The following Thursday I found another envelope on my doormat.
My introspective personality shouldn't allow me to leap without thinking, should it? Before I made any major decisions I typically thought and thought and discussed it with my cousin and best friend and then I'd think a little more.
I could just imagine the conversations with them – "I've been meeting this guy I don't know for casual dirty sex with no strings attached"– and I could hear their voices echoing in my head, urging me to be careful. I thought back to Saturday night/Sunday morning and I didn't like waking up in the hotel by myself, and I didn't like the walk of shame on Sunday afternoon. I could hear them chiding me, asking me to be careful, shocked at what I was doing.
But giving up control to someone else was heady stuff.
Blinking myself back to the present I opened the envelope to find a weighty correspondence card encased in beautiful floral Japanese tissue paper. It was the summons:
Venue: Penthouse Suite
Charlotte Street Hotel
Date:5th June
Time: 10 p.m.
Dress: As before
A car will come and collect you at 9.15.
I knew the Charlotte Street hotel well, having enjoyed numerous evenings in the elegant low-key bar with friends.
"Ah well another week, another assignation in a hotel somewhere in London!"
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I knocked on the hotel door. He opened it and stood back as I entered the room.
"You know the drill. Clothes off and on the bed. Leave the shoes. The bedroom's on the right," He ordered, his words clipped and staccato.
"What, no hey, how you doing? Nor even a little kiss of greeting?" I joked lightly, letting my naturally humorous self shine through.
He just looked at me, his eyes chips of ice. The temperature in the room dropped significantly. I shivered slightly and there was probably a bit of hurt in my look, but I wasn't ready to admit to it, so I turned on my heel to look around the suite. Two bedrooms lay to the left and right of the large, beautifully decorated lounge.
I walked to the door on the right, entered and followed his instructions.
Feeling slightly uncomfortable I began to remove my clothing. As with most hotel rooms the bed dominated the room: a beautifully carved four-poster in ebony. On the bedside table were 'the tools': cutthroat, shaving brush, shaving soap, towel, a small bowl of water. Her body started to tingle.
On the opposite table were four black scarves and a black blindfold. I ran the scarves through my hands; they're silk and so is the blindfold.
Naked, I crawled into the middle of the bed, flipped over and assumed the position: legs spread and knees bent.
Deep, soulful house beats started to flow from speakers somewhere in the suite. "He's a Househead as well," I thought as Kerri Chandler's "That's All I Need" poured forth.
He walked over to the bed, hovering above me for several long moments looking down at me, his face expressionless, his eyes like the North Sea, icy cold and dark grey, frozen as they wandered over my body.
"Get up!"
As I scrambled to my feet, he unbuttoned his jeans and pulled his cock out.
"Suck me and if you're good I might just let you come." His voice wasn't the smoky and seductive tone of last week: it was off-hand and cold.
I grabbed a pillow from the bed to kneel on, and got in between his legs. Suddenly, I realized that I loved everything about his cock: loved the smell, the feel, the size, the width and the shape of it. If I could have fashioned the perfect cock then this is what it would look like. Perfect, just perfect.
I moved slowly at first, flicking my tongue in ever widening circles over the length of his dick before taking him gently into my mouth. I could feel him getting harder. Carefully lapping and kissing, I sucked just the tip of the head into my mouth. I began to gently lick up and down him, feeling him grow even harder, gradually building up the pressure, firming up each upward stroke before taking him more fully into my mouth.
I could feel him looking down at me, watching me suck him. "Don't look just feel," I breathed.
I heard–no felt him–moan and smiled around his dick. There's something so decadent about giving head, so slutty and erotic. I sucked a little harder and felt his hips start to rock. Bobbing my head up and down in time with his rocking I moved up and down the shaft keeping him off kilter. Lifting off his cock I lowered my head between his legs and grabbed one of his balls in my hand and lightly sucked the other one before switching. I rolled the head of his cock between my fingers, my tongue flicking between his balls.
Blowing softly, I licked the blunt head, using the tip of my tongue to lick up and down the sides. Taking as much of the shaft as I can manage into my mouth I started to suck the entire length of him. He was leaking precum. Looking up I could see his chest heaving, his back arching as his hips moved in time to my sucking.
He grabbed my head and tried to force the entire length into my mouth, his rapid breathing echoing around the room, his dick weeping profusely. I grazed the skin of his manhood with my teeth as I bobbed and his eyes snapped open.
He held my head a bit more firmly and began to buck his hips excitedly. He was rough, but I just increased my suction. His whole body tightened...
"I'm coming," he warns. "...Uuuuck.... fuuuck."
He groaned as he starts to orgasm, his body shuddering with pleasure. Once again I can't get all of his cum but I do my best. I removed my mouth and kept stroking him until his breath returned to normal.
I looked up at him and tried to figure out what was going on behind those impassive features. But he refused to meet my gaze and turned away, pushing his cock back into his jeans.
Knowing what he wanted, I returned to the bed and assumed the position, unconsciously raising my arms above my head in a gesture of submission and maybe even supplication.
I watched him pick up the scarves and walk to the head of the bed. He fastened my arms to the posts, then got the shaving implements and placed them on the bed. Then he grabbed the blindfold.
I could feel the tension ratcheting up and thought about protesting, but realised that I probably should have done that when he grabbed the scarves. I closed my eyes as he tied the blindfold on.
It was my eyes that were bound, but I felt like I was suffocating; my remaining senses went into hyper drive. The bed dipped and I felt him crawl between my legs. I jumped a little as I felt a finger dip into my pussy and rub my clitoris, coaxing it out to play. His touch on my skin soothes me. I felt his warm breath on my thighs and then on my pussy as reached down to kiss me. Straight away my centre became warm.
My seemingly 'bionic' ears heard the brush rasping against the shaving soap. I jumped as his fingers spread my pussy lips.
"Spread your legs as wide as you can," he growled.
I spread myself, holding my breath, starting to tremble. I don't like him like this. This doesn't feel sexy.
"Relax, we've been here before." I could hear the softening of his frosty attitude in his voice but my body wouldn't obey.
"Mia, relax or I might hurt you," he breathed into my pussy. He kissed my nether lips again. It was the first time he'd used my name. I liked the sound of my name on his lips and my pussy reacted likewise, my muscles clenching in response.
He lathered me up and then started to shave me. The scrape, scrape, scrape of the cutthroat against my skin was harsh in the quiet room. This time his touch was impersonal and cold. The seesawing between the coldness of his touch and the tenderness of the occasional kiss on her thigh meant I was off balance, and just as I started to enjoy the attention he was finished.
It's with more than a little relief that I greeted the warmth of the cloth as he wiped away the remaining lather. He gently patted me dry and rubbed moisturising lotion into my pussy. My core went from warm and wet to juicy and molten in three seconds flat.
He used the last two scarves to tie each leg to a post until I was completely immobile.
"I'm looking at your pussy, Mia. Looking at the varying shades of brown. It's like a delicate, little brown orchid with rosy, dewy pink insides."
He lightly traced the shape of my pussy with one finger, starting with my outer lips before moving to my inner lips, his version of an erotic lip-reading. He pushed two fingers into me. I was so wet that they slid inside me. He added another finger and spread me wide.
"It's so wet and juicy. I'm going to fuck it and fuck it hard!"
I groaned and clenched my inner muscles around his fingers.
"Don't! Don't come until I tell you to."