It was only a week after my punishment that I was expected to go back to the black club for the formal initiation that would make a white sex slave of me. I was to be owned by the black man called Robert. His plan was to bred me as many times as he could; my womb would belong to him.
I also knew that my initiation would involve me being tattooed and collared to show the world that I was black owned.
My husband Ed was excited to see me given up to be a black man's sex slave. He encouraged me to go through with it, insisting that that was my purpose in life.
I still had grave misgivings, but having been caned already for my reluctance, and with Ed pushing me forward, I saw no alternative but to go through with it. Suffice it to say I was very frightened.
The day of my scheduled enslavement was very strange. Ed was the most loving husband, encouraging me all the way. He took me to a spa that was recommended by men at the club. I had an appointment with a particular black lady who knew what she was preparing me for.
She was very beautiful, so much so that I felt a little intimidated. But she was also very gentle. She started by trimming and dyeing my hair. She soaked and bathed me in an aromatic bath. Then she shaved me. Finally she gave me a manicure and pedicure, coloring my finger and toe nails bright red.
The way I was pampered, I should have been completely relaxed, but the uncertainty of what lay before me overshadowed everything.
Back home, Ed took charge. He dressed me in an outfit he had picked out for the occasion. The shortest possible shorts, nice and tight. And a string bikini top of very thin material. Black high heels completed my wardrobe. Ed likes the way I tend to thrust my pelvis out as I walk in them. He says I'm very sexy wearing heels. Of course there was no underwear. Ed believes that a slut shouldn't wear underwear.
Ed drove me to the club. I was feeling the convergence of the very complex, mixed and strong emotions of fear, excitement, and pending loss.
Even though it was a warm day, I was shivering slightly. My pussy was wet. My nipples were taunt, clearly visible against the flimsy fabric of my top.
Ed was cheery and kept telling me how proud he was of me, and how it was my destiny to be a brood mare for black men.
I felt that I might throw up at any moment.
We arrived at the club at the appointed hour of 5 o'clock.
Everyone was happy to see us as I was the main attraction for the evening.
We were greeted at the door by the black man, chosen by the leaders of the club, who was to be my master. His name is Robert. Robert was 40 years old, 6'3" tall, very muscular, and pitch black. Looking at him I just knew he would be breeding black babies.
Just as before, the place was dark, all the shades were drawn, and it smelled distinctly of sex and marijuana smoke. The lighting was low except for lights over several breeding tables. These were padded benches raised just high enough that a tall black man could stand as he fucked the white girl chained to it.
For the first 15 minutes, Robert took me around and introduced me to some of the members of the club. There were about 30 people there. I got many compliments on my slutty outfit. During that short time, I had several drinks and smoked a little marijuana to help steady my nerves. I may have looked calm and collected on the outside, but I was shacking in fear on the inside in anticipation of what was about to happen to me.
It seamed as if no time at all had passed before Robert introduced me to a group of black women explaining, "these fine black ladies are going to get you ready for your formal presentation to the members of the club."
The women smiled at me as if they knew something I didn't.
"You ready to become black property honey?" one of them asked.
"Here let's take off those slutty clothes. You white trash wear the sluttiest outfits." said another.
With that they stripped me naked. Then they proceeded to oil my body. It was odd to feel all those hands touching, rubbing oil on to me, all at the same time.
When they were done, and my body was liberally covered with oil, one of them called, "the bitch is ready boys."
Four black men came and lead me outside to a fancy wooden cross in back of the building. With two men lifting me up, the others tied me by my wrists and feet so I was suspended.