Warning – the following story has received many negative comments. It’s a cuckold story that has interracial content. If you like the regular formulaic content of the typical stories here you will be disappointed with this story. I am a new novice writer that has chosen to write an unusual story. The main character is intentionally unlikable. This is pure fiction and represents no fantasy of mine. You have been warned.
Chapter 2 - Tami gets drunk
I have to admit that what Traci had done to me hurt me deeply and scarred me. I was still a young man, under thirty. I still wanted a family and kids. But I now found it hard to trust anyone. I talked with my friends and found out more about Traci sleeping around while we were dating. I found out her bachelorette party had been an orgy. I found out my friend Todd would stop by regularly and fuck her before we were married.
I found out she used to organize some parties in a local hotel where she and a few of her friends took on all comers for forty bucks a pop. There were two beds in the room and one of them would take money and fluff the guys in line while the other two would fuck the Johns. They would take turns being the fluffer. They did this whenever they needed money. They would call a few guys working at the local mills and the guys would pass the word around.
All of this information made me decide that if I was going to find a new woman to spend the rest of my life with, I had to be very careful how I chose her. I thought about how to meet trustworthy women. I decided the best way was to meet them in church. So I started going to a local Lutheran Church every Sunday and attending the social events.
Even though it was a big church, there were not a lot of likely candidates. I found out that most religious women got married younger. I chatted with a few women at the socials. A couple were very eager to go out with me. One was a divorcee in her mid-thirties and desperate. The others all had other flaws that I could not deal with. They were either on the plain side, a little chubby, were stupid, or were just plain annoying. None of them seemed to dress at all provocatively. I had seen a few cute girls during church services but they were too young to appeal to me. Then there were the ones that went to church because their families expected them to. But they were running crazy like Traci any chance they got.
Then one early summer day, a beautiful blonde woman with a tight figure walked into the church before the service. Her hair was yellow blonde and it practically came down to her waist. She had a bright white smile with perfectly straight teeth. Her face and arms were tan as though she spent some time outdoors. Her dress only came down to mid-thigh, which was comparatively scandalous for this church crowd. She had some muscle tone and definition indicating she worked out or was at least physically active.
She sat with some younger people who were regulars in the youth group at the church. After the service I approached her and said, "Hi, I'm Bob. I have not seen you here before. Are you new here?"
She smiled at me receptively and said, "I'm Tami, I'm not new really. I just graduated college and returned home. I grew up in this church."
Tami had a wonderful smile, a warm personality, and she smelled so fresh. I was very attracted to her. We quickly became friends and started to date. She was looking for a job. Her degree in religious studies did not help her find anything very quickly. But it gave me hope that I had found someone who could be faithful.
I took it slow, getting to know Tami and her family. She had solid family values. She was fun to go out with and we enjoyed a lot of outdoor activities. As we got to know each other, I explained what I could about my first marriage to Traci. I held back how I had ruined Traci's life. I also held back some of the horrible things Traci had done. Tami knew that I had been hurt by Traci's infidelity and the rest of the details about my marriage was not that important to her.
We became intimate over time but did not "go all the way". As that was something Tami believed you saved for marriage. She did tell me that she was not a virgin. But that when she lost her virginity she had been too young and it had been a mistake. She rededicated herself to wait for the right man to come along and marry her before she would have sex again. I accepted this as a good sign that she would be committed to a man and not stray.
Apparently I was the right man. Because when I proposed she said yes. She agreed that we should have a prenuptial agreement to help me get over my concerns from my previous marriage. The agreement basically said that if she were unfaithful she would get nothing in a divorce and no child support if a paternity test showed the child was not mine.
Even though I had been married before, we went through marriage training with the pastor. We had a big church wedding. My friends were surprised by Tami's conservative nature based on what they knew about me. But her warm and outgoing personality won them over.
After the wedding we settled down in my big house and I finally felt happy.
Our first time together was very satisfying if not great. I figured it would take us some time to learn each other's preferences. Tami was only familiar with the straight missionary position. She had no idea how to perform oral sex. On our honeymoon I showed her some other positions. Tami enjoyed the sex. I tried to perform oral on her and asked if she would perform it on me. But she was reluctant to even try it. I persisted and she tried. But her inexperience made it less enjoyable for me and a chore for her.
So we kept it pretty basic and I was satisfied. Except that Tami was shy about letting me see her body naked. We usually had sex in the dark. After a few months we began to have sex less often than I would like. I was missing Traci a little bit when it came to our sex life.
I started to surf the internet for porn and use masturbation as a way to relieve the desires I had. I wanted to be with Tami. But even though she seemed to enjoy our sex life, we were not coming close to making love often enough to satisfy me.
I ran across some sex story sites that had stories about cheating wives and cuckolds. I don't know why, but the stories really excited me. I knew I wanted Tami to be faithful to me. I even started to worry a bit while reading these stories that she might secretly be having an affair. I guess it was the idea that other men's wives were cheating on them that made me excited.
Tami had gone on the pill when we got married. She was hoping to start a career before we had kids. Not that we needed the money. But she wanted to establish herself somewhere and have some work experience on her resume. But it just seemed that people were looking for someone with a different educational background or more experience than Tami had.
After six months and no job offers, Tami was getting discouraged. She started talking with me that maybe we should start our family sooner. While I wanted to have a family, I also wanted to be supportive of Tami's career. So these discussions usually ended with a non-decision that she would continue to look for a job, but we could have a family in the near future.
