I shrugged myself free of its confines and let it fall to the ground. He reached behind me and roughly squeezed my ass, giving it a sharp slap. I moaned in his mouth.
Before long, Jack was yelling at us through his megaphone, snapping me out of my trance. "Save some of that intensity for the camera!"
The script was weird, I was supposed to be masturbating wanting someone to fuck me and 'bam!' out of nowhere, Angelo or Adonis was supposed to appear to grant my wish by knocking on my door. It made sense and I suppose if it wasn't for me being in the movie, it would be a pretty hott idea. Though it made no sense for me to be wearing what I was, if I was wearing that, I wouldn't be home alone masturbating!