When I reached my room, I found Gabby getting ready for the night. She hadn't put on the slutty skirt or black tube top that didn't cover her stomach. I'm guessing she didn't want her mom to see her in it.
"Oh, hey babe," she greeted me brightly, and it seemed to me her personality had become much more bubbly. Maybe she was just happier and being herself.
"So I was thinking", she continued, "I was thinking before I got here that it would be fun to fool around to take some of the edge off for tonight ..."
"Hey, I can get behind that."
"Well - except - maybe we want there to be a bit of an edge tonight."
I was just wearing the towel from the shower, and she had grabbed my dick and was sort of playing with it. Not really jerking me off, but it was enough to get me rock hard.
She didn't stop doing it as she said "Yesss, see this is what I want. I want you horny and turned on and I haven't even put on my outfit yet. You haven't even seen what Jordan thinks of it yet. How can I turn you on if you're all spent? But I also want your help getting ready, and we can talk about what we want from our relationship - sexually and otherwise."
"Yeah, I think that's a good idea, looking at boundaries being up front about what we want feels pretty important right now", I responded.
She took her hands off my cock and stripped out her clothes until she was in a lacy black bra and thong and hopped up on my bed. It was a push-up bra, which seemed completely unnecessary given her monster tits, but I had to admit they looked so, so good. She had grabbed a hairbrush out of her bag and patted the bed in the spot behind her where she wanted me. I dutifully climbed on, though sitting on a bed with a girl that hot - my girlfriend - was exactly why I was so excited to have my own room in the first place.
"Here, come on, you can brush my hair to help me get ready for tonight."
"Okay, let me know if I'm doing it right." I had brushed my mom's hair when I was a kid, but it had been some time.
"I'm sure you'll be great. You've got a wonderful soft touch," she smiled. "Okay, so ... I spent a lot of time feeling really awful about fucking Brian. It shouldn't have happened, and I wish I had better self-control. What's crazy is that I hadn't really even been drinking very much. I just ... felt like I had to have him. But at the same time, you mean so much to me, and it seems like you embrace me and love me for who I am. It's hard to put into words just how important that is. That's it, you're working out the kinks in my hair perfectly."
"Well, I mean I can't say I feel good about what happened or how it happened - "
She cut me off "I know babe! That's the worst part. You've been so accepting, it's like I didn't trust you even as I was giving you reason not to trust me. But that's why we have to be open."
I thought about what Rachel had told me about not giving mixed messages, and I felt like I needed to be the first to say something, even though I didn't quite have my own feelings worked out. So I took a stab at it.
"We're both young and still growing up and learning who we are. I don't know that we will be together forever, really, but we do know we care about each other. I want you to be happy and you've seemed to really open up recently."
"You've done the same!" she said. "Did you know you got turned on by me dressing slutty? Did you know you'd get off on the idea of me with other guys?" She quickly turned around and saw that, yes, I was still hard. "John I'll be honest, I've started looking up some things on cuckolding. Do you think that's who you are?"
"I ... I don't know. I ... love you being sexual. And thinking about you being sexy. And you just are sexy. And I love when you get me off. I don't like ... watch cuckold porn or anything."
"What about the idea of me with big cocks? What about the idea of me with black cocks? There are so many ways we can go with this babe. I had no idea until I started doing some of the research."
I swallowed. "I really don't know babe."
"Your little penis seems to know," she said with a big smile. "Well look, Jordan will be over tonight. He's big, he's black, he's fit ... I don't know about his cock yet. What happens if I can't help myself tonight baby? Should I be testing it to see how you like it? Should I keep doing research? And no, don't even ask, I'm not touching your little thing right now, I want you excited for tonight."
"I ..." and I thought of Rachel again. No mixed messages. It wouldn't be fair to Gabby. "Yeah, I think research to see how I feel about this stuff is a good idea."
"Okay," she said, soberly. "Wow. This is going to be exciting. I definitely think Rachel is gonna fuck the Taylor kid, so tonight could get really wild."
Wild for everyone but me. But before I could get lost in my thoughts, Gabby turned herself around completely, so we were both sitting Indian style facing on another. It was the second time today I was in a bed with a ridiculously hot girl and I realized that many men would kill to be in my spot.
"I really, really love that we're doing this. Give me a kiss," she said. We started to make out on the bed. I was still naked, she had just the bra and thong underwear on. My hands went everywhere, feeling up her tits, her ass. I started to finger her and I was so hard. I hoped she'd reach for my dick, but it wasn't happening. She started moaning at my finger's prodding of her pussy, and moaned, "John, eat me, I need your mouth. God I'm so hot thinking about what Jordan might do to me later."
I went down and pulled her panties to the side and started lapping up at her pussy. My pussy. The pussy, well, that Jordan might have later. I started to jerk myself off as I ate and ate, but at some point Gabby noticed.
"John, what are you doing?!"
"What?" I was genuinely confused.
"I told you I wanted you horny for tonight. I don't want you jerking off. If you're just gonna ignore what I say and what I want what's the point of any of this?"
"I didn't get off or anything ..."
"Look, if you're going to tell me you were just trying to keep yourself excited and weren't trying to get your cummies out eating my pussy, I'm going to cut you off because you're not being honest with me."
"I don't ..." I honestly didn't know what to say. "I .. you're upset? I'm sorry?"
"Just. If we're going to get into this cuckolding thing together, you're going to have to play the role. You've brushed my hair, you were doing such a nice job not drooling all over me. It was a little uncomfortable the way you were staring at my tits. You were helping me get ready for the guys tonight, for Jordan, by going down on me and getting me worked up. I really liked that. Let's not make it dirty."
I didn't exactly know what she meant by making it dirty, but I sort of saw what she was getting at.
"Okay," I said. "I'll pump the brakes."
"If you like what's going on tonight, you definitely have my permission to enjoy yourself, okay?" I didn't know what she meant by this, but I would later.
"I did have one other thing I needed to talk to you about," I said.
"Yeah?" She had taken off her panties and slid into another thong, this one red. Next was the red skirt, and man, it really didn't leave much to the imagination. "Can you help me with me bra?" And I helped her take it off.
"So, Rachel has this idea about making a porno ..."
"Oh, hey, don't think I missed that you didn't tell me about the porn you watch. I want to know, BBC, cucky porn, gangbangs, threesomes ... You're gonna have to tell me," She interrupted.
I was stunned she even knew those words and she laughed at my reaction.
"Oh, I'm not allowed to enjoy porn myself? You don't have to tell me now. We can have fun later. But yeah, she told me she was considering that. She's your best friend ... you think she's serious?"
"I think she is. And ... she mentioned me going with her. You know, to make sure everything was on the up and up and that they weren't creeps or anything."
"Ha. That's not happening."
"No? I definitely see why she would want someone there."
"It's not going to be you."
I was sort of puzzled and didn't have an immediate reaction.
"Look," she said, "I know you love me and wouldn't cheat on me. But you've been attracted to her. I'm not going to let you go watch her have sex when I'm a million miles away. You can barely handle her in pajamas around your apartment."
"So .. what are you thinking?"