Hours later...
She stared at the ceiling. What had she done? So caught up in her emotions, hormones.
This wasn't some stupid movie. This was her life and she put so much at risk.
There was one thing she promised, she couldn't let this happen again...
PART TWO --
She looked down at her body, nipples erect, chest heaving to introduce oxygen to her system. Was it all a dream? She looked down and saw her black and pink panties. The sex was a dream. Her oral escapade the night before was not though. She was so aroused from sex with John and then sucking off Darren that her dreams had become bad porn. Little did she know that Darren had a similar dream that night as well.
Janine had made a decision to avoid Darren except for the times she saw him at Golf. She stayed friendly with him, mostly to keep John or Darren's wife from becoming suspicious. He was the same for the most part and acted the same around her. It was almost as if nothing ever happened and this made Janine wonder about their experiences together. She hoped that if she could survive the summer that these urges would leave her and maybe things with John would improve.
As Fall began so did school and Janine suddenly had a lot less free time. Her own workouts had slowed down, but her time spent with John had stayed the same. They still got a long, but the sex was routine and now John seemed even more disinterested in her orgasms or the act itself. They acted more like college roommates than husband and wife.
The pounds began to creep up on Janine who had always taken pride in her looks. Wanting to avoid Darren she decided to go to the gym at different times and even worked out on campus when she needed to get a sweat going. She really hated the campus gym because co-workers and students seemed to make it a point to come and stare at the hot faculty member working out. The funny thing is that she hated the attention, but during her times with Darren she enjoyed his roaming eyes and getting him to stare at her. Perhaps it was because he was married and the thrill of the chase was apparent.
She spent many hours on the elliptical machine trying to rationalize her behaviors and what was behind them. Economics, to her, was psychology for the masses. It allowed her to explain the behavior of populations and people, even though the reason always seemed to come down to money. Her mind ran in circles and circles trying to figure out what had gotten into her. She had always been a decisive person, and in this instance her mind had seemed to make a decision towards a purely evil and bad behavior.
Was it wrong? If two adults want to play golf together, they play golf. They can be workout partners and indulge in other physical activities. Why can't human beings separate emotions and sex? However, was sex without emotion any good? How could she know? She became incensed and hot at the thought of Darren's cock in her mouth. His moaning and tensing, the feel of power when she took him in her mouth was intoxicating. Was she doing it to help a friend or enjoy herself?
Could a selfless act like oral sex be pleasuring to the person giving it? Was it because she was getting a married man to admit she could do something his wife couldn't or wouldn't? Was it that she could arouse a man like him, so fit, successful and well endowed? So many things swimming through her head she wondered if they would ever stop. Time takes care of everything right?
As Janine would workout more and more on campus she would run into many male students who would try to engage her in conversation. She was always polite and a good talk. While they would try to steer towards more personal matters she was always cordial and professional. This would puzzle her later in the days as she would wonder why she wasn't attracted at all to these younger men. Women her age were supposed to love younger guys right? It's the popular thing nowadays isn't it?
The fall semester had come and gone. Mid-terms, holidays, winter break, family and friends consumed so much of Janine's time she never really had a chance to run into Darren. The golf league had ended in the late fall and things began to pick up for John and Janine. The one time she had run into him was briefly at a bar when John brought Janine out on the Wednesday before Thanksgiving. Known as Black Wednesday the bars were packed.
Since John was a co-worker of Darren's wife Nicole it was expected that he would be with her. Janine still remembered that night. Many of the sales people had gotten quite loud and drunk. Nicole and Darren being light drinkers and outsiders sat back and enjoyed being people watchers. They would exchange glances, but at first the glances would always be accompanied by a look of guilt and shame. They both worried that the other harbored ill feelings. Perhaps felt that they had gone too far.
"Hey you." Darren softly spoke as he caught Janine at the bar. Both of them were fetching drinks for their spouses.
She didn't want him to think that she wasn't adult enough to handle what had happened between them. She tried to play it like nothing ever happened between them.
"You having as much as fun as I am?" Janine quipped.
"Oh yeah, It's nice being the driver. I get to take it easy and observe this group..." Darren commented.
"Living vicariously through others?" Janine asked him.
"Always! My life isn't all that exciting. You know that." He joked as he pointed towards some sales people on the dance floor. They were contorting their bodies in something that looked oddly like a dance.
Janine laughed a bit, partly at the dancing sales people and another part that his life wasn't exciting. Wasn't this summer exciting to him? She thought better of it and didn't want to pursue that conversation. To her the fact that she was just talking to him like an old friend again was comforting.
Just then the bartender came with drinks for Darren. Instead of heading off he stayed there and talked to her. He enjoyed talking to his neighbor again. Talking to her never seemed forced or uneasy. It didn't hurt that she had soft shiny hair that framed an incredibly sexy face.
The two ended up finding a table and their spouses found them. Nicole and John both dragged their spouses out onto the dance floor as a fast paced pop hit came on the loud speakers. Both couples laughed as they tried to perform one corny move after another.
At one point Nicole grabbed John and screamed "wife swap!"
Now Janine and Darren were together for the next song as they both bounced to the music. Darren doing a safe two step while Janine did a dance that did nothing to stop her cleavage from warbling with each movement. As the song blended into a more hip hop style rhythm Janine decided to loosen up a little. Maybe trying to impress her neighbor she tried matching his two step. He rocked his shoulders and she did the same. With each sway her breasts would bounce and then she would head to the other direction to repeat the movement. Darren couldn't help but look down and dream about this past summer. She glanced up at him and as she lifted her head and looked at him through her strands of her he looked at her. She had caught him and just gave him a warm sly smile.
