Chapter 9
More than just a job and not all just dirty talk, Malcolm makes June a proposition.
"There's nothing that you can do for me that I can't do for myself, June."
"There's nothing I can do for you? I don't understand," she said looking at him. "Unless you're a contortionist and have a blowup doll at home, I can think of a couple of things that I can do for you that you aren't able to do for yourself," she said with a laugh.
"Point taken," said Malcolm laughing too. "Actually, pillow talk but without actually having sex does it for me. I can't get enough of dirty talk. I enjoy asking women what they've done and who they've done it with. I like knowing what their most embarrassing situations were, such as, if they were caught undressing or masturbating, if they lost a bikini top at the beach or someone was peeping on them through their bedroom window. I love knowing what turns them on and what makes them horny. I enjoy them telling me about what they think about when masturbating."
When he looked over at her, she removed any judgment from her face and accepted him for who he was, a horny, lonely, untrusting, big, black man.
"Being that you're so specific about your fetish, it certainly sounds like you know what you want," said June. "Only, other than you masturbating yourself while thinking about all that women told you about their most embarrassing experiences and what they think about while masturbating, just talking about sex and not having sex doesn't sound so sexually fulfilling to me. After they disclose what they've done and who they've done it with, after they tell you their most embarrassing experience, and after they confess what turns them on and what they masturbate about, the next progression would be having sex with them."
"Unfortunately, other than with a prostitute, there aren't many women who are comfortable freely talking about their sexual past, especially to a stranger. There's always that false premise that women are supposed to be pure and innocent. Conversely, from all the woman I've known, including my beloved sister, dear, departed, Lucille," said Malcolm bowing his head and signing himself. "Just as much of a sexual animal as are men, most women are sluts."
"And most men are pigs," said June with a laugh. "We're all human, Malcolm. We all have needs, wants, and desires," said June not wanting to be classified as a slut even though being paid to dress the way she was dressed and willing to do what was expected of her deemed her a slut.
"Maybe they feel guilty for what they did in the past and, in the way of holding up a mirror of shame to their face, they don't want to discuss what they did with someone who may be in their future. Maybe they think I'd think them a slut or a whore and, no doubt, I would. Most women think it odd that I want to know what they did sexually anyway. Perhaps they think if we were to develop a relationship, I'd throw it up in their face one day and, probably, one day, I would. That's why I pay Larry to find me someone for the privilege of having an arousing, erotic conversation."
"I see," said June looking at him with interest. "So let me get this straight. With all the women that Larry supplied you with, you just talk to them? You never touched them? They never touched you? You didn't have any sex with any of them?"
"I know it may sound odd and I may have told you or suggested differently to you, but it was all just talk, June, along with a bit of peeping, if they flashed me. Sadly and unfortunately for me, believe it or not, there aren't very many women who know how to correctly and seductively flash a man."
"What do you mean?" As if she was Sharon Stone in the movie, Basic Instinct, June turned more in her car seat to face Malcolm while slowly and seductively crossing her legs to flash him her panty.
"So much more erotically exciting, I prefer a woman who can make her flashes appear accidental. I love leaving a woman while scratching my head and wondering if she flashed me accidentally or on purpose. Maybe it's something that dates back to my childhood in seeing up skirts and down blouses of my mother, sisters, aunts, and cousins, but it sexually excites me to see something that I wasn't supposed to see. Seeing an up skirt flash of panty or an up nightgown flash of a pussy, or seeing a down blouse view of a bra or a down nightgown flash of a breast is more erotically arousing than seeing a woman standing before me naked."
"Wow," said June. "I understand what you're saying but, if given the choice, I don't think there'd be many men who'd pick an up skirt flash or down blouse view over seeing a naked woman."
"Unfortunately, being that most prostitutes have been sexually abused, even a prostitute may be reluctant to talk about their past sexual encounters with me. Most think me weird for wanting to know what they did with their Johns," said Malcolm shrugging his big shoulders. "I don't like women who can't talk about what they've done and who they've been with sexually. If they can't openly talk about sex, too secretive and probably hiding something, then they can't be trusted."
"Not all women, even prostitutes are comfortable talking about sex, Malcolm," said June.
"Precisely my point, June. To be honest, so long as they're classy and not slutty, I like whores who enjoy being a prostitute, those who aren't shy, embarrassed, or uncomfortable talking about sex and about their past, personal, sexual experiences." He made eye contact with her and smiled. "I'm surprised that Larry never told you what I like?"
"Apparently, from our conversation now, I don't think Larry even knows what you like. Otherwise he would have told me upfront that you like to talk about sex and to listen to a woman talk about sex rather than having sex," said June with some rejection. "Honestly, I was surprised that someone who's as good looking and as much of a manly man as you is just a talker and not a doer." June looked down and marveled at how small her hand was in his before looking up to make eye contact with him. "Listen Malcolm, I know you paid Larry $2,500 for my services and I feel obligated that I should give you something toβ"
"What we're doing now, openly and honestly talking while holding hands, is what I like to do, June. Besides, with you dressed the way you're dressed, with your blouse unbuttoned enough that I can see your cleavage, your bra and a bit of your titties, and with your skirt raised high enough to flash me your panty is enough sexual stimulation for me."
"What else, Malcolm? Surely, just dirty talk isn't enough to get you off," said June removing her hand from his and hoping not to frighten the big man by running a slow hand along his muscular thigh. "Surely, in addition to talking, you enjoy having sex with a woman, don't you?"
He stared down at her hand before looking up at her. As if he was a fly and she was a spider, he was already trapped in her web.
"I go home and take care of that business myself," he said looking at all that she was showing and seemingly a bit uncomfortable confessing that he preferred masturbating himself to having sex with women. "If you'd like to do something for me, June--"
"Yes, I would, Malcolm. Tell me what you want. Anything and I'd be happy to sexually satisfy you," she said running a slow tongue over her lips while placing her hand on his bulge.
Malcolm stared at all that June was showing. He stared up her skirt at her panty and he stared down her blouse at her bra. He seemed content just looking until he asked to see more.
"If I could see a little more up your skirt, see your panty, your pussy mound, and your pussy slit, and see a bit more down your blouse, more of your cleavage, your bra, and part of the top of your tit, that will help the process along for me to recall when I'm masturbating over you later."