I have had an interesting past couple of years and I decided to write about my adventures. All the names are changed obviously for discretion. Although these events did happen, I did embellish it a little. More to the point I embellished the sex scenes. I did not have sexual relations with these men in the stories, so unfortunately I am still just a full blown adult virgin trying to throw my virginity at anyone who will catch it lol. In these stories, the majority of these men are married or in a relationship so if you have any qualms about reading about a mistress then I highly advise you not to read it. Although I am entirely against adultery, infidelity or cheating of any kind I really wanted to divulge these stories to someone because if I don't I may very well explode. I don't have anyone else to tell this to so you guys are perfect! And maybe you can give me some advice as to why guys just don't like me and please PLEASE leave some feedback because I always benefit to what my readers have to say. Oh and also for all my Taking Jamie fans, I am having a bit of writers block and don't know where the story should go but I'm working on it. If you have any ideas then let me know, I will consider it! Thank you xoxox
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My name is Ava pronounced aye-vuh. I am a graduate student to become a pharmacist. In school I'm one of those students that have to study hours at a time just to understand one page of the book. I am bright I know that but it just takes me more time to beat the work into my head, but that isn't what this story is about. This story starts out about a girl, psh doesn't it always!
After a big test one of my professors asked me to come to her office so we could talk. At exactly three (all bad things seem to happen at three but whatever) I saw a girl leave the office with a sad face and we made eye contact. I could tell she was distraught so I looked her in the eye and told her that every thing will be all right and I gave her a hug. She returned my hug and said thank you. I patted her back and turned to meet my doom, I mean talk to my professor.
Turns out that I am barely keeping a C average and if I don't improve then I will lose my scholarship and I will be put on probation. Hearing this really upset me but I knew I could do better, I knew that I wasn't trying my hardest and I intended to quit my part time job and focus on schooling until the summer break.
As I walked out I saw the girl sitting there waiting. I figured she was waiting to talk to the professor again so I made my way pass her until her hand darted out and stopped me. I just blinked at her not expecting her to actually be touching me. I don't know if I gave her the impression that I was ok with her touching me or not. Maybe I shouldn't have given her that hug? See that's what I get for trying to be nice to someone.
"She told you you weren't passing didn't she?" She asked with a tear clogged throat.
"More or less yeah that's what she said" I said shrugging.
"Well she told me if I don't bring my grades up that I will be kicked out of school and I cannot let that happen! I studied so hard to get here and I just can't..." she broke off with tears threatening to fall down her pretty face.
"Woah there. Look it's ok. All you have to do is study a little harder and maybe a little different tactic. You can't let this beat you you can't let life beat you." I took a hold of her shoulders and looked her dead in her eyes to show her I was serious.
"Will you help me? Since we are both struggling, I figure we can help each other out huh?"
Thinking of the pros and cons I was really debating telling her no because I'm a loner and loners got to be alone, you know? But at the very end I thought, Hey Ava what is there to lose? But little did I know that those words would come back to bite me in the ass.
"Sure we can study together. My name is Ava by the way" I said shaking her hand.
"I'm Chloe" she said with a huge smile.
And that's how our friendship started. We would meet at my apartment and study until our heads were numb and all we could think of was formulas and drugs. Turns out that she was a really cool girl and I appreciated it because we clicked and I was craving some companionship. I was still a little wary at first because people always have these make it or break it flaws that usually become our downfall. I was waiting for the other shoe to drop but it never fell, at least not soon.
Chloe was a beautiful girl and had a great personality to boot so it didn't surprise me that she had a boyfriend. She was 5'7 with nice olive toned skin with black hair and beautiful green eyes that stood out against her skin. She was thin but busty up top with a 36D. You couldn't really tell they were that big until she took her shirt off. We got close really fast because like I said, we just clicked and vibed together. We started hanging out more and her boyfriend didn't like that very much but he got over it once he hung out with us a couple of times. He likes me and thinks I'm good for her and glad that she isn't hanging out with her other 'slut' friends that gossip too much. His words not mine.
Since we were studying so much together, we actually ended up bringing our grades up. I got to keep my scholarship and she got to stay in school. But we still had midterms coming up and we had to get some intensive studying in so we could party the spring break away.
A three day weekend was coming up and she invited me to her house to stay the weekend. I clearly said yes because I was dying to meet the family she always talked about.
I was so nervous that her family wouldn't like me. I mean what if they didn't even like black people? I know it's the 21st century and all but seriously that is still a thing that I worry about. I really hoped that they would like me and accepted me with open arms.
Turns out that they did like me. Well the mom and the siblings did. The father wasn't really around much. I caught glimpses of him in the mornings when we would eat breakfast but he would be gone the minute we all finished. According to Chloe he has a traveling job. This is pretty normal from what she says so I shrugged it off and proceeded to enjoy the family.
She has a little sister that was five who's name is River. She had a younger brother that looked more like an older brother who is 17 and his name is Brayden. He was a handsome young man with the same coloring as Chloe, dark hair and green eyes. But River was just a little angel. She had grey eyes with pitch black curly hair that bounced when she walked. She loved being curled up with me doing just about anything. She was like my shadow and I was never bothered by it because she was just too sweet.
While we were studying River would just sit there and play quietly while we pondered over her books and notes. Chloe's mother was sweet but she seemed a little distant which I felt was odd but then when I thought about it I figured it had to be normal since her husband wasn't around much and women are a bit sensitive when their men aren't around. It wasn't like the mother was a bitch or anything and saying snide remarks. She just always had this faraway look in her eyes all the time. Like she was deep in thought. She would perk up when the kids came around but as soon as she was alone and thought no one was looking, she would get the distant look again.
Whatever it wasn't really my problem to be thinking about the cracks they may or may not have in their relationship.
Midterms came and went and we received our grades. Being so busy with studying we really didn't have any plans for spring break so Chloe's mother insisted that we stay at the house and chill there and relax. We both thought it was a great idea so we agreed. They lived near every thing and they also had a fire pit so we could drink and eat smores and just be relaxed fake campers roughing it.
The first night that's exactly what we did, we got us a couple of bottles of wine and some smores. We talked, did girl bonding and shared deep secrets with each other. After we finished our second bottle Chloe starting getting into the feelings.
"Ava what was you first impression of me when you saw me?" she asked.
"Um I don't really make first impressions because I'm usually wrong but when I saw you crying I felt bad and I really couldn't let you leave that office without giving me a smile. I hate to see people sad."
"You know you are nice. I made a snap judgment of you when I saw you walk into the class. I thought you were mean. Don't get me wrong but you scared me a little bit. You looked like one of those angry black women mad at the world." Chloe said this with a shy tone so I knew she meant nothing by it.
I know what I look like and I'm mad that people always make judgments of me without even getting to know me. I feel like shrek. I know I have the resting bitch face. I can't change it that I look like this and I refuse to go around giving the world a fake smile when first of all it hurts my cheeks and it just doesn't seem real to me. So, yes I walk around with a forever 'fuck off' face but I don't really mean for it to be a deterrent to people and it's not my fault that people are too afraid to even talk to me to find out who I really am. Do you know how tiring it is to hear every single time you go to the damn store "Hey why don't you smile a little bit". I swear to goodness that if looks could kill I would have massacred at least one person every week for telling me that bullshit. Anyways.
"It's cool, everyone thinks the same thing so it's no big deal" I say to her with a shrug.