My shoulders and legs ached, and my lungs burned as I mounted the final flight of stairs. The heavy grocery bags scraped law across the hallway carpet as I hurried towards my door. In my coat pocket, I could feel the vibration of my ringing phone, frantically juggling bags and directing my keys into the lock. I set a couple bags down in the hall and felt the latch mercifully give way, then I pushed the door open with my hip, dropping the remaining parcels on the floor of the entryway and snatching my phone just in time to catch my mother's call.
"Sarah?" My mom sounded surprised that I had answered.
"Hey mom! Sorry, just getting home from the store." The door swung shut with an unrestrained *BANG* in the background as I spoke between heavy sucks of air. With my free hand, I started moving bags from the hallway to the kitchen as we talked.
"Honey, you sound out of breath! Is everything alright? Would you like me to call you back?"
"Yeah, no, I'm fine. It's just that eighteen-pound turkeys... uh, weigh eighteen pounds, ya know?" I rotated my throbbing arm in its socket to emphasize my point. I heard her collecting her breath on the other end and winced in anticipation of inevitable bad news.
"Sarah, I really hope you didn't go to too much trouble... Umm, I don't know if you've been paying attention to the weather..." I hung my head, standing in my kitchen amongst the grocery bags. The looming winter storm that threatened to cripple the region had been front page news since the weekend. "With that blizzard coming through tonight, your father and I aren't going to be able to make it. They canceled our flight half an hour ago... we're really sorry, honey."
I surveyed the aborted holiday feast lying at my feet. My parents were supposed to celebrate Thanksgiving at my place, their first visit since I'd moved into this apartment. However, with the forecast for a "once in a century blizzard", their flight had joined the growing list of casualties across the region. Worse still, John was marooned on the West Coast after the same storm had canceled his return flight from a business trip.
"God... That stinks, but I understand, Mom. It's just... you know, I was really looking forward to seeing you guys. It's been so long since we got to spend Thanksgiving together, and I just bought all this food." I paused to steady my voice. "And with John stranded, too, now I'm worried I'll be all alone for the holiday."
"Oh honey, you have so many nice friends there. I'm sure you know people in a similar pickle." My exaggerated descriptions of my social circle gave my mother comfort, but I was still concerned. "Do you want to talk to your father? Oh! Never mind, he just walked out to the garage. Honey, I have to let you go. The dog needs to go out and I'm sure you're very busy. Love you!"
"Love you too, mom." I hung up and nudged a sack of red-skinned potatoes with the toe of my ballet flat. I hadn't even gotten to take my coat off in the time it took my holiday plans to disintegrate. Letting out a shallow sigh, I began putting away the boxes, bags, and cans of a meal that might have no one to eat it. A solid knock at my door stirred me from the kitchen and I hurried through the living room to the entrance.
I peered through the peephole and spied the large, handsome, black form of my neighbor, Malcolm. He spied my shadow behind the glass and greeted me through the door. "Hey! Sarah! It's Malcolm! Either you forgot some groceries out here, or a secret admirer left you a huge turkey." He radiated his always friendly smile as I opened the door, realizing I hadn't locked it when I rushed in minutes earlier.
"Oh my God, thank you!" I took the bag containing the heavy frozen bird from him as I explained. "My mom called me right as I was getting home and I couldn't carry everything, open the door, and answer the phone at the same time." Malcolm's broad frame filled my doorway as he read my expression; my disappointment over my parents' cancelation showed through my bogus cheer as I spoke.
"Everything cool with your parents? They aren't having trouble with the storm, are they?"
I sniffed away a stray, frustrated tear. "Yeah... no, she was actually calling to let me know that their flight was canceled so they can't make it."
"Damn! That sucks, I'm sorry!"
"And John told me earlier today that he's stuck in San Diego. And that's after he decided not to take a flight Monday because he wanted to visit with some college friends who live out there. So... I guess I'll have to donate all this food I just bought, because I won't eat it, and I don't want it to go to waste." I was babbling, dumping the full weight of my afternoon's emotional toll onto poor, friendly Malcolm. He smiled considerately as he listened, then, when I was done, shared his own tale of holiday weather-woe.
"No, really, this storm is super serious. It sucks about your parents and John; I actually had my flight home canceled earlier today." He cast a diagnostic glance at the bird in my bag. "Donating food would obviously be really nice, but if you wanted, it could be fun to do our own 'Friendsgiving' for blizzard exiles, you know?"
He grinned widely while I considered his idea. I had been craving turkey and sides (and even more, the leftovers!) for weeks since my family had made our plans. My apartment was filled with all the makings of a holiday feast, and Malcolm was in a similarly tough and lonely spot due to the weather.
"That actually sounds really nice! But you'll need to pull your own weight and bring pie! That's all I'm missing."
Malcolm's grin widened. "Pie is my specialty... as long as I can get someone else to do the baking." He winked. "So, another question: can I bring my coworker, Anthony? He's a model who works with our magazine and he mentioned today that his family canceled; they can't to drive up. Same deal, the storm is shutting down the interstate and screwed up their plans."
The eighteen-pound turkey in my bag tugged at my arm as a reminder of its surplus. "Yes, of course! The more the merrier, right?" I smiled invitingly, happy to be bonding with new friends in the face of a region-wide crisis. "But another guest means you have to bring another pie!"
Malcolm nodded his thanks and headed home. Shutting the door, I hauled the enormous turkey into the fridge, then set about putting away the rest of my groceries. Spotting a text flash on my phone screen, I was distracted and caught the lip of a jar on the edge of a shelf. The glass slipped from my fingers, and I watched in slow motion as it fell to the counter. Shielding my body with my outstretched hands and arms, I felt the spray of glass shards and gravy splatter across my palms and the stomach of my yellow button-down.
"Fuck!" I shouted, automatically ripping off the soiled shirt in the middle of my kitchen. This was not the first time I had stripped on impulse in my kitchen after dirtying a shirt or pants. "Clearly, I've lived alone for too long," I thought to myself with a laugh as I mopped up the mess in my white lace bra. I reminded myself not to repeat that involuntary action tomorrow while guests were around; John would joke that such a slip-up was inevitable.
Determining that I needed to chill out, I poured a glass of wine and started cleaning my apartment for company. Relieved at finding substitute plans, I barely got annoyed when John ended our text conversation later that night by saying he had to leave to meet 'Jennifer'.
Thanksgiving morning, I awoke and went to the gym, as I would on any morning of a day-off. I was feeling slightly anxious at my hostess tasks, and as was often the case, my stress was manifesting itself as a tingling excitement in the pit of my stomach and a naughty warming between my legs. 'If John were here, I'd give him a special wake-up and treat myself to a post-workout protein shake!' I thought dirtily. Nibbling my bottom lip, I texted him that thought, trying to kickstart a quick sexting session, but his responses were groggy and unenthusiastic. He blamed a late night and the time difference; I tersely told him to get some rest, and that I needed to get ready for my company without elaborating. Dissatisfied, I got in the shower, switching on the cold water at the end trying to quell the bustle in my loins. I needed to concentrate; the monstrous bird on my kitchen counter beckoned, and as the holiday morning lapsed towards one, I finally slid the teeming roasting pan into the oven.
Outside, the snowstorm continued to intensify, whipping at my windows and whiting-out my view until I could barely see the office building across the street. Inside my warm apartment, I was dressed in only a pair of tiny cotton shorts and a thin white t-shirt, feeling my perky tits bounce as I rearranged my living room furniture to accommodate a small folding table and chairs. I made certain that the lines-of-sight from the couches to the TV were clear, since, aside from going back for seconds, the best Thanksgiving tradition is, of course, football.
As the one o'clock hour grew old, I tossed my flimsy cleaning outfit in the hamper. With polite company coming over, I corralled my peppy D-cups into a red bra, then pulled on a matching lace thong. Over the lingerie ensemble, I slithered into a form-fitting navy knit skirt, then ducked into a white v-neck sweater. I completed the outfit stepping into a dangerously high pair of glossy red high heels. "Tall company; tall shoes." I smiled at the mirror as I flattened the soft fabric of the sweater along my trim tummy, rearranging the scooping neckline to conceal the scalloped lace of my bra. Satisfied, I returned to the kitchen to set out glasses and arrange trays of appetizers.